A friend of mine that I've known for years now will be moving down from New York and staying with me for a while. I was thinking about this tonight as I was speaking to heaven, wondering if this really is a good idea, and because of his character I said, "I can't think of any reason why not", and (for the first time in quite a while) a spacecraft became luminous and bright in response.
Even though this is the first time (perhaps in months) that I've seen a "messenger" angel, those spacecrafts have been flying overhead often. But these angels have not been "messenger" angels, they have been "BE HONEST" angels.
They have been encouraging me at every turn to be honest with myself, honest about what is right in front of my face at that moment (and not lie, or make-believe, or hide feelings, or force myself to feel a way because something is true (regardless if actual or perceived)).
When the need to be honest has become severe and I'm picking up old patterns of behavior as if I'm still that rejected broken child burning in the flames of hell, then those spacecrafts spark overhead. The more severe the rebuke, the brighter the spark.
But I've been coming to terms with truths (feelings, thoughts, actions, responses) as they become evident and being honest about them, even understanding that being truly honest with others is no different than being truly honest with myself.
