Within a person's idea, there is no distinction between God and religious beliefs. The notion of God, for people who have not seen God, requires beliefs and made-up tales (nature abhors a vacuum). So oftentimes, when a person leaves religion, they turn to atheism or agnosticism, as their idea of God is indistinguishable from religion (either God is an infallible book-writer and loving dad who bounces kids on his knees, or there is no God).
As you come to terms with reality, you'll understand that God is exactly what you see - it is the only way you can know God. When you position yourself to accept the little that God has shown you (which really isn't "little"), I am confident that you'll be offered much more.
Sunday, December 30, 2018
Friday, December 28, 2018
Tweets - December 28th
The name of God has been dragged through human piss and shit for thousands of years. This is God's intent. God wanted no part of the lies, judgings, violence, rapes, oppressions and other children of religion, and if that meant abandoning the name of God alongside humanity, then so be it. God made it clear to everyone, with the emphasis of death and decay, that God wanted no part of religion by abandoning billions of people and their children to the grave. This is a powerful statement - you know no other life, nor have you known God any other way. People, realizing this in their hearts, know that God offers them no salvation in life - and with so many leaps in scientific and technological advancements and discoveries - people are now understanding that killing a fag in the name of God has made no difference when it comes to God (for all have perished; fag, straight, evil, devout, pious, holy and 'righteous' alike, none are saved). A great plan indeed; in liberty, give them time (a few thousand years it seems) to come to terms with themselves and the obvious.
This gave opportunity for God to be open, vocal, and honest without the consequence of creating God-inspired, Earth-burdening liars and law-givers (more religion). This gave opportunity for God to begin saving people again (from death and decay). This gave opportunity for someone like me to be open and honest about life and God, for a few more years, without believers plunging a blade under my left arm and through my heart.
This gave opportunity for God to be open, vocal, and honest without the consequence of creating God-inspired, Earth-burdening liars and law-givers (more religion). This gave opportunity for God to begin saving people again (from death and decay). This gave opportunity for someone like me to be open and honest about life and God, for a few more years, without believers plunging a blade under my left arm and through my heart.
Sunday, December 23, 2018
Tweets - December 23rd
Utilitarianism - "The doctrine that an action is right insofar as it promotes happiness, and that the greatest happiness of the greatest number should be the guiding principle of conduct." This is the morality of those living in godless despair. This is very cringeworthy for someone like me. This place is often like a bad dream that I can't awaken from. I cannot find light here, and the language I speak is alien to everyone.
I said to Yahweh, "It often feels like I'm playing the waiting game to see who'll drop dead next; this has been Your longest covenant with humanity, and You have not broken nor altered Your promise.. Because of You, they trust in death more than they trust their own mothers or their wisest instructors - even more than they trust their lord and god. They close their eyes, bow their heads, and speak to the wind; then they convince themselves that they're doing otherwise. I have searched in high places, and in the deep, and among the educated, and I could not find one person who could do good without You. So I have learned from this; that man is his own burden without You. He destroys my planet and his people and himself. Without You, something like peace comes through violence or through devastation; but alongside You, violence and devastation are never desired nor required for peace."
That deep trust that you have in death is what I call "faith". The faith that you have in death is the same faith that I have in God's kindness. It isn't "faith" due to words in a book or from a preacher; it is due to the power of death that has been etched into your very being.
I said to Yahweh, "It often feels like I'm playing the waiting game to see who'll drop dead next; this has been Your longest covenant with humanity, and You have not broken nor altered Your promise.. Because of You, they trust in death more than they trust their own mothers or their wisest instructors - even more than they trust their lord and god. They close their eyes, bow their heads, and speak to the wind; then they convince themselves that they're doing otherwise. I have searched in high places, and in the deep, and among the educated, and I could not find one person who could do good without You. So I have learned from this; that man is his own burden without You. He destroys my planet and his people and himself. Without You, something like peace comes through violence or through devastation; but alongside You, violence and devastation are never desired nor required for peace."
That deep trust that you have in death is what I call "faith". The faith that you have in death is the same faith that I have in God's kindness. It isn't "faith" due to words in a book or from a preacher; it is due to the power of death that has been etched into your very being.
Friday, December 14, 2018
Heavenly Voice - Tweets December 14th
"Yahweh will roar from on high and utter His voice from His holy habitation; He will roar mightily against His fold. He will shout like those who tread the grapes, against all the inhabitants of the earth." Jeremiah 25:30
"Yahweh roars from Zion and from Jerusalem He utters His voice; and the shepherds' pasture grounds mourn, and the summit of Carmel dries up." Amos 1:2
"'Father, glorify Your name.' Then a voice came out of heaven... So the crowd of people who stood by and heard it were saying that it had thundered; others were saying, 'An angel has spoken to him.'" John 12:28-29
I have often wondered if that form of cloud display would ever happen again. Hindsight is 20/20. I leave this unaltered from when I wrote it in 2009 (I thought I lost it, but I found it buried in an old email).
Blog Entry The Strange Things... Mar 22, '09 11:06 PM
I have often talked about the messengers above and the spacecraft I have seen, but I have never talked about the other things I have seen - I figured mentioning the spacecrafts was weird enough for folk on a locked away planet such as ours. It's true that the spacecrafts are far more common than anything else, but Yahweh does show me other things when necessary.
I began seeking God mid-December 2005, I knew God as Yahweh on January 2, 2006, I began seeing the spacecrafts in either February or March 2006, and I began receiving messages from the lights of those spacecrafts in May or June 2006.
I think it was either late 2006 or early 2007 when I went to Deep Creek mountains in Western Maryland for a weekend getaway with a group of guys. I was outside by myself on a beautiful day taking in the scenery and smoking a cigarette. What I saw next baffled me (at that time).
There was a mild breeze. A large cloud in the shape of a flame came from over the house (high in the sky). Another cloud came in the shape of a straight line along with the flame, attached to its side. Underneath the cloud shaped like a line was a cloud shaped like the number 7. Then attached to the other end of the line were 2 clouds that formed an X. The line intersected the X directly in the center. I was baffled and said to Yahweh, "What is this?" and "If it has any meaning, then I'll know." Then I took on the idea that the number 7 was a countdown in days. It was a Sunday, so I said to Yahweh, "Perhaps something will happen next Sunday that I will know is from You."
One of the guys came outside and was a bit curious as to what I was staring at, and why I was moving (since I often make gestures when speaking). So he looked up as well, but the sight was not peculiar to him, and I simply said to him that I was looking at the sky. He looked at me, said “Oh OK”, and went back in the house.
Next Sunday comes around, and I was in Beltsville, Maryland at the time. I decided to go outside and have a smoke - not thinking anything about what I saw 7 days earlier. It was a cloudy day, but light clouds and little wind. While outside, for the very first time, there was a mildly loud and persistent thunderous roar over the city. The roar lasted for about 30-60 seconds. If I could describe it so that you could understand – the sound was like standing under a rocket while it was taking off, but not as loud. It was a penetrating and unforgettable sound that God made. So I remembered what I saw 7 days earlier and recognized Yahweh’s bitterness towards this place. I turned on the TV later that evening, and it so happened to be Fox 5 news, and I remember the anchor saying, "There have been reports of thunder in the viewing area" which I remember was very interesting because there were no storms in the area and not many people call the news station just to report thunder.
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Something like this (from what I remember - it was 12 or so years ago). I do remember that the flame was pronounced - I could easily tell that it was flame (though it was a white cloud).
"Yahweh roars from Zion and from Jerusalem He utters His voice; and the shepherds' pasture grounds mourn, and the summit of Carmel dries up." Amos 1:2
"'Father, glorify Your name.' Then a voice came out of heaven... So the crowd of people who stood by and heard it were saying that it had thundered; others were saying, 'An angel has spoken to him.'" John 12:28-29
I have often wondered if that form of cloud display would ever happen again. Hindsight is 20/20. I leave this unaltered from when I wrote it in 2009 (I thought I lost it, but I found it buried in an old email).
Blog Entry The Strange Things... Mar 22, '09 11:06 PM
I have often talked about the messengers above and the spacecraft I have seen, but I have never talked about the other things I have seen - I figured mentioning the spacecrafts was weird enough for folk on a locked away planet such as ours. It's true that the spacecrafts are far more common than anything else, but Yahweh does show me other things when necessary.
I began seeking God mid-December 2005, I knew God as Yahweh on January 2, 2006, I began seeing the spacecrafts in either February or March 2006, and I began receiving messages from the lights of those spacecrafts in May or June 2006.
I think it was either late 2006 or early 2007 when I went to Deep Creek mountains in Western Maryland for a weekend getaway with a group of guys. I was outside by myself on a beautiful day taking in the scenery and smoking a cigarette. What I saw next baffled me (at that time).
There was a mild breeze. A large cloud in the shape of a flame came from over the house (high in the sky). Another cloud came in the shape of a straight line along with the flame, attached to its side. Underneath the cloud shaped like a line was a cloud shaped like the number 7. Then attached to the other end of the line were 2 clouds that formed an X. The line intersected the X directly in the center. I was baffled and said to Yahweh, "What is this?" and "If it has any meaning, then I'll know." Then I took on the idea that the number 7 was a countdown in days. It was a Sunday, so I said to Yahweh, "Perhaps something will happen next Sunday that I will know is from You."
One of the guys came outside and was a bit curious as to what I was staring at, and why I was moving (since I often make gestures when speaking). So he looked up as well, but the sight was not peculiar to him, and I simply said to him that I was looking at the sky. He looked at me, said “Oh OK”, and went back in the house.
Next Sunday comes around, and I was in Beltsville, Maryland at the time. I decided to go outside and have a smoke - not thinking anything about what I saw 7 days earlier. It was a cloudy day, but light clouds and little wind. While outside, for the very first time, there was a mildly loud and persistent thunderous roar over the city. The roar lasted for about 30-60 seconds. If I could describe it so that you could understand – the sound was like standing under a rocket while it was taking off, but not as loud. It was a penetrating and unforgettable sound that God made. So I remembered what I saw 7 days earlier and recognized Yahweh’s bitterness towards this place. I turned on the TV later that evening, and it so happened to be Fox 5 news, and I remember the anchor saying, "There have been reports of thunder in the viewing area" which I remember was very interesting because there were no storms in the area and not many people call the news station just to report thunder.
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Something like this (from what I remember - it was 12 or so years ago). I do remember that the flame was pronounced - I could easily tell that it was flame (though it was a white cloud).
Tweets - December 13th and 14th
From where I sit, I have an incredible view of the things that God has done inside me and around me and above me. But things aren't so visible when I look out into the world. Today always looks like yesterday (with the exception of Zimbabwe's rains at the end of 2007 into 2008).
I only trust that God is doing things behind the scenes; lining up dominoes of sorts. And when God is ready, the first few dominoes will fall, the veil will be partially removed, and the world will come with clenched fists, in anger and pain and bitterness, and believe Yahweh.
It would be nice if people went to God remorseful for the pains they have caused and the lies they have told, but this would require the people of this world to be honest with themselves. So with clenched fists and grinding teeth will they see God.
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Looking for God outside of men, and outside of books, and outside of myself was the only thing that made sense to me all those years ago. Why has this been so difficult for everyone else for so long? Even more, no one allows their children to do it either.
I had in my mind that I would believe whatever God showed me, no matter how little or big or strange the work or message. And I did. So I was entrusted with so much more - through knowledge and pain, and though beauty and poetry. (God is the greatest poet.)
People's trust in invisible idols which they call "the one and true God" complicates everything; because you believe something is true even though you see otherwise. For instance, does God show love to children dying from Leukemia or starvation? Can you answer this honestly?
If you wanted a sign, that would be it. There's also me, and there's abundant rainfall to wash away your home. These are all signs for you, because of how untrusting and untrustworthy you have been. If you can believe God, then you are taking a step in the right direction.
I've said it before, God is not human. God kindness is extreme, so extreme that it's eternal (physically eternal). On the other hand, as you have plainly seen everyday, God's severity is also extreme, so extreme that it's damaging and deadly.
God (of the living) said to me all those years ago, "If they seek Me, I will let them find Me."
I only trust that God is doing things behind the scenes; lining up dominoes of sorts. And when God is ready, the first few dominoes will fall, the veil will be partially removed, and the world will come with clenched fists, in anger and pain and bitterness, and believe Yahweh.
It would be nice if people went to God remorseful for the pains they have caused and the lies they have told, but this would require the people of this world to be honest with themselves. So with clenched fists and grinding teeth will they see God.
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Looking for God outside of men, and outside of books, and outside of myself was the only thing that made sense to me all those years ago. Why has this been so difficult for everyone else for so long? Even more, no one allows their children to do it either.
I had in my mind that I would believe whatever God showed me, no matter how little or big or strange the work or message. And I did. So I was entrusted with so much more - through knowledge and pain, and though beauty and poetry. (God is the greatest poet.)
People's trust in invisible idols which they call "the one and true God" complicates everything; because you believe something is true even though you see otherwise. For instance, does God show love to children dying from Leukemia or starvation? Can you answer this honestly?
If you wanted a sign, that would be it. There's also me, and there's abundant rainfall to wash away your home. These are all signs for you, because of how untrusting and untrustworthy you have been. If you can believe God, then you are taking a step in the right direction.
I've said it before, God is not human. God kindness is extreme, so extreme that it's eternal (physically eternal). On the other hand, as you have plainly seen everyday, God's severity is also extreme, so extreme that it's damaging and deadly.
God (of the living) said to me all those years ago, "If they seek Me, I will let them find Me."
Tuesday, December 4, 2018
Tweet - December 2nd & 4th
December 2, 2018:
You will never see anyone descending God's ladder and tell you how to think, what to believe, or how to perceive the world. You are at liberty, and if under God, even more so (unlike the world, I can try the waters and not be concerned with drowning).
If anyone descends from heaven, or if anyone is lifted up on Earth or in some holy book, telling you how to think, what to believe, or how to perceive the world, then they are godlessness. You are permitted to learn and grow as often as you please, and if under God, even more so.
December 4, 2018
There is a veil restricting the world from having access to God's kindness. The world, the veil, and God's kindness all belong to God. At some point, God will remove the veil, but not before 2 things occur.
1. The world will have FULL understanding of what it means to be without God; there will be no doubt nor question in the matter. No authoritarians will ever be necessary in God's house; your memory will suit you.
No one will lack any understanding after remembering that thousands of generations have toiled, endured atrocious violence, grew decrepit, and faded away in godless despair.
2. The appearance of God will not flood the earth with more godforsaken religions. God saving someone from from death, will not cause the whole world to lose its marbles for another 2000 years; learning new ways to judge, kill and condemn people in the name of 'whoever is saved next time'. There is only one life, and God is its savior (whether now or later).
God's kindness is inhuman, and strange, and extremely persistent, and takes the path of life, and not the path of death. God does not heal the ails of a dying child headed to dust; you never see it.
You will never see anyone descending God's ladder and tell you how to think, what to believe, or how to perceive the world. You are at liberty, and if under God, even more so (unlike the world, I can try the waters and not be concerned with drowning).
If anyone descends from heaven, or if anyone is lifted up on Earth or in some holy book, telling you how to think, what to believe, or how to perceive the world, then they are godlessness. You are permitted to learn and grow as often as you please, and if under God, even more so.
December 4, 2018
There is a veil restricting the world from having access to God's kindness. The world, the veil, and God's kindness all belong to God. At some point, God will remove the veil, but not before 2 things occur.
1. The world will have FULL understanding of what it means to be without God; there will be no doubt nor question in the matter. No authoritarians will ever be necessary in God's house; your memory will suit you.
No one will lack any understanding after remembering that thousands of generations have toiled, endured atrocious violence, grew decrepit, and faded away in godless despair.
2. The appearance of God will not flood the earth with more godforsaken religions. God saving someone from from death, will not cause the whole world to lose its marbles for another 2000 years; learning new ways to judge, kill and condemn people in the name of 'whoever is saved next time'. There is only one life, and God is its savior (whether now or later).
God's kindness is inhuman, and strange, and extremely persistent, and takes the path of life, and not the path of death. God does not heal the ails of a dying child headed to dust; you never see it.
Tuesday, November 6, 2018
Tweet - November 3rd
The difference between now and times past is that now, God is getting involved. What this means is that you will come to understand why it's wrong to do what you'd hate to be done to you, like force starvation on others or hang people because they make you feel sad, mad or horny.
The point will be made over and over, each time more severe than the last, until something 'clicks' and you hate what you have done, and you are ashamed of your blood-soaked hands, and you beg the world and God for merciful forgiveness. And then the point will be made some more.
Your feeling bad for what you have done will not move God to easily relent. There will be a complete end of what you are; distress will not rise up twice to God. So the point must be made over and over.
The point will be made over and over, each time more severe than the last, until something 'clicks' and you hate what you have done, and you are ashamed of your blood-soaked hands, and you beg the world and God for merciful forgiveness. And then the point will be made some more.
Your feeling bad for what you have done will not move God to easily relent. There will be a complete end of what you are; distress will not rise up twice to God. So the point must be made over and over.
Friday, October 12, 2018
Yesterday's Tweet
"You foolish Galatians, who has bewitched you, before whose eyes Yeshua was publicly portrayed as crucified? This is the only thing I want to find out from you: did you receive mercy by the works of the Law, or by hearing with faith?"
Well Paul, obviously you're wrong, because according to the church, I must adhere to the law of heterosexuality, the law of monogamy, the law of marriage before sex, the law of worshiping God, the law of believing Jesus was a human sacrifice, the law of confession, the law of tithing, the law of baptism, the law of modesty, and the law of believing the bible (or any writing) is the 'word of God'. Salvation is dependent on adherence to the law, and not mercy, obviously. ~ Saith the church.
Ever since I first began walking with God, I was sure to assume nothing about God. I had long since stopped listening to people's talk about God, as if they knew the difference between truth and belief - even though their aggressive stand is that they are one and the same.
So in the beginning (early 2006), I thought that it was our place to do good, change the world into a beautiful home for all generations, and then rest unconsciously with our ancestors forever. I had no thoughts whatsoever concerning an afterlife.
An afterlife just didn't fit with life and all that God was showing me. Why all the due-diligence with good work in this world if there is some other eternal world that our ghosts are going to live in after we're dead - it just didn't fit, so I didn't even consider it.
But then God corrected my error and said to me, "Even if you are struck down, and your life is taken from you, I will quickly give it back and raise you up, flesh and all, to life eternal." It was an "Ohhhhhh!!!" moment; it all made sense in an amazing and humbling way.
Then, and only then, did I begin finding Pearls in that shit-filled book, such as, "For the word of the cross [salvation from death] is foolishness to those who are perishing [dying], but to us who are being saved [from death] it is the power of God." ~ 1st Corinthians 1:18 and "I will bless Yahweh who has counseled me... Therefore my heart is glad and my glory rejoices; my flesh also will dwell securely. For You will not abandon my soul to the grave; nor will You allow me to undergo decay." ~ Psalm 16:7-10
Well Paul, obviously you're wrong, because according to the church, I must adhere to the law of heterosexuality, the law of monogamy, the law of marriage before sex, the law of worshiping God, the law of believing Jesus was a human sacrifice, the law of confession, the law of tithing, the law of baptism, the law of modesty, and the law of believing the bible (or any writing) is the 'word of God'. Salvation is dependent on adherence to the law, and not mercy, obviously. ~ Saith the church.
Ever since I first began walking with God, I was sure to assume nothing about God. I had long since stopped listening to people's talk about God, as if they knew the difference between truth and belief - even though their aggressive stand is that they are one and the same.
So in the beginning (early 2006), I thought that it was our place to do good, change the world into a beautiful home for all generations, and then rest unconsciously with our ancestors forever. I had no thoughts whatsoever concerning an afterlife.
An afterlife just didn't fit with life and all that God was showing me. Why all the due-diligence with good work in this world if there is some other eternal world that our ghosts are going to live in after we're dead - it just didn't fit, so I didn't even consider it.
But then God corrected my error and said to me, "Even if you are struck down, and your life is taken from you, I will quickly give it back and raise you up, flesh and all, to life eternal." It was an "Ohhhhhh!!!" moment; it all made sense in an amazing and humbling way.
Then, and only then, did I begin finding Pearls in that shit-filled book, such as, "For the word of the cross [salvation from death] is foolishness to those who are perishing [dying], but to us who are being saved [from death] it is the power of God." ~ 1st Corinthians 1:18 and "I will bless Yahweh who has counseled me... Therefore my heart is glad and my glory rejoices; my flesh also will dwell securely. For You will not abandon my soul to the grave; nor will You allow me to undergo decay." ~ Psalm 16:7-10
Thursday, August 30, 2018
My envy
There have been times I've been envious of others - because they can go out and do whatever it is they want to do, and they can lift their voice and say whatever it is they want to say. But then You consume my thoughts and my eyes.
I could take all the knowledge and gifts You've given me and turn them into money and wealth, but then I wouldn't have You. Because of You, I lack no good thing, nor do I have to worry about anything. Even if I did worry, I would only need to wait a little while and watch whatever it was, causing my distress, disappear. My faith was founded on Your mercy, and not the other way around as the Church taught me when I was a kid (they said I had to confess with my mouth and believe first, then You would save and show mercy - but that is not who You are; they are foolish and haters of truth, and do not realize that You are far more kind than they). Even if I left my home for good, I wouldn't worry about being burdened by the burning heat, or worry about my toes turning black because of ice and frost. Even if I was led into some godforsaken desert, I wouldn't worry about clothing or hunger or thirst, and try to take someone else's land (flowing with milk and honey) by raping and killing its inhabitants. You are with me; Your mercy is with me. I would exchange You for absolutely nothing.
The Earth does not know You, so they do not know You are holding them accountable. They do not yet understand that they will have to deal with the consequences of their actions. You require justice - making right what was made wrong - plain justice. Your words are like a boulder tossed into a lake, and the ripples are Your wrath. They will do what is obviously right, or they will perish. They will be honest with themselves, or they will perish. They are like the fat man consuming pounds and pounds of bacon; he's only a few days away from his heart attack. Many won't survive, and those who do will have choices to make; either begin repairing what they have corrupted, or die. You are blameless; though like me, they will blame You and be angry with You. Then the light of truth will open some of their eyes as they realize they were the ones putting the forks to their mouths and to the mouths of their children. Because of You, they will feel like fucking idiots and abhor what they have done.
Is there any other way at this point? You've sent a messenger to them; 40 years they've had him and only one was even remotely in a position to hear when You called.
Because of You, I do not lack any good thing, but the pleasures I lack now will be given to me 1000 fold a few years from now. In a few years, I will dance naked down the street with 50 of my ass-grabbing, pussy-popping, dick-sucking lovers, and no one will bat an eyelash (such is Your Garden, full of people who imitate Your kindness and severity).
I could take all the knowledge and gifts You've given me and turn them into money and wealth, but then I wouldn't have You. Because of You, I lack no good thing, nor do I have to worry about anything. Even if I did worry, I would only need to wait a little while and watch whatever it was, causing my distress, disappear. My faith was founded on Your mercy, and not the other way around as the Church taught me when I was a kid (they said I had to confess with my mouth and believe first, then You would save and show mercy - but that is not who You are; they are foolish and haters of truth, and do not realize that You are far more kind than they). Even if I left my home for good, I wouldn't worry about being burdened by the burning heat, or worry about my toes turning black because of ice and frost. Even if I was led into some godforsaken desert, I wouldn't worry about clothing or hunger or thirst, and try to take someone else's land (flowing with milk and honey) by raping and killing its inhabitants. You are with me; Your mercy is with me. I would exchange You for absolutely nothing.
The Earth does not know You, so they do not know You are holding them accountable. They do not yet understand that they will have to deal with the consequences of their actions. You require justice - making right what was made wrong - plain justice. Your words are like a boulder tossed into a lake, and the ripples are Your wrath. They will do what is obviously right, or they will perish. They will be honest with themselves, or they will perish. They are like the fat man consuming pounds and pounds of bacon; he's only a few days away from his heart attack. Many won't survive, and those who do will have choices to make; either begin repairing what they have corrupted, or die. You are blameless; though like me, they will blame You and be angry with You. Then the light of truth will open some of their eyes as they realize they were the ones putting the forks to their mouths and to the mouths of their children. Because of You, they will feel like fucking idiots and abhor what they have done.
Is there any other way at this point? You've sent a messenger to them; 40 years they've had him and only one was even remotely in a position to hear when You called.
Because of You, I do not lack any good thing, but the pleasures I lack now will be given to me 1000 fold a few years from now. In a few years, I will dance naked down the street with 50 of my ass-grabbing, pussy-popping, dick-sucking lovers, and no one will bat an eyelash (such is Your Garden, full of people who imitate Your kindness and severity).
Wednesday, August 15, 2018
Tweet - God our Mother
Yahweh is like a Mother who loves her adult son; but the son abuses Her trust whenever it pleases him. So Yahweh, in Her wisdom, pushed the son out of Her House.
It was Her will to push him out, but it was not Her true desire. Her desire was that the son would be kind and trustworthy. If Her son becomes decent and honest and kind, She will welcome him back in Her House with open arms; just like any loving Mother.
Religion is nothing, but God is everything. God became everything. God became the sky and the Earth and every star and planet; God became the bomb that fell on Hiroshima and the ovens that baked the Jews; God became every living and dead thing. God is the author of all.
To know God is to pay attention to what you see God doing. God could save, but God has not. Nothing happens outside of God's will. God's judgments are severe; death is no slight thing. God expects humans to be human, and not strive to be holy and right; just be decently human.
They say that God is love, and this is actually true, but God has been no loving Mother to humanity. God is Yahweh and not a human mother. Saying "I'm sorry" means nothing to God without action. God can't be played like a fiddle, like the way you've played your own mother.
God is stern and severe; but when God is kind, when God becomes your loving Mother (and no longer the Mother rejecting you), God introduces you to a new world (Her House, that you've never known). Everything is different. You even become a weak kid as you lean on God's strength.
When God forgives, it is perpetual. You cannot out-love God; death has no claim over someone forgiven. God is no god of this world, and does not "save" people from whatever sickness or tragedy only for them to drop dead in a few years (delaying the inevitable).
It was Her will to push him out, but it was not Her true desire. Her desire was that the son would be kind and trustworthy. If Her son becomes decent and honest and kind, She will welcome him back in Her House with open arms; just like any loving Mother.
Religion is nothing, but God is everything. God became everything. God became the sky and the Earth and every star and planet; God became the bomb that fell on Hiroshima and the ovens that baked the Jews; God became every living and dead thing. God is the author of all.
To know God is to pay attention to what you see God doing. God could save, but God has not. Nothing happens outside of God's will. God's judgments are severe; death is no slight thing. God expects humans to be human, and not strive to be holy and right; just be decently human.
They say that God is love, and this is actually true, but God has been no loving Mother to humanity. God is Yahweh and not a human mother. Saying "I'm sorry" means nothing to God without action. God can't be played like a fiddle, like the way you've played your own mother.
God is stern and severe; but when God is kind, when God becomes your loving Mother (and no longer the Mother rejecting you), God introduces you to a new world (Her House, that you've never known). Everything is different. You even become a weak kid as you lean on God's strength.
When God forgives, it is perpetual. You cannot out-love God; death has no claim over someone forgiven. God is no god of this world, and does not "save" people from whatever sickness or tragedy only for them to drop dead in a few years (delaying the inevitable).
Saturday, August 4, 2018
Tweet - Devil tried to dupe me
Looks like a devil tried to dupe me. Not sure why - the effort would be pointless. I was talking to Yahweh about why God is waiting to reveal God's hand against humanity. I then mentioned that perhaps God is waiting for Brent and myself. 2 spacecrafts showed up to confirm.
I pondered and pondered and said, "I'm not following any commands, so I must not be thinking about this correctly." You see, God requires mercy and kindness, and not the following of commands and laws. God only requires from me what God gives me; and this is mercy and compassion.
I then said, "I'll just post the message on Twitter", then a red slowly-flashing spacecraft showed up in warning/disagreement. You see, a devil cannot get me to follow commands, even if the command comes down from 'heaven'; but they can deceive you, since you don't know God.
You are easily duped by a devil since you expect God to be a law-giver, when in fact, only devils are law-givers.
A lying devil knows this, and if I led you to believe that God was waiting for me to perform some work or task, then you could be led to believe that sometimes God requires 'work', which is untrue. I would have been at fault (hence the messenger of warning in the red spacecraft).
"With what shall I come to Yahweh and bow myself before the God on high? Shall I come to Him with burnt offerings, with yearling calves? Does Yahweh take delight in thousands of rams, in ten thousand rivers of oil? Shall I present my firstborn for my rebellious acts, the fruit of my body for the sin of my soul? He has told you, O man, what is good; and what does Yahweh require of you but to do justice, to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?" Micah 6:6-8
Micah wrote this in response to the Jew's foolish view of God. Micah knew that God was no commandment-giver, and so he trashed those "laws of Moses" (which back then included the sacrificing of children, probably somewhere in Leviticus or Deuteronomy).
As for how a devil can actually dupe someone - they simply appear as messengers (as I've called them over these last 12 years). I cannot visibly tell the difference between them. So be cautious of the message; remember that God requires mercy, not sacrifice nor task.
I pondered and pondered and said, "I'm not following any commands, so I must not be thinking about this correctly." You see, God requires mercy and kindness, and not the following of commands and laws. God only requires from me what God gives me; and this is mercy and compassion.
I then said, "I'll just post the message on Twitter", then a red slowly-flashing spacecraft showed up in warning/disagreement. You see, a devil cannot get me to follow commands, even if the command comes down from 'heaven'; but they can deceive you, since you don't know God.
You are easily duped by a devil since you expect God to be a law-giver, when in fact, only devils are law-givers.
A lying devil knows this, and if I led you to believe that God was waiting for me to perform some work or task, then you could be led to believe that sometimes God requires 'work', which is untrue. I would have been at fault (hence the messenger of warning in the red spacecraft).
"With what shall I come to Yahweh and bow myself before the God on high? Shall I come to Him with burnt offerings, with yearling calves? Does Yahweh take delight in thousands of rams, in ten thousand rivers of oil? Shall I present my firstborn for my rebellious acts, the fruit of my body for the sin of my soul? He has told you, O man, what is good; and what does Yahweh require of you but to do justice, to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?" Micah 6:6-8
Micah wrote this in response to the Jew's foolish view of God. Micah knew that God was no commandment-giver, and so he trashed those "laws of Moses" (which back then included the sacrificing of children, probably somewhere in Leviticus or Deuteronomy).
As for how a devil can actually dupe someone - they simply appear as messengers (as I've called them over these last 12 years). I cannot visibly tell the difference between them. So be cautious of the message; remember that God requires mercy, not sacrifice nor task.
Monday, July 30, 2018
Tweets
You don't need to be concerned with right and wrong; nor do you need to be concerned with being correct or incorrect. God has abandoned those things to the arrogant, the wealthy, the serpents and their religions. You will never know God by doing what is 'right' or 'correct'.
Be concerned with the truth; that which is true and observable. Be truthful with your words and with your deeds, then you may be allowed to find God (this is God's universe, and nothing happens unless God says 'OK').
Why wouldn't God want you to know God? Unlike the doctrines of heaven, where all of those awful behaviors and deeds of yours mysteriously vanish in heaven, to know the living God is to know eternal life.
You are on Earth who you will be in God's Garden. There is no mysterious personality change. You will be yourself, and God finds this unacceptable, just as God found our ancestors unacceptable.
If you want to know God, you'll do best to end your trust in holy books - they have never served our ancestors any good. They have not caused the Earth to shine brightly in this universe. Literally, nothing good has flourished on the Earth because of religion.
Your religion may help the poor, but in these last 2000 years, when has your religion put a complete end to poverty? Nothing good has flourished here because of religion. This is the obvious truth.
Be concerned with the truth; that which is true and observable. Be truthful with your words and with your deeds, then you may be allowed to find God (this is God's universe, and nothing happens unless God says 'OK').
Why wouldn't God want you to know God? Unlike the doctrines of heaven, where all of those awful behaviors and deeds of yours mysteriously vanish in heaven, to know the living God is to know eternal life.
You are on Earth who you will be in God's Garden. There is no mysterious personality change. You will be yourself, and God finds this unacceptable, just as God found our ancestors unacceptable.
If you want to know God, you'll do best to end your trust in holy books - they have never served our ancestors any good. They have not caused the Earth to shine brightly in this universe. Literally, nothing good has flourished on the Earth because of religion.
Your religion may help the poor, but in these last 2000 years, when has your religion put a complete end to poverty? Nothing good has flourished here because of religion. This is the obvious truth.
Wednesday, July 18, 2018
Abandoned
I saw a man, dead and decaying, lying in a ditch. Worms and maggots were eating his rotting flesh. I heard the Lord walking toward the man. I then saw the Lord grab a band-aid and apply the band-aid to an open decaying 'wound' on the man's leg. Then the Lord grabbed needle and thread and stitched up an open decaying 'wound' on the man's arm. Then the man's skin dried up and turned to dust.
This is the wisdom and the hope of the whole world. This is people's idea of God. At some point, people will need to ask themselves, "What's the point?". But then they would become the object of their own horror as they realized they were rejected and abandoned by God - which is unacceptable.
Friday, July 13, 2018
Forgiveness
I wrote this on December 17, 2014:
Nine years ago, this month, I was forgiven.
I had been provided the terms of my probation, released from jail, and allowed to freely commune with those who are free.
You see, forgiveness is a lot like love, in that, it is action and not concept.
Treacherous humanity has turned this beautiful pearl into a simple thought, a feeling.
This has been devastating to the human condition, because it is contrary to what is true.
To feel loved and to be loved are not the same; to feel forgiven and to be forgiven are not the same.
Young children understand these simple things - especially the ones who are subjected to the violence of larger and more intelligent humans who strike them out of anger and call it "discipline". For people like them have said in their hearts, "it is better to receive forgiveness than it is to give it" and "I will treat you in the way that I do not want to be treated". They have said in their hearts, "It has now become 'culture', because adults are adults, and children are children, and blacks are blacks, and whites are whites, and fags are fags, and straights are straights, and God has NOT created all men equal - except the ones I say are equal to me."
When I was forgiven, I was released, I was physically set free from bondage. If the prisoner had only felt like he was forgiven, he would only be free in his imagination.
Even as man practices forgiveness in his thoughts, so does he idolize God (from a word straight to the imagination). Such things have been devastating to us, because they are contrary to what is right in front of our faces. They make the Magnificent Enigma nothing more than a powerful magician whose magical acts are mysteriously unseen.
And though they continue to sing their songs for mercy, forever as it seems, their own prophet said to them, "Take away from Me the noise of your songs, I will not even listen to the sounds of your instruments - but let justice roll down like waters, and righteousness like an ever-flowing stream."
The starving child whose skin meets her bones, does not care about the forgiving feelings or the loving prayers of those who withhold food from her. It has helped neither them nor her. To forgive her would be to feed her, and nothing less. Forgive her for being black, forgive her for being African, forgive her for being poor - when she is forgiven, her belly will be full.
Nine years ago, this month, I was forgiven.
I had been provided the terms of my probation, released from jail, and allowed to freely commune with those who are free.
You see, forgiveness is a lot like love, in that, it is action and not concept.
Treacherous humanity has turned this beautiful pearl into a simple thought, a feeling.
This has been devastating to the human condition, because it is contrary to what is true.
To feel loved and to be loved are not the same; to feel forgiven and to be forgiven are not the same.
Young children understand these simple things - especially the ones who are subjected to the violence of larger and more intelligent humans who strike them out of anger and call it "discipline". For people like them have said in their hearts, "it is better to receive forgiveness than it is to give it" and "I will treat you in the way that I do not want to be treated". They have said in their hearts, "It has now become 'culture', because adults are adults, and children are children, and blacks are blacks, and whites are whites, and fags are fags, and straights are straights, and God has NOT created all men equal - except the ones I say are equal to me."
When I was forgiven, I was released, I was physically set free from bondage. If the prisoner had only felt like he was forgiven, he would only be free in his imagination.
Even as man practices forgiveness in his thoughts, so does he idolize God (from a word straight to the imagination). Such things have been devastating to us, because they are contrary to what is right in front of our faces. They make the Magnificent Enigma nothing more than a powerful magician whose magical acts are mysteriously unseen.
And though they continue to sing their songs for mercy, forever as it seems, their own prophet said to them, "Take away from Me the noise of your songs, I will not even listen to the sounds of your instruments - but let justice roll down like waters, and righteousness like an ever-flowing stream."
The starving child whose skin meets her bones, does not care about the forgiving feelings or the loving prayers of those who withhold food from her. It has helped neither them nor her. To forgive her would be to feed her, and nothing less. Forgive her for being black, forgive her for being African, forgive her for being poor - when she is forgiven, her belly will be full.
Friday, July 6, 2018
Tweet
Believe what you see God doing and no longer lie to yourself. If you believe the little that you see, then God is willing to show you more (in this hour). God will not show you any more if you refuse to believe what God is currently showing you. You are without excuse.— Kelvin Bell (@junyabell) July 6, 2018
God will literally hurl your shit in your face. At that point, you will have no choice but to believe what you see God doing.— Kelvin Bell (@junyabell) July 6, 2018
Wednesday, July 4, 2018
The end of capitalism
Yahweh God is going to make it difficult for a capitalist to be a capitalist. This is the message given to me tonight (June 28th).
It's a really sad situation that it has to come to this. But people do not do good in this place. Instead of people putting an end to wealth, poverty and starvation on this planet, God is getting involved. There will be no rose throwing or cheers when Yahweh visits the Earth.
It's a really sad situation that it has to come to this. But people do not do good in this place. Instead of people putting an end to wealth, poverty and starvation on this planet, God is getting involved. There will be no rose throwing or cheers when Yahweh visits the Earth.
Tuesday, June 26, 2018
The Birth of Jesus
Gospel of John 7:40 - 43 ~ "Some of the people therefore, when they heard these words, were saying, “This certainly is the Prophet.” Others were saying, “This is the Christ.” Still others were saying, “Surely the Christ is not going to come from Galilee, is He? Has not the Scripture said that the Christ comes from the descendants of David, and from Bethlehem, the village where David was?” So a division occurred in the crowd because of Him. Some of them wanted to seize Him, but no one laid hands on Him."
I remember reading this a few years ago and thought to myself, "Oh, Yeshua was probably born in Galilee, not Bethlehem".
By reading the above verse in John, you can plainly see that the people were divided over Yeshua being the Christ. Some were saying, "Yes, he is the Christ", and others were saying, "No, he isn't the Christ because he was from Galilee and not Bethlehem, and the prophecies stated that the Christ would be a descendant of David and from Bethlehem (which John implies that Yeshua was not)". There was so much debate about this, that divisions were created - people were hard set on Yeshua not being the Christ. So something HAD to be done.
Along came the authors and editors of Matthew and Luke, and what they wrote concerning "the birth of Jesus". Someone in the Church needed to have the final say because this issue of "where was Jesus born" was causing trouble in the early Church.
The author of Mark (the oldest gospel in the bible) and the authors of John never lead anyone to think that Yeshua was born in Bethlehem, but rather he was born in Galilee, from Nazareth of Galilee to be more specific. But since Matthew's and Luke's authors knew that Yeshua was from Galilee and still needed to fulfill prophecy to appease the masses, they both created their own versions of how Yeshua was born in Bethlehem and ended up in Galilee early in life. (In Matthew, Joseph and Mary were in Bethlehem and took Jesus to live in Egypt because Herod was so jealous of being out-kinged by a male baby that he killed them all; when the threat was over, Jesus, Joseph and Mary went to live in Nazareth. In Luke, Joseph and Mary went to Bethlehem to take part in the census - Mary had Jesus, and they all returned to Nazareth.) Both "gospels" were written to fulfill a need in the first (and second) century church.
Yeshua being the Christ has nothing to do with where he was born nor whom he descended from. The fact that people think being Christ has anything to do with this is a huge problem. The fact that the editors of Matthew and the author of Luke decided to add a Bethlehem narrative to validate Yeshua being the Christ shows how godless they were (and it shows how early on the salvation of Yeshua had been made into the religion of Jesus). Being the Christ has nothing to do with sacrifice nor hanging up on a cross; it has nothing to do with David nor Bethlehem; it has nothing to do with blood, water, baptism, sacraments, holy ghost tongues, heaven, hell, dancing, shouting, preaching, confessing, fasting, nor prayer. Being the Christ is showing the whole world what God's salvation truly is. You believe that God healed you, but to what end? In a few winters, you will be no more - like a flower in a field. God heals your cancer, but you drop dead from pneumonia; God heals your fractures and wounds, but you drop dead from kidney failure. What's the point? This isn't salvation.
To be Christ like, is to live as simply and as faithfully as Yeshua lived, and then to receive eternal life (in the flesh), just as he did. To be Christ like, is not dependent on your efforts, but rests solely on God's mercy - otherwise it is impossible to be faithful or good. (You trust in the efforts of those who forge weapons and in the weapons themselves far more than you trust God. Only God can reverse this in you. And in the first century, when people witnessed Christ outside the grave, that shock and awe branded the faith of God in them.) Something else has to be done today - because that was 2000 years ago, and there was no video recording or photography back then to capture the event. So God has to come up with some other idea for you.
I remember reading this a few years ago and thought to myself, "Oh, Yeshua was probably born in Galilee, not Bethlehem".
By reading the above verse in John, you can plainly see that the people were divided over Yeshua being the Christ. Some were saying, "Yes, he is the Christ", and others were saying, "No, he isn't the Christ because he was from Galilee and not Bethlehem, and the prophecies stated that the Christ would be a descendant of David and from Bethlehem (which John implies that Yeshua was not)". There was so much debate about this, that divisions were created - people were hard set on Yeshua not being the Christ. So something HAD to be done.
Along came the authors and editors of Matthew and Luke, and what they wrote concerning "the birth of Jesus". Someone in the Church needed to have the final say because this issue of "where was Jesus born" was causing trouble in the early Church.
The author of Mark (the oldest gospel in the bible) and the authors of John never lead anyone to think that Yeshua was born in Bethlehem, but rather he was born in Galilee, from Nazareth of Galilee to be more specific. But since Matthew's and Luke's authors knew that Yeshua was from Galilee and still needed to fulfill prophecy to appease the masses, they both created their own versions of how Yeshua was born in Bethlehem and ended up in Galilee early in life. (In Matthew, Joseph and Mary were in Bethlehem and took Jesus to live in Egypt because Herod was so jealous of being out-kinged by a male baby that he killed them all; when the threat was over, Jesus, Joseph and Mary went to live in Nazareth. In Luke, Joseph and Mary went to Bethlehem to take part in the census - Mary had Jesus, and they all returned to Nazareth.) Both "gospels" were written to fulfill a need in the first (and second) century church.
Yeshua being the Christ has nothing to do with where he was born nor whom he descended from. The fact that people think being Christ has anything to do with this is a huge problem. The fact that the editors of Matthew and the author of Luke decided to add a Bethlehem narrative to validate Yeshua being the Christ shows how godless they were (and it shows how early on the salvation of Yeshua had been made into the religion of Jesus). Being the Christ has nothing to do with sacrifice nor hanging up on a cross; it has nothing to do with David nor Bethlehem; it has nothing to do with blood, water, baptism, sacraments, holy ghost tongues, heaven, hell, dancing, shouting, preaching, confessing, fasting, nor prayer. Being the Christ is showing the whole world what God's salvation truly is. You believe that God healed you, but to what end? In a few winters, you will be no more - like a flower in a field. God heals your cancer, but you drop dead from pneumonia; God heals your fractures and wounds, but you drop dead from kidney failure. What's the point? This isn't salvation.
To be Christ like, is to live as simply and as faithfully as Yeshua lived, and then to receive eternal life (in the flesh), just as he did. To be Christ like, is not dependent on your efforts, but rests solely on God's mercy - otherwise it is impossible to be faithful or good. (You trust in the efforts of those who forge weapons and in the weapons themselves far more than you trust God. Only God can reverse this in you. And in the first century, when people witnessed Christ outside the grave, that shock and awe branded the faith of God in them.) Something else has to be done today - because that was 2000 years ago, and there was no video recording or photography back then to capture the event. So God has to come up with some other idea for you.
Monday, June 18, 2018
Temple of God
I read the comments of this lady speaking harshly of a transgender man who is a bodybuilder. She stated that the body is the temple of God.
How can you say that your body is the temple of God when, in a few summers, your body will grow decrepit and wither away in some grave?
What makes you think God has taken up residence in your flesh when you are the one doing all the upkeep and God has not lifted a finger to help?
How can you say that your body is the temple of God when, in a few summers, your body will grow decrepit and wither away in some grave?
What makes you think God has taken up residence in your flesh when you are the one doing all the upkeep and God has not lifted a finger to help?
Saturday, June 16, 2018
This is God's universe. There are always new things to learn. You will never ever know everything - not even after a billion billion years. Knowing that you can never know everything, how can you then pass judgment on others based on your current and limited understanding?
It is OK to think, to use your brain to at least attempt to understand what you see God doing.
Do you think it's disrespectful to look upward and ask questions? Perhaps you think it's pointless?
It is OK to think, to use your brain to at least attempt to understand what you see God doing.
Do you think it's disrespectful to look upward and ask questions? Perhaps you think it's pointless?
Tuesday, June 12, 2018
Something I read in Isaiah made me think of this. It would be amazing if God humbled the world and began removing boundaries. Of course, such events will cause many rich and corrupt tears, and cause many slain bodies to lie in dry streets and cause others to float on flowing waters. There is no righteousness here; every man is afraid and has established his faith in his fear; his trust is in his own strength and in his weapons.
Monday, June 11, 2018
Cameroon
When will you have enough of the bloodshed? Yahweh my God is angry, and it appears that God is showing the beginning of rage over Saudi Arabia. If you don't put an abrupt end to the bloodshed, you will find yourself pleading and begging for mercy to the living God who will ignore your prayers. God will burst over your nation if you do not put an end to the violence.
Does God really need to get involved with you?
Does God really need to get involved with you?
Tuesday, June 5, 2018
My first dream
I had this dream on January 2, 2006, a few days after first meeting God, a few months before the messengers (as I've called them over the years) began flying overhead at night. I'm only posting this because I ran across it in an old email - I don't know what to make of it (if anything).
I was in a car with my mother and my brother riding along a beltway around Washington, DC. I could see the city from the road. While riding in the car, we saw a comet, it was very vivid - as if we were close enough to see that it wasn't perfectly round. From the road we also saw smoke coming up from behind the buildings going high into the air. At first, I thought the smoke came from the chimney's of the buildings themselves as they often do.
We entered DC and met up with a white guy we knew (though I don’t know him in real life). While walking around the city we again noticed the comet, and then a second comet appeared - much smaller than the first. The smoke from behind the buildings got thicker and darker and became more gray. There was a bright flash of light from where the smoke was coming from, then a loud explosion. Dirt flew into the air. People were screaming horribly and loudly from the explosion area. Then there was another explosion, then another, all in a single line about a half mile apart each – so I figured it had something to do with a gas leak underground. But then, the ground began exploding all around irregularly. I thought we were safe until the explosions began to come toward us and around us. We could see the explosions because they came so close; the ground sunk before it blew up – seeing this, I panicked. The ground quickly sunk underneath my mother, but my brother and I were close enough to catch her and pull her back up. The buildings began to disintegrate all around us, and there was no where to run, as the land around us had almost sunk away.
I then immediately had a vision of the land in its the past. The city was once a land with nothing on it but bushes and trees, and it met this same destruction. After some good time, the city was with moderately tall buildings, similar to the ones there now, it met the same destruction. Then there was a city with very tall buildings, but with designs and patterns of lights I had never seen before – it had a very futuristic look, it met the same destruction.
The vision ended and I was scared. I looked into the sky, stretched up my left hand and called out the name of Yahweh and said “please save us, please save us.” Then there was a bright flash of light. My brother, my mother, the white man, and I were suddenly in the middle of the street at an intersection. At first, I didn’t think anyone other than me remembered what had just happened, but I saw that the white man was scared and confused, so I knew that my mother and brother also knew. A cop ran up to the white man and was about to arrest him because someone said he was peeing in the street a few hours earlier, but he explained himself quickly and the cop left him alone. At that point we knew we had returned to the past because the white man had already been through that situation – like dejavu, but we all remembered it. I looked up in the sky and saw the vivid comet, so I knew I had to let the city know what was going to happen. I called 911 and explained the whole situation to the operator as complete as I could, but she didn’t believe me. I told her to look in the sky, the comet was the sign that the city would be destroyed and I asked her if she knew a geologist who could maybe figure out the problem, but she didn’t know of any and wouldn’t help me any further. We then saw the second comet in the sky, so I knew it was time for us to leave. I told everyone to call the families and warn them and that we couldn’t go home for anything. We all hopped on a large black bus that the white man was driving and we pulled off. I saw my car as we began to leave the city, so I told him to stop so I could hop in the car because I figured we could use it. I left my wallet in the car – so that was my true motivation for getting in the car. I pulled up behind the bus, stuck my arm out the window, and waved my hand forward telling them to go. So we all pulled off, and I woke up.
I was in a car with my mother and my brother riding along a beltway around Washington, DC. I could see the city from the road. While riding in the car, we saw a comet, it was very vivid - as if we were close enough to see that it wasn't perfectly round. From the road we also saw smoke coming up from behind the buildings going high into the air. At first, I thought the smoke came from the chimney's of the buildings themselves as they often do.
We entered DC and met up with a white guy we knew (though I don’t know him in real life). While walking around the city we again noticed the comet, and then a second comet appeared - much smaller than the first. The smoke from behind the buildings got thicker and darker and became more gray. There was a bright flash of light from where the smoke was coming from, then a loud explosion. Dirt flew into the air. People were screaming horribly and loudly from the explosion area. Then there was another explosion, then another, all in a single line about a half mile apart each – so I figured it had something to do with a gas leak underground. But then, the ground began exploding all around irregularly. I thought we were safe until the explosions began to come toward us and around us. We could see the explosions because they came so close; the ground sunk before it blew up – seeing this, I panicked. The ground quickly sunk underneath my mother, but my brother and I were close enough to catch her and pull her back up. The buildings began to disintegrate all around us, and there was no where to run, as the land around us had almost sunk away.
I then immediately had a vision of the land in its the past. The city was once a land with nothing on it but bushes and trees, and it met this same destruction. After some good time, the city was with moderately tall buildings, similar to the ones there now, it met the same destruction. Then there was a city with very tall buildings, but with designs and patterns of lights I had never seen before – it had a very futuristic look, it met the same destruction.
The vision ended and I was scared. I looked into the sky, stretched up my left hand and called out the name of Yahweh and said “please save us, please save us.” Then there was a bright flash of light. My brother, my mother, the white man, and I were suddenly in the middle of the street at an intersection. At first, I didn’t think anyone other than me remembered what had just happened, but I saw that the white man was scared and confused, so I knew that my mother and brother also knew. A cop ran up to the white man and was about to arrest him because someone said he was peeing in the street a few hours earlier, but he explained himself quickly and the cop left him alone. At that point we knew we had returned to the past because the white man had already been through that situation – like dejavu, but we all remembered it. I looked up in the sky and saw the vivid comet, so I knew I had to let the city know what was going to happen. I called 911 and explained the whole situation to the operator as complete as I could, but she didn’t believe me. I told her to look in the sky, the comet was the sign that the city would be destroyed and I asked her if she knew a geologist who could maybe figure out the problem, but she didn’t know of any and wouldn’t help me any further. We then saw the second comet in the sky, so I knew it was time for us to leave. I told everyone to call the families and warn them and that we couldn’t go home for anything. We all hopped on a large black bus that the white man was driving and we pulled off. I saw my car as we began to leave the city, so I told him to stop so I could hop in the car because I figured we could use it. I left my wallet in the car – so that was my true motivation for getting in the car. I pulled up behind the bus, stuck my arm out the window, and waved my hand forward telling them to go. So we all pulled off, and I woke up.
Monday, June 4, 2018
God will not relent
Humanity has had thousands and thousands of years to do what they know they ought to do, and they still do not do it. Because of this, God must get involved, and because God is getting involved, people will die. This was confirmed by a very slow moving spacecraft that illuminated very brightly for a few seconds then dimmed out of sight.
In the hour of God's rage, your cries and prayers and pleads will be ignored. For you have let your mother and your minister convince you that your wealth is God's gift, and that the uprightness of man is based on the size of his bank account, his belief in scripture, and the amount of his assets. Get away from me.
You know the awful ways that you treat people; you then repent to that thing you serve, admit that you're not perfect, then keep right on treating people awfully. And no, your donations do not make you a good person. Your donations have not, nor will they ever, end poverty on the Earth. Give me 1 trillion dollars to end starvation on the Earth, and then I will forgive you. If I do not forgive you, then God will not forgive you and will not relent. God will not relent if you do not bring about restorative justice on the Earth.
Bombs will fall, bullets will fly, hurricanes will lay waste, floods will wash away, diseases will corrupt, droughts will dry up, and hail will be hurled.
God is equitable; men, women, and children will perish equally.
For instance, everyone knows that allowing children to starve is fucking awful - everyone. Yet, since saving children does not make money, they are ignored and left to fade away. It is for this reason, that your children will fade away. People have been left to endure brutality and oppression and starvation for eons; but no longer! The wrath of God is come.
For instance, everyone knows that allowing children to starve is fucking awful - everyone. Yet, since saving children does not make money, they are ignored and left to fade away. It is for this reason, that your children will fade away. People have been left to endure brutality and oppression and starvation for eons; but no longer! The wrath of God is come.
In the hour of God's rage, your cries and prayers and pleads will be ignored. For you have let your mother and your minister convince you that your wealth is God's gift, and that the uprightness of man is based on the size of his bank account, his belief in scripture, and the amount of his assets. Get away from me.
You know the awful ways that you treat people; you then repent to that thing you serve, admit that you're not perfect, then keep right on treating people awfully. And no, your donations do not make you a good person. Your donations have not, nor will they ever, end poverty on the Earth. Give me 1 trillion dollars to end starvation on the Earth, and then I will forgive you. If I do not forgive you, then God will not forgive you and will not relent. God will not relent if you do not bring about restorative justice on the Earth.
Saturday, May 26, 2018
Pay attention
If people knew that God gives (true and actual) eternal life, they would recognize that death is judgment. Death is a harsh judgment - though not as harsh as that everlasting hell-fire brought to you in part by the church of Jesus, the human sacrificee.
If people knew that God saves and transforms the flesh, they would recognize that fear is useless. I'm not talking about an immediate fright, shock, or surprise; I'm talking about looking into the future, being afraid of it, and preparing for the worst. This is the godlessness of the nations.
But people do not know God. They say that God is kind, but God is not kind to this race. God is openly showing everyone who God is, but no one believes God. They are literally saying to God, "You are a liar! You are kind and merciful." But the hour is coming when people will believe God. It is impossible for a man to believe God without first being honest with himself - and this is God's hurdle for the living.
People hope for heaven, where God is kind to them. They admit this. But they will not admit that God is not kind to them here and now. Understand, the dead do not know God - they do not know anything. God is God of the living, and if a woman does not cross that bridge into eternal life, it is because God rejected her; she did not know God.
It is difficult for humanity to believe that God gives eternal life, being so long rejected by God. Even the church found it easier to believe in eternal life in heaven after you die (especially after so many saints and bishops and apostles were dropping dead). Though the church initially believed in eternal life as Christ explained to them (being raised up himself, flesh and all, to life eternal) - they clung to religion; they made a religion out of him and made up a "word of God" to solidify their faith. God wasn't about to send or save anyone else for a hell of a long time. And for the last 2000 or so years, God has been intent on saving no one (narrow is the way, and those who enter are few - it's easier for a camel to walk through the eye of a needle). God is consistent - and because of this consistency, God is knowable. Just pay attention.
If a person goes to God, like an infant being introduced to his mother, assuming nothing about her, God is willing to be found, for a short while. Go to God with your many rules, laws and opinions, and you will find yourself rejected. If God does permit you to stumble across mercy, then some of the strange sounding Psalms will start to make sense (like Psalm 16, where the author was talking about him/herself) - though many of those Psalms should be fire fuel.
If people knew that God saves and transforms the flesh, they would recognize that fear is useless. I'm not talking about an immediate fright, shock, or surprise; I'm talking about looking into the future, being afraid of it, and preparing for the worst. This is the godlessness of the nations.
But people do not know God. They say that God is kind, but God is not kind to this race. God is openly showing everyone who God is, but no one believes God. They are literally saying to God, "You are a liar! You are kind and merciful." But the hour is coming when people will believe God. It is impossible for a man to believe God without first being honest with himself - and this is God's hurdle for the living.
People hope for heaven, where God is kind to them. They admit this. But they will not admit that God is not kind to them here and now. Understand, the dead do not know God - they do not know anything. God is God of the living, and if a woman does not cross that bridge into eternal life, it is because God rejected her; she did not know God.
It is difficult for humanity to believe that God gives eternal life, being so long rejected by God. Even the church found it easier to believe in eternal life in heaven after you die (especially after so many saints and bishops and apostles were dropping dead). Though the church initially believed in eternal life as Christ explained to them (being raised up himself, flesh and all, to life eternal) - they clung to religion; they made a religion out of him and made up a "word of God" to solidify their faith. God wasn't about to send or save anyone else for a hell of a long time. And for the last 2000 or so years, God has been intent on saving no one (narrow is the way, and those who enter are few - it's easier for a camel to walk through the eye of a needle). God is consistent - and because of this consistency, God is knowable. Just pay attention.
If a person goes to God, like an infant being introduced to his mother, assuming nothing about her, God is willing to be found, for a short while. Go to God with your many rules, laws and opinions, and you will find yourself rejected. If God does permit you to stumble across mercy, then some of the strange sounding Psalms will start to make sense (like Psalm 16, where the author was talking about him/herself) - though many of those Psalms should be fire fuel.
Wednesday, May 23, 2018
Monday, May 21, 2018
Messengers
The messengers of God (as I have called them over the years) have been flying overhead the last few nights. I received a peculiar message tonight (which was one of the last that flew overhead tonight). There was a low flying airplane flying over my home, and it brought back memories of when airplanes flew so low that they were loud and would rumble and shake the whole house. I chuckled at the memory, and a spacecraft dipped out of the sky, lit up and flew speedily overhead. I was then reminded of God's roar. Not sure what to make of this.
Do not be deceived
There are many false prophets and leaders in the world and there will be many more in the days ahead.
The easiest way to spot a false prophet or leader: they will try to make you believe things. They will speak convincing words to you; they will try to 'sell' you something; they will try to convince you of the future; they will promise you things; they will try to convince you of things that no one can see. They will try to make you believe things. Stay away from them.
As an example, I watched a video of the false prophet Benny Hinn who told his congregation, "Only those who have been giving to God's work would be spared". He then told the congregation where to write the checks and how to submit a credit card payment.
As another example, there are many street prophets with microphones and bullhorns in major cities in the US. They will try to convince you of things. An example is the Black Hebrew Israelites - who shout to black Americans that they are descendants of ancient Israelites, so that their words are sweet to the ear, so that black Americans join the religion. They offer the promise of salvation (and who knows what else) if they follow the rules and laws of the book. (This isn't to say that there aren't some Americans who descend from ancient Israelites, but outside of a DNA test, this is impossible to know. And if you know that some of your DNA sequences match those from people of ancient Israel, it is just knowledge, nothing more. It's literally just an FYI. A man on the corner with a microphone trying to convince you otherwise is your proof that he is a false leader.)
Stay away from them.
The only One who can promise you salvation is the One who can save you.
Our ancestors clung to the heels of false prophets and leaders, and now they are parked six feet under - none of them were saved.
The easiest way to spot a false prophet or leader: they will try to make you believe things. They will speak convincing words to you; they will try to 'sell' you something; they will try to convince you of the future; they will promise you things; they will try to convince you of things that no one can see. They will try to make you believe things. Stay away from them.
As an example, I watched a video of the false prophet Benny Hinn who told his congregation, "Only those who have been giving to God's work would be spared". He then told the congregation where to write the checks and how to submit a credit card payment.
As another example, there are many street prophets with microphones and bullhorns in major cities in the US. They will try to convince you of things. An example is the Black Hebrew Israelites - who shout to black Americans that they are descendants of ancient Israelites, so that their words are sweet to the ear, so that black Americans join the religion. They offer the promise of salvation (and who knows what else) if they follow the rules and laws of the book. (This isn't to say that there aren't some Americans who descend from ancient Israelites, but outside of a DNA test, this is impossible to know. And if you know that some of your DNA sequences match those from people of ancient Israel, it is just knowledge, nothing more. It's literally just an FYI. A man on the corner with a microphone trying to convince you otherwise is your proof that he is a false leader.)
Stay away from them.
The only One who can promise you salvation is the One who can save you.
Our ancestors clung to the heels of false prophets and leaders, and now they are parked six feet under - none of them were saved.
Saturday, May 19, 2018
Brent
It was Brent's words that parted me from religion, and it was Christ's words and power that led me to God.
Here's something I wrote back in 2007:
...in 2003 (as I can tell by some old emails I have), I separated myself from mainstream Christianity and began to seek the truth of God for myself by reading the bible from beginning to end. I remember doing a search on an online search engine (like Google) - I think I was trying to find bible contradiction websites (for whatever reason) and I then ran across Brent's website, and by reading his bible commentaries - I put the entire bible and religion to the side. I read about his experiences with the spacecrafts which he sometime called "guardian angels" and about Yahweh - and for a while, I decided to believe what he believed... until I realized he actually had no religion - and was more into politics and justice than anything else (from what I saw). So I went through a year of nothing, I wasn't even sure if there was any higher power - though I never forgot that 'moving star' I saw when I was 19 years old. 2 years passed, and it was 2005 that I took a glance at the Gospel of Thomas (since I heard that the Greek fragments may be as old as the Gospel of Mark) and I read a line that said something on the line of "[Yeshua said,] A man old in days will not hesitate to ask a child of 7 days about life, and he will live." So I thought to myself, "I will strip myself of as much knowledge about life and God(s) as possible, and I will assume nothing." [At which time I began seeking the truth of God from God.]
What God did through Brent would have been impossible with me. Brent was called by God early in his life, and probably even before then. He openly rejected religious dogma when he was only a few years old, while in Sunday school. I had no such frame of mind, and if I did and openly acted out in Sunday school, I would have been whipped by my mother. So God could not call me at an early age, not in the way that God called Brent - otherwise, my mother might not have been my mother for as long as she has been. Additionally, I was surrounded by a lot of religion and a lot of male macho authoritarianism that put me in emotional states that made me not so easy to deal with.
But when I found Brent, I clung to him. And when Christ called out to me, I clung to Brent even more. When I say "I clung to Brent", I mean that he was like a guiding light. Now mind you, after I left religion, I wasn't about to adhere to anything anyone said simply because they believed it to be true; I looked at Brent no differently in this regard. I didn't necessarily want to cling to Brent, because I wasn't looking for much from him (not like how I was looking for much from God), but the little he had to give, I wanted (I'm explaining this as best as I can). It was no accident that I stumbled across Brent around the same time that me and religion were parting ways. Christ said, "I want Kelvin to see My power, and the only way this will be accomplished without killing him in the process is for him to cling to Brent". Additionally, Christ might also be fulfilling those 2 prophets prophecies in Zechariah and Revelations; if so, it's his desire and decision to do so, and he is under no obligation to fulfill those prophecies.
I imagine that Brent will be walking barefoot in God's Garden a few years before me, and in those days, I will no longer be able to cling to him.
Here's something I wrote back in 2007:
...in 2003 (as I can tell by some old emails I have), I separated myself from mainstream Christianity and began to seek the truth of God for myself by reading the bible from beginning to end. I remember doing a search on an online search engine (like Google) - I think I was trying to find bible contradiction websites (for whatever reason) and I then ran across Brent's website, and by reading his bible commentaries - I put the entire bible and religion to the side. I read about his experiences with the spacecrafts which he sometime called "guardian angels" and about Yahweh - and for a while, I decided to believe what he believed... until I realized he actually had no religion - and was more into politics and justice than anything else (from what I saw). So I went through a year of nothing, I wasn't even sure if there was any higher power - though I never forgot that 'moving star' I saw when I was 19 years old. 2 years passed, and it was 2005 that I took a glance at the Gospel of Thomas (since I heard that the Greek fragments may be as old as the Gospel of Mark) and I read a line that said something on the line of "[Yeshua said,] A man old in days will not hesitate to ask a child of 7 days about life, and he will live." So I thought to myself, "I will strip myself of as much knowledge about life and God(s) as possible, and I will assume nothing." [At which time I began seeking the truth of God from God.]
What God did through Brent would have been impossible with me. Brent was called by God early in his life, and probably even before then. He openly rejected religious dogma when he was only a few years old, while in Sunday school. I had no such frame of mind, and if I did and openly acted out in Sunday school, I would have been whipped by my mother. So God could not call me at an early age, not in the way that God called Brent - otherwise, my mother might not have been my mother for as long as she has been. Additionally, I was surrounded by a lot of religion and a lot of male macho authoritarianism that put me in emotional states that made me not so easy to deal with.
But when I found Brent, I clung to him. And when Christ called out to me, I clung to Brent even more. When I say "I clung to Brent", I mean that he was like a guiding light. Now mind you, after I left religion, I wasn't about to adhere to anything anyone said simply because they believed it to be true; I looked at Brent no differently in this regard. I didn't necessarily want to cling to Brent, because I wasn't looking for much from him (not like how I was looking for much from God), but the little he had to give, I wanted (I'm explaining this as best as I can). It was no accident that I stumbled across Brent around the same time that me and religion were parting ways. Christ said, "I want Kelvin to see My power, and the only way this will be accomplished without killing him in the process is for him to cling to Brent". Additionally, Christ might also be fulfilling those 2 prophets prophecies in Zechariah and Revelations; if so, it's his desire and decision to do so, and he is under no obligation to fulfill those prophecies.
I imagine that Brent will be walking barefoot in God's Garden a few years before me, and in those days, I will no longer be able to cling to him.
Thursday, May 17, 2018
Old memory
When I was about 7 years old (in the second grade), I was in school and I kissed my best friend in front of the whole class. Some kids laughed at me, and others told me I was gay, and some told me I was going to hell because 'boys not supposed to kiss boys'. But my friend was like my brother, and I was just showing him (and everyone) that I truly cared for him using the only method I knew at the time; that was to give him a kiss. But I did not understand the insults from my classmates. I thought it was OK to love my friend and to affectionately show that love, but it was discouraged. Someone obviously forgot to tell me not to show affection to friends that have penises. The insults from my classmates disturbed me because that was the first time in my life that I thought something was wrong with me. Elementary school was sometimes hell for me - especially in the years that followed. "Kelvin kissed a boy", "Kelvin is gay" - I stayed in the classroom during recess on many days because I didn't want to be insulted outside. I remember asking my mother "if boys kiss boys does it mean they're gay?" I remember her saying "No", but I don't remember what she said afterward. She probably thought to herself, "What is this little boy talking about now?!".
Thursday, May 10, 2018
To Know God
I sat outside tonight having dialogue with God - and when I say 'dialogue' I mean back and forth communication, and not one way pleads and prayers that you so often do with the idol you and your ancestors have served.
We spoke about the brutal dictatorship of Iran and about why Christ does what Christ has been doing.
Christ learned lessons from the past, and has not been eager to let people experience God's power in this place. Faithfulness is the only way to please God, it is the only way to do good, and it can only come about by experiencing God's power. But if Christ reveals to you God's power in an explosive manner, there is a great risk that you will bring your ideas of God to your new relationship with Christ, and that CANNOT happen. This occurred in the past and has been detrimental to the human condition ever since; it has birthed religion, namely Christianity. It was the issue of Paul - though he was a prophet of God - he brought his previous ideas of God and the law into the bed of Christ, and this burdened the Church with rules and beliefs - a burden that has lasted for thousands of years. So he had to be let go of his position and he perished. Christ loves the world - and this was made known to me from above - but Christ cannot be openly revealed to the world without consequence, unfortunately. There will not be another Paul incident.
Christ spoke to me tonight about the transformation in Brent's nose and about why it isn't going as fast as he prefer (or preferred) - http://www.awitness.org and http://twitter.com/bkherbert99. The church was founded on those faster-style healings in the first century - God's power was revealed to Jews and Romans alike. Though Christ was hopeful - just as hope was placed in him - humanity was not ready for God to be revealed, and a lot of false doctrines, prophets, opinions, and beliefs were born. The world was hurled into exile as a result - where you wouldn't hear a single peep from God for thousands of years.
Now, since science and technology has progressed and people do not cling to religion like they used to (especially in northern North America and Europe), there may be an opportunity for the power of Christ to be revealed - as it has been to myself and Brent. (It will be well thought out by Christ before taking place.) Speaking of myself, it was risky of Christ to reveal God's power to me - but he knew that he could help me deal with my emotionally instability and certain bad behaviors without me having to die first. He knew that, with time, I would let go of judging people based on what I think they ought to be doing. He knew that any of my preconceived notions of God would be left in the past, and that I would not so easily attach old beliefs to the Living God who surrounds me with kindness everyday.
We spoke about the brutal dictatorship of Iran and about why Christ does what Christ has been doing.
Christ learned lessons from the past, and has not been eager to let people experience God's power in this place. Faithfulness is the only way to please God, it is the only way to do good, and it can only come about by experiencing God's power. But if Christ reveals to you God's power in an explosive manner, there is a great risk that you will bring your ideas of God to your new relationship with Christ, and that CANNOT happen. This occurred in the past and has been detrimental to the human condition ever since; it has birthed religion, namely Christianity. It was the issue of Paul - though he was a prophet of God - he brought his previous ideas of God and the law into the bed of Christ, and this burdened the Church with rules and beliefs - a burden that has lasted for thousands of years. So he had to be let go of his position and he perished. Christ loves the world - and this was made known to me from above - but Christ cannot be openly revealed to the world without consequence, unfortunately. There will not be another Paul incident.
Christ spoke to me tonight about the transformation in Brent's nose and about why it isn't going as fast as he prefer (or preferred) - http://www.awitness.org and http://twitter.com/bkherbert99. The church was founded on those faster-style healings in the first century - God's power was revealed to Jews and Romans alike. Though Christ was hopeful - just as hope was placed in him - humanity was not ready for God to be revealed, and a lot of false doctrines, prophets, opinions, and beliefs were born. The world was hurled into exile as a result - where you wouldn't hear a single peep from God for thousands of years.
Now, since science and technology has progressed and people do not cling to religion like they used to (especially in northern North America and Europe), there may be an opportunity for the power of Christ to be revealed - as it has been to myself and Brent. (It will be well thought out by Christ before taking place.) Speaking of myself, it was risky of Christ to reveal God's power to me - but he knew that he could help me deal with my emotionally instability and certain bad behaviors without me having to die first. He knew that, with time, I would let go of judging people based on what I think they ought to be doing. He knew that any of my preconceived notions of God would be left in the past, and that I would not so easily attach old beliefs to the Living God who surrounds me with kindness everyday.
Friday, May 4, 2018
Judging
This world would be a beautifully different world if people refused to judge one another, if parents refused to judge their children. Judging is the descendant of lies - the direct descendant of belief, which is the descendant of lies.
Monday, April 30, 2018
A prophecy concerning Iran
Ten years ago, in 2008, Yahweh showed me US bombs falling on Iran. It was the only time I ever had a vision. I was speaking to God about the injustice done in Iraq, but my tongue slipped, and I said "Iran". Then my head filled with US bombs falling on Iran, immediately afterward, one of those luminous spacecrafts flew overhead in confirmation. I then asked, "Perhaps the US will drop bombs on Iran?" and another luminous spacecraft flew overhead in confirmation.
This has always made me wonder, and still does, why God would mention to me that the US would drop bombs on Iran. The US spends billions, if not trillions, developing new bombs and new bomb technologies, and has used them all around the Middle East. Why mention Iran?
I don't think I heard a peep from God concerning Iran in the last 10 years, until tonight. The word of Yahweh came to me twice. Firstly, Iran does not have to be bombed by the US, and secondly, it is not God's desire that Iran be bombed.
Iran, I know that you are taunted and bullied. You are like a man who is just above poverty, like a man who has a nice pair of shoes and a shiny car, but barely has enough money otherwise to make ends meet. You boast in the few nice things you have, because they are better than what your neighbors have. But you see, the rich do not boast in their richness to the poor; they hide their ego and boast in their inner circles and are quick to call themselves humble and good. This is not so with you, because you boast openly; as is typical of the poor citizen who has more than his neighbors.
You know what to do to be spared, but you put your trust in a book and your faith in an idol. So you make poor decision after poor decision, and you harm those citizens who have caused no harm, just because your book says so. You are persistently stubborn, and you are without excuse. You know that any salvation you have is in the might of your military and not in the might of your god. How many more times must humanity repeat this same bad behavior (that we must fight in the name of our god)? How many "godly" nations in the Middle East have been saved by Allah when the US sought to bomb them, or when someone was so upset with the injustices committed by big bullies that they strapped bombs to their own chest?
Iran, disarm yourselves and open the locks of your nuclear facilities in such a manner that Israel is no longer concerned. When Israel taunts you, do not respond with violence. Openly broadcast their injustices over every medium you possible can. Do not plan to attack any other nation. Put aside your Sharia laws, because they will cause bombs to fall on you. Treat your citizens the way you'd want them to treat you. Do not attack the people in the streets who have not caused harm. Let there be restorative justice for those who have been beaten and tortured by the revolutionary guard, and for those who have been convicted of crimes that have caused no harm. Finally, wait. Israel has become God's problem, so wait.
This has always made me wonder, and still does, why God would mention to me that the US would drop bombs on Iran. The US spends billions, if not trillions, developing new bombs and new bomb technologies, and has used them all around the Middle East. Why mention Iran?
I don't think I heard a peep from God concerning Iran in the last 10 years, until tonight. The word of Yahweh came to me twice. Firstly, Iran does not have to be bombed by the US, and secondly, it is not God's desire that Iran be bombed.
Iran, I know that you are taunted and bullied. You are like a man who is just above poverty, like a man who has a nice pair of shoes and a shiny car, but barely has enough money otherwise to make ends meet. You boast in the few nice things you have, because they are better than what your neighbors have. But you see, the rich do not boast in their richness to the poor; they hide their ego and boast in their inner circles and are quick to call themselves humble and good. This is not so with you, because you boast openly; as is typical of the poor citizen who has more than his neighbors.
You know what to do to be spared, but you put your trust in a book and your faith in an idol. So you make poor decision after poor decision, and you harm those citizens who have caused no harm, just because your book says so. You are persistently stubborn, and you are without excuse. You know that any salvation you have is in the might of your military and not in the might of your god. How many more times must humanity repeat this same bad behavior (that we must fight in the name of our god)? How many "godly" nations in the Middle East have been saved by Allah when the US sought to bomb them, or when someone was so upset with the injustices committed by big bullies that they strapped bombs to their own chest?
Iran, disarm yourselves and open the locks of your nuclear facilities in such a manner that Israel is no longer concerned. When Israel taunts you, do not respond with violence. Openly broadcast their injustices over every medium you possible can. Do not plan to attack any other nation. Put aside your Sharia laws, because they will cause bombs to fall on you. Treat your citizens the way you'd want them to treat you. Do not attack the people in the streets who have not caused harm. Let there be restorative justice for those who have been beaten and tortured by the revolutionary guard, and for those who have been convicted of crimes that have caused no harm. Finally, wait. Israel has become God's problem, so wait.
Sunday, April 29, 2018
Iran's strength
Iran, you know that your strength is in your own might and in your own military capabilities. It is why you so easily boast your scientific achievements against the US rather than the god of Muhammad. You know full well that trusting Allah is a very bad idea. Like the Jews and the Christians, you know that faith in Allah belongs in the temple, and in the heart and in the home, but it does not belong in areas of strength and defense, nor in any areas where people's lives are on the line. Or do you boast that your military capabilities are the strength of Allah? Are you like the Christians, who believe that God is only as powerful as your biggest and fastest bullet, and is only as intelligent as your smartest physician? If that's the case, then you'll be proven wrong; but it would be better if you open your eyes and pay attention to what has been shown to you for generations upon generations. That your scriptures and commandments have been rejected, and your violence has been rejected, and your judgments have been rejected. Look at how God treated your ancestors. Do you think the US government and its military will treat you any differently? Do you think they will treat you any differently than the way you treat those you hate?
Saturday, April 28, 2018
A peculiar word from above
It's spring here in Maryland, and the trees in the field behind my home are blooming. I was outside last night speaking with Christ, and I was discussing how police officers that are afraid will quickly pull the trigger, and that they are no different than the US government in that regard (who pull the trigger of its military and drops bombs). While I was discussing these things, a spacecraft glowing bright white flew upward behind the trees. It flew slowly, and I wasn't convinced at first that it was a spacecraft (flying behind the trees and all), but as it approached the border of the trees (right before it reached open sky), the spacecraft dimmed and went out of sight.
Something for me to think about.
Something for me to think about.
Friday, April 27, 2018
You can't figure out your way to God. No sum of any actions will move God to show you kindness. Christ is the only way to God, and that is no matter of opinion. You can knock on the door, but Christ has to open it; the door isn't one that you can open yourself. (When I say 'Christ', I am not speaking about that Jesus, the god of the dead, who offers a pathetic and worthless form of 'salvation' after you body withers into a corpse if you follow sets of laws and commandments.)
Your high esteem of the Bible or Quran is of no regard to God, nor will your salvation come because you hold them of high esteem. Be honest with yourself, does God treat you any better than God treats anyone else? Who among your family or friends has God saved from death because they believe those violent scriptures are the word of God? I'm telling you, it is because you hold those violent scriptures with such high esteem that you perish.
Your high esteem of the Bible or Quran is of no regard to God, nor will your salvation come because you hold them of high esteem. Be honest with yourself, does God treat you any better than God treats anyone else? Who among your family or friends has God saved from death because they believe those violent scriptures are the word of God? I'm telling you, it is because you hold those violent scriptures with such high esteem that you perish.
Iran's Humiliation
My guess is that Christ seeks humility in the Earth. That's potentially a problem for you. It costs you nothing to be a decent human being, but if you refuse, and God through Christ needs to get involved, then it should be no surprise that Iran will be bombed by the US. But the US ought never glorify themselves, because after they are used by Christ, they too will understand God's judgments.
When the American eagle sank into the sands of Iran's deserthttps://t.co/3fZcGRd2Pm pic.twitter.com/YKc7Vnta6h— Khamenei.ir (@khamenei_ir) April 24, 2018
Sunday, April 22, 2018
Payments of the spirit
A gift is given without merit, otherwise it is payment for work performed or payment for work to be performed, and therefore cannot be called a gift.
I grew up in the Pentecostal church, where people 'spoke in tongues as the spirit gave utterance'. The problem is not that they babble, the problem is that they say it is a gift from God. In reality, it is only a payment they've given themselves, which is evident by the fact that they have full control of the experience. It is solely the work and result of emotional triggers. When you read those passages in Acts about people speaking in tongues, it makes one think that first-century Christians could speak in languages unknown to them - which astonished passersby who spoke said languages. No amounts of dopamine activity in the brain could induce such an occurrence (like it does the Pentecostal babbling of today). Something like this, if it actually happened, could be considered a gift - and would change the face of the Church if it occurred today. Literally, the Church would have never gotten in bed with Caesar and would be very different if such things occurred - but they don't have 'the gifts of tongues' but only 'payments of babblings', and since Jesus obviously wasn't coming back anytime soon, the Church bent over and let Caesar 'do his business' (in the words of Celie and Shug). This, of course, is evident by the fact that no passersby are astonished by 'the gifts of tongues' (nor any of the other 'gifts of the spirit'). Not even the bastard children of Caesar's and Church's relationship currently living in Rome are astonished.
I watched a Youtube video of a Christian prophet who leans both toward the Acts version of 'speaking in tongues' and the Pentecostal church's version. He called up an Ethiopian couple, and told the congregation that, through the spirit, he would speak their language. I'm pretty sure I rolled my eyes as this threw up many red flags for me, but the congregation cheered and shouted. He then proceeded to speak Amharic to the couple, and they were mildly impressed - forcing themselves to get excited - the whole thing was ridiculous. I read the comments of the video, and people fluent in Amharic stated he gave a simple greeting - like, 'Hello, how are you'. Even more, many years ago I worked with a lady from Ethiopia, and she took the time to show me the symbols/alphabet and the sounds they made and explain to me that Amharic is the national language of Ethiopia, and that there are many languages spoken in the country. In fact, though she knew how to speak Amharic, her family language is Tigrigna (she pronounced it Ti-grinya). I would have been more impressed if he spoke Tigrigna so that not even the Ethiopian couple could understand it, but could immediately tell that it was Tigrigna.
But the payments of the spirit in the Church today are only paid if you do the work of accepting Jesus as your personal lord and savior, and believe that he died for your sins. Then, in some Churches, if you do the work of being baptized, then and only then do you receive salvation. All of this is totally in your control. All of it. And no one has an issue with this! Payments for work done are not the same as gifts received, nor are they the same as God's power - not even imaginably close.
God said to the servant, "I want the tree in your front yard chopped down." Then the lord Jesus Christ said to the servant, "My faithful servant, go to Home Depot and purchase an ax. After you purchase the ax, go home and chop down the tree in your front yard." So the faithful servant, went to Home Depot, waited in line for 2 hours, and purchased an ax. They then went home and chopped down the tree in their front yard. The servant then began praising the lord, and knew they had performed the will of God by sacrificing only a little time to worship the lord by following his commandment. "What is a little bit of time for the sacrifice the lord has made for me?" asked the servant.
No issues with this? Of course not, this is a Godless and faithless planet.
God said to me, "I want the tree in your front yard chopped down." Then the lord Jesus Christ said to me, "Kelvin, go to Home Depot and purchase an ax. After you purchase the ax, go home and chop down the tree in your front yard." I said, "Absolutely not. You and your commandments can go fuck off you obnoxious liar." The next morning, I woke up, looked outside and saw that the tree had been chopped down by landscapers, then I got back in bed for another hour of sleep.
This has been the story of Kelvin for the last 12 years.
Reminds me of Micah, the Jews couldn't stand him and the Christians ignore him:
"With what shall I come to the Lord and bow myself before the God on high? Shall I come to Him with burnt offerings, with yearling calves? Does the Lord take delight in thousands of rams, in ten thousand rivers of oil? Shall I present my firstborn for my rebellious acts, the fruit of my body for the sin of my soul? He has told you, O man, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but to do justice, to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?" Micah 6:6-8
He literally tossed the 'Laws of Moses' out the window (which back then, included sacrificing children alongside calves and rams, probably somewhere in the middle of Deuteronomy).
I grew up in the Pentecostal church, where people 'spoke in tongues as the spirit gave utterance'. The problem is not that they babble, the problem is that they say it is a gift from God. In reality, it is only a payment they've given themselves, which is evident by the fact that they have full control of the experience. It is solely the work and result of emotional triggers. When you read those passages in Acts about people speaking in tongues, it makes one think that first-century Christians could speak in languages unknown to them - which astonished passersby who spoke said languages. No amounts of dopamine activity in the brain could induce such an occurrence (like it does the Pentecostal babbling of today). Something like this, if it actually happened, could be considered a gift - and would change the face of the Church if it occurred today. Literally, the Church would have never gotten in bed with Caesar and would be very different if such things occurred - but they don't have 'the gifts of tongues' but only 'payments of babblings', and since Jesus obviously wasn't coming back anytime soon, the Church bent over and let Caesar 'do his business' (in the words of Celie and Shug). This, of course, is evident by the fact that no passersby are astonished by 'the gifts of tongues' (nor any of the other 'gifts of the spirit'). Not even the bastard children of Caesar's and Church's relationship currently living in Rome are astonished.
I watched a Youtube video of a Christian prophet who leans both toward the Acts version of 'speaking in tongues' and the Pentecostal church's version. He called up an Ethiopian couple, and told the congregation that, through the spirit, he would speak their language. I'm pretty sure I rolled my eyes as this threw up many red flags for me, but the congregation cheered and shouted. He then proceeded to speak Amharic to the couple, and they were mildly impressed - forcing themselves to get excited - the whole thing was ridiculous. I read the comments of the video, and people fluent in Amharic stated he gave a simple greeting - like, 'Hello, how are you'. Even more, many years ago I worked with a lady from Ethiopia, and she took the time to show me the symbols/alphabet and the sounds they made and explain to me that Amharic is the national language of Ethiopia, and that there are many languages spoken in the country. In fact, though she knew how to speak Amharic, her family language is Tigrigna (she pronounced it Ti-grinya). I would have been more impressed if he spoke Tigrigna so that not even the Ethiopian couple could understand it, but could immediately tell that it was Tigrigna.
But the payments of the spirit in the Church today are only paid if you do the work of accepting Jesus as your personal lord and savior, and believe that he died for your sins. Then, in some Churches, if you do the work of being baptized, then and only then do you receive salvation. All of this is totally in your control. All of it. And no one has an issue with this! Payments for work done are not the same as gifts received, nor are they the same as God's power - not even imaginably close.
God said to the servant, "I want the tree in your front yard chopped down." Then the lord Jesus Christ said to the servant, "My faithful servant, go to Home Depot and purchase an ax. After you purchase the ax, go home and chop down the tree in your front yard." So the faithful servant, went to Home Depot, waited in line for 2 hours, and purchased an ax. They then went home and chopped down the tree in their front yard. The servant then began praising the lord, and knew they had performed the will of God by sacrificing only a little time to worship the lord by following his commandment. "What is a little bit of time for the sacrifice the lord has made for me?" asked the servant.
No issues with this? Of course not, this is a Godless and faithless planet.
God said to me, "I want the tree in your front yard chopped down." Then the lord Jesus Christ said to me, "Kelvin, go to Home Depot and purchase an ax. After you purchase the ax, go home and chop down the tree in your front yard." I said, "Absolutely not. You and your commandments can go fuck off you obnoxious liar." The next morning, I woke up, looked outside and saw that the tree had been chopped down by landscapers, then I got back in bed for another hour of sleep.
This has been the story of Kelvin for the last 12 years.
Reminds me of Micah, the Jews couldn't stand him and the Christians ignore him:
"With what shall I come to the Lord and bow myself before the God on high? Shall I come to Him with burnt offerings, with yearling calves? Does the Lord take delight in thousands of rams, in ten thousand rivers of oil? Shall I present my firstborn for my rebellious acts, the fruit of my body for the sin of my soul? He has told you, O man, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but to do justice, to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?" Micah 6:6-8
He literally tossed the 'Laws of Moses' out the window (which back then, included sacrificing children alongside calves and rams, probably somewhere in the middle of Deuteronomy).
Sunday, April 15, 2018
Afraid of the dark
You tell our children to not be afraid of the dark, but you are a hypocrite. You too are afraid of the dark. You say to them, "there are no monsters under your bed", but you deceive yourself, because you believe there are monsters under your bed.
Are hell and demons something I should be afraid of? Should I tell our children to be afraid of them?
Are hell and demons something I should be afraid of? Should I tell our children to be afraid of them?
Tuesday, March 27, 2018
The coming wrath of God
God requires faithfulness. Faithfulness is what moves people to do good - not good as in flipping nickels to beggars - but good as in melting guns into frying pans. Only a faithful person would trade their gun for a frying pan in the midst of danger. The faithless arm themselves with guns and bullets; the faithful trust the Living God, not because of words in a book (that would be fucking stupid and unrealistic), but because they have seen God's power, and they are surrounded by mercy everyday, and their faith rests solely on God's power and kindness. They are able to tell you about God's consistency, and they do not require the assistance of any holy book to do so (only the faithless require holy books to be the foundation of their 'faith').
People on this planet have been sitting in pickle juice. They are raised by pickles. Being a pickle is being in a state of godless and faithless despair. You recognize that this place is hell, but you still say that God is here and God is with you; but you discount the horror that is waiting around the corner. There is no light at the end of the tunnel of life for a pickle - this is why they invented stories of heaven in some afterlife. The dead do not 'go to heaven' only the living do. The only thing keeping this hell from being heaven are the pickles here stinking up the place with their violence, bloodshed, hate of truth, awful words, and bad behavior.
God will not allow pickles to fester the Garden. God requires fresh and crisp cucumbers. No amount of words or reason can transform a pickle into a cucumber, only God can do this. You can preach to a pickle from a holy book until your tongue falls out, but at the end of it all, you'll still have a pickle - perhaps even more rotten, and soon after, you'll be dead (a lose-lose situation). Only God can transform a rotten pickle into a living cucumber. Of course, a pickle has to want to become a cucumber, but a pickle doesn't recognize that they are a pickle; and when they walk past a cucumber, they pay him no mind, all the while assuming the cucumber is like themselves. (Even though the freshness of the cucumber is evident in every aspect of his life, those pickles attribute it solely to luck, smarts, and a gentle demeanor - which, in itself, is nothing to be celebrated.)
Pickles anger and sadden and disappoint God, but you must understand that God's wrath is not dictated by God's anger. God is not human. Rather, God has a plan to transform pickles into cucumbers - a planet filled with faithful people, people who would never trade their frying pan for a gun. Part of this plan will require the death of many. God will hastily remove people from life (rather than waiting for them to drop dead, as has been the case with God for millennia). God (and Christ, and others) have been planning the impending wrath for thousands of years. I don't know all that will take place; I imagine the bombing of Iran is part of the plan - but I don't yet understand as I'm only allowed to see through very thick-lensed sunglasses.
People on this planet have been sitting in pickle juice. They are raised by pickles. Being a pickle is being in a state of godless and faithless despair. You recognize that this place is hell, but you still say that God is here and God is with you; but you discount the horror that is waiting around the corner. There is no light at the end of the tunnel of life for a pickle - this is why they invented stories of heaven in some afterlife. The dead do not 'go to heaven' only the living do. The only thing keeping this hell from being heaven are the pickles here stinking up the place with their violence, bloodshed, hate of truth, awful words, and bad behavior.
God will not allow pickles to fester the Garden. God requires fresh and crisp cucumbers. No amount of words or reason can transform a pickle into a cucumber, only God can do this. You can preach to a pickle from a holy book until your tongue falls out, but at the end of it all, you'll still have a pickle - perhaps even more rotten, and soon after, you'll be dead (a lose-lose situation). Only God can transform a rotten pickle into a living cucumber. Of course, a pickle has to want to become a cucumber, but a pickle doesn't recognize that they are a pickle; and when they walk past a cucumber, they pay him no mind, all the while assuming the cucumber is like themselves. (Even though the freshness of the cucumber is evident in every aspect of his life, those pickles attribute it solely to luck, smarts, and a gentle demeanor - which, in itself, is nothing to be celebrated.)
Pickles anger and sadden and disappoint God, but you must understand that God's wrath is not dictated by God's anger. God is not human. Rather, God has a plan to transform pickles into cucumbers - a planet filled with faithful people, people who would never trade their frying pan for a gun. Part of this plan will require the death of many. God will hastily remove people from life (rather than waiting for them to drop dead, as has been the case with God for millennia). God (and Christ, and others) have been planning the impending wrath for thousands of years. I don't know all that will take place; I imagine the bombing of Iran is part of the plan - but I don't yet understand as I'm only allowed to see through very thick-lensed sunglasses.
Thursday, March 15, 2018
Light and the pinky toenail
Every scientific advancement that we achieve will also be weaponized. This is the sad state of this godless race. Since people cannot put their trust in God, they weaponize their achievements. These achievements are then celebrated, decorated, and held with highest of honors - they are ultimately the reasons why we have presidents, and ministers, and kings, and queens.
The light of the future (for the human race) will only come thru veils of darkness - as it seems. Though I don't mean to be fatalistic, I feel no sense of excitement when perceiving the future. Things have never turned out the way I thought they would, but they have come around, and I have learned a lot by watching God. But you have seen nothing, nor have you interpreted anything, nor have you witnessed anything. So when God comes to stand before you, you will only see the raging volcano spewing smoke and sulfur into the atmosphere, whereas I see the pinky toenail of the only God I have ever known.
The light of the future (for the human race) will only come thru veils of darkness - as it seems. Though I don't mean to be fatalistic, I feel no sense of excitement when perceiving the future. Things have never turned out the way I thought they would, but they have come around, and I have learned a lot by watching God. But you have seen nothing, nor have you interpreted anything, nor have you witnessed anything. So when God comes to stand before you, you will only see the raging volcano spewing smoke and sulfur into the atmosphere, whereas I see the pinky toenail of the only God I have ever known.
Saturday, February 24, 2018
Only the wind can praise God
Only the wind can praise God. That is why wind exists, to praise God - not just Earthly winds, but winds on every planet and star. God is worshiped in every corner of the universe. God is not human, and has no desire to hear human songs. So when you sing, you sing for your own pleasure, and not God's. No man or woman sings songs that they hate to sing, they only sing what is pleasant to them - so those are the songs they make and those are the songs they sing. The wind is God's song - by God and for God. The wind has been singing to God long before you got here.
So if you're singing to 'God', you are only singing to the god in your imagination, because the Living God does not care for your songs (as is evident by the fact that God does not treat people differently based on the songs they do or do not sing).
The wind is God's business, and not ours. God knows how to please God, and does not require your assistance in doing so. If you and your god love the EXACT same songs, then you and your god are one and the same. What if your god loves a song that you hate to sing? Do you still praise your god with that song? Are you ever repulsed by a song that your god loves to hear? The wind knows how to delight God; you just be human. If you forget what it means to be human, go to a child a few days old and ask them.
If God requires worship, then God will make sure that God is worshipped - sending you messages through old books and dead priests is not necessary. If God were hungry, would God tell you?
Just attempting to make a point. (Earthly winds are just the movement of air molecules from areas of high pressure to areas of low pressure.)
So if you're singing to 'God', you are only singing to the god in your imagination, because the Living God does not care for your songs (as is evident by the fact that God does not treat people differently based on the songs they do or do not sing).
The wind is God's business, and not ours. God knows how to please God, and does not require your assistance in doing so. If you and your god love the EXACT same songs, then you and your god are one and the same. What if your god loves a song that you hate to sing? Do you still praise your god with that song? Are you ever repulsed by a song that your god loves to hear? The wind knows how to delight God; you just be human. If you forget what it means to be human, go to a child a few days old and ask them.
If God requires worship, then God will make sure that God is worshipped - sending you messages through old books and dead priests is not necessary. If God were hungry, would God tell you?
Just attempting to make a point. (Earthly winds are just the movement of air molecules from areas of high pressure to areas of low pressure.)
Friday, February 23, 2018
I am at the receiving end of mercy. Everything that comes to me from God is a gift. I do nothing to earn it. No words, dances, prayers, sacrifices, chants, songs, nor vows have been required of me. If anything is required of me, then I receive what I am due, like a paycheck. Besides, if God did require songs, then God would not command it of us - God would simply design hydrogen atoms and stars to burst forth in fiery song at appointed times (there are far more stars than there are humans - and they are a lot bigger than us). Such things would be God's business and not ours.
The things that are our business, such as our health, our planet, and our children, do require our work.
It is my hope that people stumble upon God. God is wonderful to me, but painful to you. Your endless prayers are evidence of this. The only people on the planet who cry out as little as me are those rich with money - and you see the wealthy, they are broadcasted on all radios and televisions, but you don't see me. You don't see the wealth that I have - and I am not rich with money, but with God's compassion.
I know where I am, but I don't know where I am going. Things have never gone as I have imagined they would, and I am glad that Yahweh is God, forever searchable yet always knowable.
The things that are our business, such as our health, our planet, and our children, do require our work.
It is my hope that people stumble upon God. God is wonderful to me, but painful to you. Your endless prayers are evidence of this. The only people on the planet who cry out as little as me are those rich with money - and you see the wealthy, they are broadcasted on all radios and televisions, but you don't see me. You don't see the wealth that I have - and I am not rich with money, but with God's compassion.
I know where I am, but I don't know where I am going. Things have never gone as I have imagined they would, and I am glad that Yahweh is God, forever searchable yet always knowable.
Monday, January 29, 2018
Looks like a heart attack
God causing billions of people to have a heart attack will be a very bitter pill to swallow. Change must occur, and most changes occur because of a demanding need. When there is no demanding need to end all forms of poverty, starvation, and oppression, then God sends prophets warning people of an impending heart attack. If the world listens, then crisis averted, if not, then the infarction will ensue. Many will survive the pain and struggle, and many will perish.
You must also understand that there will be no physician to place in a stent, only God can heal the destruction of the heart that God destroys. If the heart attack does not prove enough to bring about faithfulness, then people will endure chest pain after agonizing chest pain - attack after attack. This is their outcome.
As for what the blockage is, and what the heart is, I don't yet know. But I do know that the blockage will destroy the heart bit by bit. This heart attack will destroy pointless sensitivities and distractions (such as religion and multitudes of 'my truths' and philosophies and opinions) and force people to look at the much bigger picture. This heart attack will force people to be honest with themselves about themselves and about God.
God will become the burden of humanity because this heaven is hell, and this is unacceptable to God, Christ, and the righteous walking barefoot in God's Garden.
Wednesday, January 10, 2018
Hungry Christ
Whatever Christ wants from me is what Christ gets from me. Even though I had just eaten, I felt hunger pangs, so I went in the kitchen and made a huge pot of spaghetti - a little spicy, but otherwise seasoned to perfection. After I ate a few bites, I became nauseous, so I took the whole pot of spaghetti outside and tossed it down a deep well. Christ was deep in the well and ate the food I tossed in, because he was hungry. Do you understand?
Christ does whatever He sees God doing. If God were hungry, would God inform you to kill a cow? If God were thirsty, would God ask you to fetch water? Christ does not ask anymore of me than to be faithful and to be a decent human being. But if Christ wants a spicy pot of spaghetti from me, then Christ will ensure he receives a spicy pot of spaghetti - without ever whispering a word to me - never asking anything of me other than to be faithful and to be a decent human being.
Have I lost my liberty in Christ? Of course not! But if I eat, I will throw up. I have liberty, but Christ has more; and God more than him.
My friends drop their mouths when they hear I longer drink alcohol, smoke, or even vape. They will think I'm crazy when they see my perpetual diet full of fiber and low in fat. These changes had to be made - otherwise, I miss sleep (to sum things up gently). I don't understand all of the changes that Christ is implementing in me right now, but things will become more clear with hindsight.
Christ does whatever He sees God doing. If God were hungry, would God inform you to kill a cow? If God were thirsty, would God ask you to fetch water? Christ does not ask anymore of me than to be faithful and to be a decent human being. But if Christ wants a spicy pot of spaghetti from me, then Christ will ensure he receives a spicy pot of spaghetti - without ever whispering a word to me - never asking anything of me other than to be faithful and to be a decent human being.
Have I lost my liberty in Christ? Of course not! But if I eat, I will throw up. I have liberty, but Christ has more; and God more than him.
My friends drop their mouths when they hear I longer drink alcohol, smoke, or even vape. They will think I'm crazy when they see my perpetual diet full of fiber and low in fat. These changes had to be made - otherwise, I miss sleep (to sum things up gently). I don't understand all of the changes that Christ is implementing in me right now, but things will become more clear with hindsight.
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