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I was raised Christian (Pentecostal). One Sunday, when I was about 15 years old (in the year 1994 or 1995), I was in church with my mother, ...

Sunday, April 28, 2019

Tweets - April 28th - Speaking ahead

Being overcome by emotions and anticipation, I found myself speaking ahead when it was neither desired nor required I do so. Am I a prophet of Kelvin? Who has been saved because of righteous feelings? God is certainly at liberty to lift up and lay waste as often as God desires.

The same message was given to me several times tonight. I needed correction and was informed from above that I shouldn't speak ahead. I was told, "wait for God", "wait for God to speak", "God will speak." And I am more than OK with this. Forward we march.

Patience is invaluable when walking with God. You really have to go at God's speed and not your own.

Saturday, April 27, 2019

Tweets - April 27th - Gardening

I was out earlier doing a little gardening. I make my own soil blend for my herbs and vegetables. It really is a bit labor intensive - mixing and shoveling soil, filling grow bags, transplanting seedlings - you have to devote time out of your day to get it all done.

The thing about gardening is that no one in their right mind would ever half-ass it. It's never done lazily. Why go through all the manual, tiring, back-aching labor, with a strong chance of producing nothing.

Sure, there's always the risk of failure (as I can't control what my plants do or how they'll react to changes), but if I see my plants leaning toward death, I'm going ALL IN to ensure that what I started will be completed, and that my harvest is plentiful.

I am human, an animal walking this Earth. God is THE Gardener. If I, a human, an animal, will see the work of my labor through until harvest, then it's safe to assume that God THE Gardener, will also see it through, with far more effort than I could ever give.

So, you have to understand that the concept of hell and eternal torment is extremely offensive to God. If God plants you like a seed, then God will put in extensive labor and work to see that you sprout, grow and produce fruit. When God harvests you, it will be to eternal life.

But if God does not plant you like a seed, then you can still grow as the environment allows (as you know), but you'll undergo decay, like every other plant in this place. Eternal fire does not fit the narrative.

Now, if a plant is a weed in an attempt to consume the Garden and choke the plants of Yahweh's favor, the work and effort of God's hands, then God will grab the Round-Up and kill off the weeds once and for all. Their roots will dry up completely. Watch and see.

I'm getting the idea that tonight may be an interesting night in the skies above Laurel, Maryland. I think I need advice on how to move forward, and who better to give it than those who've walked with God much longer than I, even for thousands of years.

Wednesday, April 24, 2019

It's OK to be Kind

Before you make fun of someone for doing something you deem "stupid" (because "they should know better"), it's OK to try to help them understand what they are doing incorrectly. How do you treat toddlers?

Before you judge (ridicule, humiliate, condemn, etc.), it's OK to ask yourself, "What can I do to help?". If there is nothing you can do to help, or if you refuse to help, the next best option is to just leave them alone. How do you want people to treat you?

Thursday, April 18, 2019

Tweets - April 18th - God the Gardener

You can scour the Garden of God where trillions upon trillions of people reside, and you will not find even one who is dishonest with themselves about themselves.

God can really put your shit in your face. It's quite amazing actually, it's painful and traumatic, but it's amazing (speaking from experience). No magic needed, just a bit of love and effort on God's part to save someone whom God plans to give life eternally.

God is a Gardener, and you shouldn't expect God to ever be anything less. God does not till soil nor sow seeds without expecting crops to harvest. Your pastors, prophets, and mothers have been misinformed and have lied, for they say that God tills and sows (heals, provides mercy and security) but does not harvest (give life eternal in the flesh). What purpose is one without the other? It's a waste of effort.

When God makes you smell your own foulness, you'll be angry. You won't be honest with yourself; you'll be even more angry with God than you are now, but you won't admit it. You won't be angry with yourself, but you'll be angry, you must; that which is dirty and filthy in you must come out. Watch the filth of your prophets rise to the surface; watch God bring it out.  Fags, trannies, whores, and dykes will come to the rescue; their deaths and persecutions will be the salvation of your broken emotions. Their pain certainly won't ease the fires burning under your own feet, but for a brief moment, you'll imagine it helps. Then God will reach down into the sewer of your heart and bring up to your nostrils and the nostrils of everyone around you the foulness that is YOU.

I don't imagine it'll get this far for everyone, but for some (even many) it will. You must be transformed, and that starts with honesty. You'll meet my God face to face and you'll never again be what you once were.

Wednesday, April 17, 2019

Tweets - April 17th

I said to Yahweh, "my voice is like a whisper among mighty powerful winds." Then, "in order for me to be heard, God would have to lift me up". The spacecraft flew in confirmation. I looked away for a few seconds, and when I looked again at the spacecraft, it was flying perpendicular to its previous direction.

I am not eager because of all the unknowns and uncertainties at the moment, but I'm not dismayed or anxious either. Change is the only acceptable outcome. And it makes me wonder, will God send me out to the highways and byways to seek out the rejected, or will God cause highways and byways to be constructed around me?

There is something dirty in men and women who are so easily persuaded to bring harm and death to others. A skilled speaker can convince you to do something so atrocious as sawing off little boys' heads, throwing babies into fire, and raping their mothers (thinking of Myanmar) - there's something dirty there that I'm not sure intellect and reason alone can clean.

It isn't looking good for this place. As the world is confronted by her God, it will be surprise after surprise, and it will not be pleasant. You will have your miracles, but none worth celebrating. Your many songs will no longer be praise, but rather mourning.

Why do earthquakes resonate with me?

Tuesday, April 9, 2019

Tweets - April 9th - IRGC

When that spacecraft flashed that piercing light overhead just now, I felt that anger and disgust. I clutched my damn pearls.

I saw the pictures of those young men who are part of the Iranian Revolutionary Guard Corps (IRGC) and it saddened me. Those men have no Godly person to counsel them, not that they really need it, but they never had it nonetheless. I watched those young men marching for a bunch of old godless bitter men, who feel that they honor God by commanding young men to wield the sword. Your sword of righteousness is your godlessness; it is your destruction. What makes it even worse is that those young men of the IRGC are about to be blown to kingdom come because of the ideals of those old men - that's when they shined that piercing light.

To those young men in the IRGC, I want you to understand that "No" is a powerful action word. You can say "No", even better if many of you can shout "No!" together. Yes, you may be killed, but not because of any unrighteousness deed on your part. The blood of their hands will be heaped on their own heads ten fold. If this means telling a supreme leader and his commanders to "fuck off", then that is an acceptable action.

Leaders and prophets who command the wielding of weapons in the name of God are always leaders and prophets who have not known God. God does not need help. God is not some helpless infant child incapable of doing work besides sucking a tit and taking a shit. If God wanted some nation wiped off the map, God does not need your assistance. Anyone coming to tell you that God is helpless and needs your muscles, blood and skill to do something because God is incapable is simply a liar. They are a lying prophet and a deceiving supreme leader. Every time you lift your gun and shout "In the name of God!", you are equally shouting, "God cannot, so I will!"

I know, you have to do something. There's so much injustice, you have to do something. My advice to you if you can receive it, refrain from violence - say "No". Now is the time to be patient. If you wait for God in this hour, you will not wait long, you will not wait forever; but the God who will appear is the same God who floods your mother's house and washes away your bridges, the God you have not known.

God is making known to you God's power. The water devastating your country is no blip. God is not helpless as Muhammad and your leaders taught you; you don't need your weapons, not for God's sake. Learn by what you see God doing over you and around you. Take note and pay heed.

"The IRGC is the third-wealthiest organization in Iran... Due to its vast wealth, the IRGC is able to use a very simple recruitment tactic: money. The IRGC attracts young men by paying them up to $265 a month." My concern has been for those 20-year olds.

Monday, April 8, 2019

Tweets - April 7th - Fags and Prayer

"Who among you who, when his son asks for a loaf, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, he will not give him a snake, will he? If you know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give what is good to those who ask." Matthew 7

Something here is amiss. I remember when I was a teenager, I pleaded to the Lord to let me find pleasure in looking at a nice pair of perky tits. I begged and prayed and begged.

God loves me right? And if God loves me, then God wouldn't want me to burn eternally in the fiery pits of hell, right? It's fair to think that God, who loves me deeply, would put great effort into ensuring something this atrocious would never happen to me, right?

God wouldn't want to kick the door in while I had some guys cock in my mouth; so it only makes sense that God would want me to smile while having some girl's dripping-wet vagina in my face.

God has no problem making ax heads float or forcing virgins girls to have babies, surely God could snap his fingers and make me straight. At least, it would be one reason I didn't go to hell, one check mark in the list of things I wouldn't have to be concerned with.

I'd be like a delightful straight man who enjoys motorboating women. But alas, God refused to give me a fish and instead, gave me a snake.

If God gives me a snake, even though I prayed for a fish, and then God sends me to hell because I made do with the snake that God gave me, is it still my choice to go to hell? You're damn straight it is!

I could have forced myself to motorboat women. I could have forced a smile on my face when a dripping wet cooch was merely inches from my lips.

I may not have liked any of it, but I could have chosen to do it, and that's what matters most, right? Not honesty, not being honest with myself, not being honest about what I see God doing, not being honest about the way God treats me, but choosing to do what prophets commanded.

Sunday, April 7, 2019

Tweets - April 7th

"According to the Law, all things are cleansed with blood, and without shedding of blood there is no forgiveness." - Hebrews 9:22

I remember when I was a child, I saw a sticky liquid slowly coming from out of a tree. I was with my grandfather and asked him, "what is that?". He said, it's sap, the blood of the tree. Since God can't forgive (not as well as you or I, not without something enduring pain and death), would the blood of a tree be enough to get people into heaven? Is the tree excluded because it doesn't feel pain, or is there some other reason?

Makes me wonder, if God could have ordered the chopping down of a tree, maybe God could have taken it easy on Jesus and not require he be slaughtered. I could also wonder what is in blood that God needs to have splashed on an altar? White blood cells? Iron? If God could have waited until the 22nd century, we'd be able to create sinless bone marrow from stem cells and produce as much white blood cells as God requires. No miracle virgins needed. There was also the option of teaching mankind sciences and biology so they could have done this in 100,000 BC, as I assume this is a better alternative to forcing a girl into slavery to bear a child and then slaughtering her son so God doesn't stay eternally pissed off.

This must have really sucked for those already roasting in the flames of hell. The people born after Jesus got to party every night and fuck as many strangers as they wanted, as long as they survived until they were old. When they were 80 and no longer had a body or face for partying, they repented for their sins and were forgiven and allowed into heaven. What a bitter pill for those who didn't have the luxury of surviving just long enough, or were born just too damn early in history.

Wednesday, April 3, 2019

Tweets - April 2nd - Death and Mary

Death is God's way of telling people to fuck off. No debates, no arguments, no fake smiles, just the grave. I'm not so severe myself, the worst I'm likely to do to you is never care to ever speak to you again.

To know me is to accept what you see. To know God is to accept what you see. Saying to God, "You are not who You appear to be", has been a total waste of your Sundays. Teaching your children to do the same has caused them to perish (just as your ancestors who did the same).

The prophets of this world have not been called by God, and this is evident by the fact that they lie about God all the time. God gave them sour pickles to suck on, and they tell you, "it's only sour for now, but sweet joy comes in the morning". Well, no, it's sour until death.

There is no longer any need for you to cling to preachers who lie about what God makes plain to you. God is honest with you. Believe God, in spite of any book your mother holds dear. You are still alive, and there's opportunity for you to not go the way of your ancestors.

God, as I have known these last 13 years, would much rather you live and not die; but not as someone who abandons human decency, or judges, or treats others in ways they'd never want to be treated. No such person has ever been saved from death - not on this world or any other.

I know. Who is this nigga? This fag? I am disregarded like gum under a table because of the strangeness of my message. But... I am a fag and a nigga called. I have been called to tell you that God's grace is not sufficient here.

How is God's grace insufficient? Think of all the ways you try to please God (by worship, singing, tithing, confessing that jesus is lord, judging men who wear skirts and women who eat pussy).

None of these things (or any law or command dictated by your pastors and prophets) mean anything to God. This is evident by the fact that no one is saved from death by doing them.

The insufficiency of God's grace here makes God's wrath the proposed alternative. God is going to save your life, if not on this side of the grave, then on the other. But God purposes to save people on this side of the grave, getting rid of human atrociousness once and for all.

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I completely forgot that you believe Yeshua (Jesus) was born from a virgin. For what? So that God could create the perfect sacrifice while forgoing the inherited sins of Adam? It's an uphill battle.

So let's be clear. God struggles with forgiveness (requiring blood and pain in order to forgive). And the best that God could come up with was magical impregnation. God just wasn't smart enough to tackle the issue of people fucking outside of marriage without resorting to magic.

The disgusting vileness that is human nature was so offensive to God, that God's best idea was to torture and torment humans in a blazing furnace because of their nature. God having a problem with God drop-kicking people into the bowels of hell, forced a virgin to have a baby.

In short summary, Jesus was born from a virgin so that he could become the man to tell God to calm the fuck down and stop roasting so many goddamn people in fire. Thank you Jesus!

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On forcing female slaves and virgins to have babies, where was Mary's free will in all this? Couldn't Mary have reasoned with God, saying, "You know, you could just forgive people. It's what you require of us, correct? To forgive those who trespass against us?"

"I, a lowly woman about to be ravaged by God, can forgive my enemy without requiring his blood. Is my love deeper and more passionate than yours, oh Lord? If it's all the same to you, I'd rather not give birth without the joy and pleasure of letting Joe hit it at least once."

"Besides, if men are the real problem here, you can make Joe infertile by shutting down his sperm production (not that I know what sperm is, but you do), then you can make me pregnant afterward. Surely, this is a more reasonable plan for me, a human woman."

God said to Mary, "I hear you, but I'm so sick and tired of lesbians choosing hell - they keep dying right after they scissor each other. And in order for me to forgive them, somebody's blood needs to be on this alter. I can't forgive them otherwise. I can't. I can't."

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For now, I'm in the business of loosening these tightly bound knots that cause people to lie about God's mercy and grace. Hopefully, a loosened knot will give God something to work with so God won't need bury you and your household in the rubble of the earthquake.