There have been times I've been envious of others - because they can go out and do whatever it is they want to do, and they can lift their voice and say whatever it is they want to say. But then You consume my thoughts and my eyes.
I could take all the knowledge and gifts You've given me and turn them into money and wealth, but then I wouldn't have You. Because of You, I lack no good thing, nor do I have to worry about anything. Even if I did worry, I would only need to wait a little while and watch whatever it was, causing my distress, disappear. My faith was founded on Your mercy, and not the other way around as the Church taught me when I was a kid (they said I had to confess with my mouth and believe first, then You would save and show mercy - but that is not who You are; they are foolish and haters of truth, and do not realize that You are far more kind than they). Even if I left my home for good, I wouldn't worry about being burdened by the burning heat, or worry about my toes turning black because of ice and frost. Even if I was led into some godforsaken desert, I wouldn't worry about clothing or hunger or thirst, and try to take someone else's land (flowing with milk and honey) by raping and killing its inhabitants. You are with me; Your mercy is with me. I would exchange You for absolutely nothing.
The Earth does not know You, so they do not know You are holding them accountable. They do not yet understand that they will have to deal with the consequences of their actions. You require justice - making right what was made wrong - plain justice. Your words are like a boulder tossed into a lake, and the ripples are Your wrath. They will do what is obviously right, or they will perish. They will be honest with themselves, or they will perish. They are like the fat man consuming pounds and pounds of bacon; he's only a few days away from his heart attack. Many won't survive, and those who do will have choices to make; either begin repairing what they have corrupted, or die. You are blameless; though like me, they will blame You and be angry with You. Then the light of truth will open some of their eyes as they realize they were the ones putting the forks to their mouths and to the mouths of their children. Because of You, they will feel like fucking idiots and abhor what they have done.
Is there any other way at this point? You've sent a messenger to them; 40 years they've had him and only one was even remotely in a position to hear when You called.
Because of You, I do not lack any good thing, but the pleasures I lack now will be given to me 1000 fold a few years from now. In a few years, I will dance naked down the street with 50 of my ass-grabbing, pussy-popping, dick-sucking lovers, and no one will bat an eyelash (such is Your Garden, full of people who imitate Your kindness and severity).
Thursday, August 30, 2018
Wednesday, August 15, 2018
Tweet - God our Mother
Yahweh is like a Mother who loves her adult son; but the son abuses Her trust whenever it pleases him. So Yahweh, in Her wisdom, pushed the son out of Her House.
It was Her will to push him out, but it was not Her true desire. Her desire was that the son would be kind and trustworthy. If Her son becomes decent and honest and kind, She will welcome him back in Her House with open arms; just like any loving Mother.
Religion is nothing, but God is everything. God became everything. God became the sky and the Earth and every star and planet; God became the bomb that fell on Hiroshima and the ovens that baked the Jews; God became every living and dead thing. God is the author of all.
To know God is to pay attention to what you see God doing. God could save, but God has not. Nothing happens outside of God's will. God's judgments are severe; death is no slight thing. God expects humans to be human, and not strive to be holy and right; just be decently human.
They say that God is love, and this is actually true, but God has been no loving Mother to humanity. God is Yahweh and not a human mother. Saying "I'm sorry" means nothing to God without action. God can't be played like a fiddle, like the way you've played your own mother.
God is stern and severe; but when God is kind, when God becomes your loving Mother (and no longer the Mother rejecting you), God introduces you to a new world (Her House, that you've never known). Everything is different. You even become a weak kid as you lean on God's strength.
When God forgives, it is perpetual. You cannot out-love God; death has no claim over someone forgiven. God is no god of this world, and does not "save" people from whatever sickness or tragedy only for them to drop dead in a few years (delaying the inevitable).
It was Her will to push him out, but it was not Her true desire. Her desire was that the son would be kind and trustworthy. If Her son becomes decent and honest and kind, She will welcome him back in Her House with open arms; just like any loving Mother.
Religion is nothing, but God is everything. God became everything. God became the sky and the Earth and every star and planet; God became the bomb that fell on Hiroshima and the ovens that baked the Jews; God became every living and dead thing. God is the author of all.
To know God is to pay attention to what you see God doing. God could save, but God has not. Nothing happens outside of God's will. God's judgments are severe; death is no slight thing. God expects humans to be human, and not strive to be holy and right; just be decently human.
They say that God is love, and this is actually true, but God has been no loving Mother to humanity. God is Yahweh and not a human mother. Saying "I'm sorry" means nothing to God without action. God can't be played like a fiddle, like the way you've played your own mother.
God is stern and severe; but when God is kind, when God becomes your loving Mother (and no longer the Mother rejecting you), God introduces you to a new world (Her House, that you've never known). Everything is different. You even become a weak kid as you lean on God's strength.
When God forgives, it is perpetual. You cannot out-love God; death has no claim over someone forgiven. God is no god of this world, and does not "save" people from whatever sickness or tragedy only for them to drop dead in a few years (delaying the inevitable).
Saturday, August 4, 2018
Tweet - Devil tried to dupe me
Looks like a devil tried to dupe me. Not sure why - the effort would be pointless. I was talking to Yahweh about why God is waiting to reveal God's hand against humanity. I then mentioned that perhaps God is waiting for Brent and myself. 2 spacecrafts showed up to confirm.
I pondered and pondered and said, "I'm not following any commands, so I must not be thinking about this correctly." You see, God requires mercy and kindness, and not the following of commands and laws. God only requires from me what God gives me; and this is mercy and compassion.
I then said, "I'll just post the message on Twitter", then a red slowly-flashing spacecraft showed up in warning/disagreement. You see, a devil cannot get me to follow commands, even if the command comes down from 'heaven'; but they can deceive you, since you don't know God.
You are easily duped by a devil since you expect God to be a law-giver, when in fact, only devils are law-givers.
A lying devil knows this, and if I led you to believe that God was waiting for me to perform some work or task, then you could be led to believe that sometimes God requires 'work', which is untrue. I would have been at fault (hence the messenger of warning in the red spacecraft).
"With what shall I come to Yahweh and bow myself before the God on high? Shall I come to Him with burnt offerings, with yearling calves? Does Yahweh take delight in thousands of rams, in ten thousand rivers of oil? Shall I present my firstborn for my rebellious acts, the fruit of my body for the sin of my soul? He has told you, O man, what is good; and what does Yahweh require of you but to do justice, to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?" Micah 6:6-8
Micah wrote this in response to the Jew's foolish view of God. Micah knew that God was no commandment-giver, and so he trashed those "laws of Moses" (which back then included the sacrificing of children, probably somewhere in Leviticus or Deuteronomy).
As for how a devil can actually dupe someone - they simply appear as messengers (as I've called them over these last 12 years). I cannot visibly tell the difference between them. So be cautious of the message; remember that God requires mercy, not sacrifice nor task.
I pondered and pondered and said, "I'm not following any commands, so I must not be thinking about this correctly." You see, God requires mercy and kindness, and not the following of commands and laws. God only requires from me what God gives me; and this is mercy and compassion.
I then said, "I'll just post the message on Twitter", then a red slowly-flashing spacecraft showed up in warning/disagreement. You see, a devil cannot get me to follow commands, even if the command comes down from 'heaven'; but they can deceive you, since you don't know God.
You are easily duped by a devil since you expect God to be a law-giver, when in fact, only devils are law-givers.
A lying devil knows this, and if I led you to believe that God was waiting for me to perform some work or task, then you could be led to believe that sometimes God requires 'work', which is untrue. I would have been at fault (hence the messenger of warning in the red spacecraft).
"With what shall I come to Yahweh and bow myself before the God on high? Shall I come to Him with burnt offerings, with yearling calves? Does Yahweh take delight in thousands of rams, in ten thousand rivers of oil? Shall I present my firstborn for my rebellious acts, the fruit of my body for the sin of my soul? He has told you, O man, what is good; and what does Yahweh require of you but to do justice, to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?" Micah 6:6-8
Micah wrote this in response to the Jew's foolish view of God. Micah knew that God was no commandment-giver, and so he trashed those "laws of Moses" (which back then included the sacrificing of children, probably somewhere in Leviticus or Deuteronomy).
As for how a devil can actually dupe someone - they simply appear as messengers (as I've called them over these last 12 years). I cannot visibly tell the difference between them. So be cautious of the message; remember that God requires mercy, not sacrifice nor task.
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