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I was raised Christian (Pentecostal). One Sunday, when I was about 15 years old (in the year 1994 or 1995), I was in church with my mother, ...

Tuesday, December 29, 2020

Tweets - December 29th - Don't Know Anything

I am always given what I need, even what I need to make "good" decisions. My steps are planned for me; I only ever need to be faithful.

In the grand scheme of things, I don't know much of anything at all; but God does know. I never have to worry about anything and I can be faithful in everything, even when I unknowingly make foolish mistakes. ALL things belong to God. It is amazing to watch the unfixable fixed.

I can even be faithful in what I do not know, as I don't know much of anything at all. The mercy and power of God extend far beyond my understanding - it is both a sad and honest thing that this world, this race, cannot know God on this side of the grave.

They pick up their books, accepting foul and violent behaviors, encouraging these closed-off, isolated, individual, and loveless "communities", rejecting any understanding of God, from God, that might otherwise exist. They do themselves harm and this world an enormous disservice.

Saturday, December 19, 2020

Tweets - December 19th - Competition

Competition breeds anger, pride, aggression, and so many other forms of destruction. It's something you see over and over in the world. Children have been jealous and fought for the affection of their mothers; people have fought and warred over land, lovers, food and resources.

By competing, I want others to lose. Competition appears to be part of our wiring, part of what makes us human. God does nothing to strip anyone of their humanity, not now, not in this hell, not in the Garden, not ever.

Now understand, competition isn't part of the makeup - the social systems - of God's Garden (though there may be competition without any actual loss, such as in games like, "who can make whom cum first").

So then how will God deal with competition? The same way that God has always dealt with competition: remove the need to compete in the first place.

To the living who seek togetherness, teach justice and mercy, and make all things faithful and all things beautiful. To everyone else, remove all things beautiful, and hide all things resourceful.

No one competes for what they possess and cannot lose, nor do they compete for what is nonexistent or unattainable (shut up the rains, bind the hands of the strong man).

Competing, for anything, is something I will never need to do. I don't see any instance where God would glorify anyone in competition; so when you decide to compete, you're on your own.

God will be glorified in your loss, in your significant and devastating loss. God is glorified in everything; in all things, truth is provided.

Saturday, December 12, 2020

Tweets - December 12th - So Little

So much religion in this world, so very much religion, and so little God; you have what you've asked for. So little God, so very little God; you must always take matters into your own hands.

The only way their prophecies will be fulfilled is if they brute force fulfill them themselves. So very little God.

I looked for evil that wasn't prayed for, but I couldn't find it. I sought out the most vile man of this world who wasn't pleaded for, but he escaped me.

I see a world whose people are given over to the strongest arms. Yes, God tossed them and their children into the den of wealthy and ferocious lions, and they are slaves to the will of lions - so long as they live in a lion's world.

And now the might of man has been equated with the might of God; it is their religion and their philosophy and their economy. Meekness is absolute destruction.

Authoritarian lions, authoritarian Christ. It's what their hopes and dreams are made of. It is the beginning and end of each and every single solitary one of their prophecies.

Sunday, December 6, 2020

Tweets - December 6th - GOD HAS DONE

Tonight was the first night in a few months that I've seen those spacecrafts (for sure). I haven't felt the need to write much lately, but when angels show up, there are matters of importance.

"Therefore, I say to you, all things for which you pray and ask, believe that you have received them, and they will be granted to you." ~ Mark 11:24. This verse came to back to remembrance recently.

I remember thinking, some time ago, that this verse didn't make any sense - and I doubted that Christ said it. How do you believe you've received something, but know you actually haven't? Either you've received something or you haven't.

Does one try to convince themselves they've received something they haven't actually received? This is pentecostal "faith" 101, and is precisely the bullshit these prosperity preachers teach. Didn't make any sense to have come from Christ.

But chile, walking by faith changes everything. There had been a pause in my healing for a few weeks (by sight), and I remembered the first time I recall God healing me (which was the glands issue I mentioned a few months ago).

I was healed (temporarily) and then healed again (permanently) a year later. And I thought to myself, there really is no difference between God completing something and God having completed it.

Walking by faith, I don't need to see anything in the process of being completed nor do I need to see anything completed to know that God is bringing about an end.

They are one and the same (we are talking about the unwavering faithfulness and trustworthiness of God here). Then that verse in Mark came back to me.

I am being healed (walking by faith), and this is no different than already being healed (walking by faith) - I don't see either, but I will. The pause has ended. My ass is so smooth, I've been rubbing it in awe and thankfulness.

"GOD IS DOING" can therefore be further clarified and expounded as "GOD HAS DONE".