God is arriving

The message given to me last night was given to me with emphasis (with an increasing brightness in the light of the craft that flew), so it's important to understand and (I think) important for me to share.

God is arriving. This means that God is set on straightening in this world what has been warped, and this will be painful, but it is needed. God intends to save the world, and this requires raising up a people who can be saved and given over to life eternal. God will not come like a mother whipping her child with a belt (angels agreed with emphasis), as violence is often the limit and bounds of her understanding; instead, God will come giving the harvest of the seeds planted. In this way, it will be easier to understand what it requires for you to follow the law of human decency (making right what was made wrong, treating others in ways you'd want to be treated yourself).

Hopefully, this display of God's fierce anger will lead you to becoming honest with yourself, and knowing yourself, and understanding why it is you do some of the things you do. "Why?!" is a very important question to always ask yourself, to ask God, and to ask the world. My hope is that when you understand why God is doing what God is doing, you will know gentleness so that you might be on the receiving end of mercy for a change; and that the sum of your experiences (that God will put you through) will create in you the trusting faith that God requires, so that you easily prefer to lean on God's kindness rather than guns and foul judgment. (I say all these things from experience.) Melting guns into frying pans won't seem like a stupid idea ever again at that point. The anger of God can be compared to a person undergoing years of swelling, months of chest pains, and finally a massive heart attack after years of eating pounds of salty fatty bacon everyday. 2000 years seems to have been just long enough for people to be able to understand what it means to cling to God without also clinging to harmful behavior patterns and clinging to those awful violent religious doctrines.

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I was speaking to a friend over the weekend, and he mentioned with a sad voice the fun times of the years gone by. For a moment I was confused and wondered what he was talking about. You know, darkness is in my face, and probably will be for a while, but in the distance is only Light. It's an expectation, an anticipation because of my knowledge of God. I expect a transformation and resurrection of this decaying world into the Garden of the Living God, the land of compassionate human beings who do not find things like nudity and blowjobs offensive - slavery, Absofuckinglutely, blowjobs, Never. I would never want to go back, not ever on any day; there is only forward, and my future is FUN (right after we push through this darkness).

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The messengers (as I've called them) have been very active in the night skies these last few months. Their presence is what's been encouraging me to speak so much. They aren't necessarily giving messages every time they fly overhead, but their presence is motivating.

Tonight was a talk on capitalism. Something happened that hasn't happened in years. 2 spacecrafts flew simultaneously as if one were being pulled by the other. As they flew, the rear craft dimmed its lights first, then the leading craft dimmed its lights.

The one following was not directly behind, but flew a few degrees to the left (from my point of view looking up), but they both flew at the exact same speed in the same direction, until they went out of sight.

I really need to think about what to say concerning capitalists and the coming judgment (as I was told on June 28, 2018, God is going to make it difficult for a capitalist to be a capitalist). I'm too tired to think about it right now though, as it will require my full attention.

The Severity of God's Judgment

I have not known coincidences in over 13 years, maybe I never have (I don't know when God called me, I don't even know if the decision was unanimous). Last night, the Messengers of God flew over Laurel, MD.

This world has been exiled and separated from the compassion of the Living God. Today a light bulb came on, and it dawned on me that for the last decade, certainly the last 3 years, God has been revealing to me how God plans to go about changing this.

What do I mean when I say, "exile" and "separated"? "Surely, there is no God." Or, "Surely, God has not been separated from me!" Your experience with God is true; it is the honest and open truth. God has done nothing in secret. God has said, "They will have their liberty, but they will not have Me." So, you see, it's impossible for you to understand the compassion of God - there is nothing to compare it to. In this world, in this race, there is no tangible difference from lacking belief in God(s) and believing that God is with you - the physical experience is exactly the same; and this should speak volumes to you.

It's why you need someone to constantly and consistently reiterate, Sunday after Sunday, how much God loves you and cares for you - the plain and obvious evidence of God's love just isn't there. Yes, we are all alive, and none of us did anything to be here - but the same can be said for every living thing in all 5 kingdoms of life on this planet; making your portion with God no different from a mushroom's.

This is exile, this is separation. You can look at the complexity of this universe, and the strangeness of evolving life - this being more true if you have some knowledge of physics and biological sciences - so it only makes sense that God could do something as simple as "heal". But yet, there are hospitals and hospice centers all over this planet, because as the world is aware (religious or not), without them, there would be far less people alive over the age of 30.

God has desire and liberty, and man has desire and liberty, and the 2 hardly align. What is it that God desires of us? The same now is the same always - here and everywhere: to treat others in the same ways that you'd have others treat you; never restricting their liberty in the process (because you would never want anyone to restrict your liberty without due cause); and to walk trustingly with God. The latter you have absolutely no control over, and this trust is what will create acceptable compassion in you (compassion that is acceptable to God). When God comes and teaches you to know and trust God, you will have no concern with being bombed out of existence or worry about someone breaking in your home to slaughter your kids. Your defense will become God's defense, your strength God's strength, and the weapons of war are never required - not for you. You will not know devastating coincidences, not anymore. But that is then - and that is not where you are right now, nor does it make any sense to you. This is the result of exile and separation.

So what is it that God intends to do? God will, as has been made clear to my understanding, put the people of this world on a path, and if they deviate from that path it will hurt. There will be visible and obvious signs of impending pain, it will become uncomfortable, it will be painful, and it will become hard to breathe. God will not take away your liberty, so you can walk wherever you want to walk, but you can only end up in Life or death - death has been the norm (so it's nothing you aren't used to if you decide to go your own way, and many will die). This is the severity of God's judgment.

It will be made clear to your understanding the direction you should walk - to deviate will hurt, so you'll know not to go that way anymore. You'll keep walking the path that God sets up, and if you are of the few who are not fed up with mercy and grace (which many will be), then things will start to fall in place; things will start to make sense - light bulbs will come on. It will become part of everyday life to walk this path; this will be your formal introduction to the mercy and compassion of God (don't be surprised if the night skies light up above you). You will know what it's like to not hurt, to not fear, to not be in pain, and you will find that trusting in the strength and kindness of God an acceptable and amazing idea. You won't need anyone reiterating weekly that "God is love", it will be plainly obvious to you that your mercy, your justice, your gentleness, and you being a decent human being was a hell of a good idea all along.

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I'm still wondering how a wet rusty nail in a foot works in with all of this. My initial reaction: when my foot slid, I thought I banged it against that plastic barrier - as the pain wasn't that bad. But when the pain wouldn't go away, I realized I had been pierced.

I put the shears away and while running up the stairs, so I could get to the bathroom and check my foot, I asked God, "Why?!" (as in "Why did You let this happen?!"). These were my initial reactions, in case they matter as things become more clear going forward.

"Why would anyone go their own way?" Well, at that time, it will make the most sense to them. People typically justify their bad decisions - turning "bad decisions" into "good decisions".

You'll see pastors justifying the slaughter of sex workers and homosexuals; and you'll see people ignoring the pain as they pick up knives and bats as to treat people in ways they would never want to be treated themselves. This is the way of death.

I would never want to go back and relearn decency again. Yes, I am glad it happened, as the trauma branded that trusting faith in me, but I would never want to go through that again. If you survive, you'll have a journey ahead of you, and it will not be easy; just stay the path.

You have 1.8 million malnourished children in Yemen due to wars, violence, and various forms of oppression, and this is something that God has been forced to deal with on a second-by-second basis.

This type of daily dealings are coming to an end, but it will take years, and it will take a lot of care and devotion on God's part to accomplish all that God has planned.

Pain and awful discomfort will not be preferred, not by those being inflicted, nor by God doing the inflicting (who will only be giving you the bitter fruit of the seeds you planted yourself). Just stay the path so that you might be forgiven and the pain is removed.

God desires LIFE, for this world to become an eternal Garden of compassionate lovers; all kinds of lovers. So you see, staying the path will be impossible for many, specifically for the devoutly conservative and religious.

Though you may be forgiven by God, and the pain from God taken away, staying the path will cause others to hate you. Your liberty and ease will be offensive to them. So you may no longer receive pain from God, but you may receive pain from others.

I promise you it is temporary, and no one can destroy what God intends to save eternally. I expect nothing less for myself, as all those awful things God showed me all those years ago come full circle.

Tweets - June 19th - Mercy

Sometimes it's the little things that matter. Such small things have such enormous significance; we could have never predicted them.

I am so glad that YOU are who YOU are, Oh Yahweh. I am so thankful that You have made Yourself my trust. You have never required me to work for it, not the tiniest sacrifice, not for a single moment.

You give me what You require from me. It has only done me well to show mercy to others, show mercy to my own flesh, and quietly rely on Your strength and Your mercy.

I hardly know Your plans, and it concerned me for a moment, but then I remember to patiently wait for You; I'm never required to wait forever. I am so glad that the Messengers above me comforted me and counseled me those last few weeks, especially with the dark days ahead.

Because of Your desire, the extension of my life does not depend on the intelligence, the work, or the mercy of men.

Tweets - June 15th - Offense

One thing I thought about recently is that if people begin taking what I say seriously, they're going to take offense, they're going to be pissed off. People and their gods are one - they love and hate the same things - "My enemy is god's enemy". So if people actually start to take seriously the idea that God has fiercely rejected them, even to the point of wrath, then they will become bitter with me. Of course, they will not actually be offended by me (because I did nothing), but they will be offended with themselves and yet not blame themselves (or God for that matter).

I am easy to love, and I will be easy to hate, just because I unlocked what you figured you could keep tightly bound and hidden. You belong to God just as much as I do, and we're all going to have to come to the realization of the person you truly are; God can deal with this, but God cannot be violently attacked (unlike me).

The angels, in one of the spacecrafts that flew, lit up the spacecraft very brightly tonight over Laurel. They said to my understanding, "We love you. You got this." And I'm OK with this. I am always on the receiving end of mercy, and I am never alone.

Tweets - June 10th thru 15th - Foot

Today I got home from spending a few days over the weekend in Deep Creek lake (mountains in Maryland) with a group of guys. I went outside, in the rain, to harvest some of my squash and zucchini I knew were almost ready before I left for the mountains (4 veggies in all). While walking to put my shears back in the shed, my foot slid, and the side of my foot pushed into a wet rusty nail.

This was an interesting message. If I have to deal with a nail in a foot, then what does this mean for this world, even for a place like the United States. I won't know infection, but you might, and I'm not yet sure what that means. (As for my foot, there isn't much pain, and it will be healed in a few days. My foot and that nail both belong to God.)

I was thinking about the salvation of Christ over the weekend. Christ was everything but a man saved from death by God. Yeshua was anything except a man saved by God from death. This is the faithlessness of this world - where God does not save men from death; therefore, Jesus must have been both God and man.

Because if God saved a regular ol' man from death, giving him eternal life, then why does God refuse to save anyone else (which is a question no one asks on this planet ever). These simple things, these black and white things, are important to recognize; but the blind do not see black and white - not yet.

It remains interesting. It wasn't a matter of 'watching my step', because I did not step on a nail. My foot slid into it. What happened could not have been prevented by paying attention.

Monday night was hell. The pain intensified throughout the evening. It was an irritating pain, and it kept waking me up throughout the night. It honestly felt like a bad dream I couldn't wake up from. Tuesday, the pain was significantly less.

Wednesday (today) there is no pain unless I add pressure to that area of my foot (causing me to walk on the ball and heel of my foot, avoid the side altogether). I imagine that pressure-pain and the swelling will dissipate at the same time. The wound itself has closed.

I suppose this is a teachable moment. It is harsh for anyone to think that God shoved my foot into a nail. Whether it is true or not, nothing can be learned (as we'd rely on assumptions). What can be learned and understood is that God allowed it to happen.

I know God by what I see God doing. There is nothing that happens outside of God's will. The difference with me is that I did not offer up a single request to God or hope to my feelings that all would be well.

It is just a matter of time, a matter of waiting and enduring until I'm made whole; I'm never left alone to wait forever (speaking from my historical walk with God).

God set a de facto standard of healing and salvation and gave me the promise over a decade ago. I made no such standard for God myself (how could I?).

A day or 2 after my injury, I went outside to remove the nail from the plastic-type barrier separating the walkway from the dirt where my vegetable plant containers are sitting. When I tried to unhinge the nail, it just snapped off; that's how rusty the nail was.

I was thinking about what happened to my foot and wondered why God let me slide my foot into a wet rusty nail. It should have been more obvious, but tonight I mentioned, "so that the power of God could be displayed", and a spacecraft flew in agreement. Leaves much to think about.

The swelling in my foot is about 90% gone. I walk flat on my feet again. Still some pressure-pain if I walk too fast or carelessly. I have been taking pictures of the wound since since day one, I may post at some point (the first one is by far the most disgusting one).

Tweets - June 5th - Judgment

Romans 2:1-3 "Therefore you have no excuse, everyone of you who passes judgment, for in that which you judge another, you condemn yourself; for you who judge practice the same things. And we know that the judgment of God rightly falls upon those who practice such things. But do you suppose this, O man, when you pass judgment on those who practice such things and do the same yourself, that you will escape the judgment of God?"

Paul's issue here wasn't that people judge, but that people are hypocrites. This is a problem, and it's amazing that none of the "saints" could see it (then or now), nor could they help him see.

Paul was often quite judgmental and controlling. If any one of the "saints" had opened their eyes, they would have seen that without judgment, there is no hypocrisy. 2 birds... Dominoes...

Yes, Paul was called by God. When I am not disturbed by his judgmental remarks, I am astonished by what he learned by walking with God. But Paul was at liberty, and he made poor decisions by not treating others the way he'd want others to treat him.

God was not going to save someone who did the things he did, and so Paul died (the opposite of salvation is death). The "foolishness of the cross" is eternal life. There is nothing, "foolish" about dying and going to heaven - as all the world, in all religions, already believed.

Anyway, the church picked up on and began imitating Paul's behavior long ago, even Muhammad picked up on it, and it ripples to today.

Judgment is all I ever knew growing up in this world, certainly in the black community (home, schools, and churches). It was an absolute and wreaked hell on my emotional stability, turning an otherwise innocent child into something judgmental and unstable.

Personally, I don't like being around people who are overbearing. Some may not mind, but I do. I have received a ton of help and lessons from above, and neither God nor the 'messengers', have ever been overbearing or even remotely attempted to control anything I've said or done.

Change is possible without enforcement and strictness, but it does require love, care, forgiveness, and patience. Paul did not imitate this liberty given him.

Tweets - June 1st - Idols

Flip flopping, deciding if I should speak or if I should wait for God to speak. I can only help the situation. At the rate of things, God is going to speak anyway, and I have the time. Besides, when God speaks, a lot of ears will close and wither up.

Most people are aware that idols (made of wood, or whatever material) are worthless. Praying to a Coke bottle to save my crops is pointless. This was a very tall mountain for this world to overcome, but the world managed to do it.

Unfortunately, the world was swindled and so exchanged one type of idol for another. They were fooled and swindled, quite easily actually.

Religion, preachers, bibles, qurans, etc. provide wood, nails, gold, and instructions - and they leave it up to your mind, your imagination, to do the rest. It's likely that all you know about God is what you have read and what you have heard - nothing more. This is idolatry.

Instead of building God out of wood and nails, and overlaying it with gold, people have done this in their heads - dictating to themselves what God is and what God isn't. This is a lie, this is make-believe, this is a powerful imagination doing what it does.

Some people catch on, and they realize that God is the sum of what they've read, what they've heard, and how it all made them feel.

Some people have even been so fooled by religion and her preachers and her books, that they have said to themselves, "If that thing I served is no God, then there is no God."

Religion still has the upper hand here, your preacher still holds the trump card, because you have let them define all that God could ever be. You have been fooled too.

God defines God - and not with human tongue.