Tweets - March 15th - Open Before Heaven

Everything is plain and open before heaven, nothing is hidden. To be counseled and guided and helped by people who've walked with God for such a very long time, and yet never having to face judgment or condemnation from them when I've done things I knew were destructive - it speaks volumes and it is humbling. My lovers are strangers, and my lovers are close friends.

I've been thinking about feelings of guilt (due to the maltreatment of others) and feelings of shame (due to dishonest deeds), and the place of guilt and shame in the Garden of God. I imagine that there will be people called who have done irreparable harm, where restorative justice is impossible through human means (we cannot always repair what we destroy).

These people will be people who have killed others, raped others (women, children, and men), violently beaten and assaulted others. When God does forgive a person, that person is altered through no planning, efforts, or expectations of their own. The changes that will occur will be emotional, intellectual, and physical. As such, that person is set free (or rather put on parole, which separates them from the prisoners exiled in this dark world). Turning something ferociously foul into something faithful, pursuing everything good and decent, it requires God's hand and the dedication of community.

Such severity; such people will come out of the womb in humility and quietness, not a lick of pompousness will be found in them. I certainly did not come out of the womb in humility and quietness, but I have never been anyone's terror - so there was room for pompousness; these people will have no such room. When the tiniest bit of light from God is far greater than your darkest darkness, it will humble you and force you to the ground.

Regarding the Garden of God, we require open public sessions of accountability, where we're able to confess and share - not to be judged or condemned - but to help build, help guide, and help uplift. We require open public sessions where we can vent all our feelings of anger and helplessness regarding those who've harmed us and all our anger and frustration with God - not to be judged or condemned - but to listen to one another, and to bring to light what is hidden. These are our weaknesses and not our strengths; our weaknesses and our struggles are a light and a lesson to us all, and God will be glorified through them all (we will watch God repair the irreparable).

Acts of "helping people attain what they need", was a message confirmed to me by angels a few nights ago; such acts are the Garden of God.

I was speaking to heaven last night about people sitting in seats of judgment and condemnation, and a spacecraft became very luminous and shined very brightly.

You know, a little judgment can destroy the innocence of a child - and this world has compounded "little judgment" on top of "little judgment" on top of "little judgment". Look out your window, are you proud of what you constantly help create?

Tweets - March 9th

I said to myself, "this world is sadness, and it is anger", and a spacecraft became luminous and very bright as to agree with me with emphasis.

It was surprising because I wasn't speaking to heaven directly, wasn't even looking at the sky, but they still thought it best to agree with emphasis - and that bright light caught my attention. This leaves much to consider, but I'm struggling thinking some things through.

Tweets - March 6th

Religion has turned the human brain into pure mush. Besides the hyper-sexualization of every hidden part of the human body because of the shame introduced by religion, religion has perfected propaganda calling behaviors that are decent, "evil", and those vile and unjust, "good".

Who told you that you were naked? It was that crafty serpent.

Tweets - March 1st - A Vessel

I have been made a vessel of the destruction of the lying, violent, and oppressive godlessness in this world. This is a team effort.

I finally had a chance tonight to speak with heaven regarding Josiah. While asking about their views on Josiah, a very dim spacecraft flew and began getting brighter, but its brightest was still dim - then it went back to being very dim.

This leads me to think there are reservations and even disagreements with calling Josiah. No one gets to God without Christ's say so - as a lot of worthwhile effort transforming a rotten pickle into a fresh cucumber requires the effort of a team.

If this was a liar speaking with me, I can only ask, "Why bother?" If I was being lied to, and Christ does in fact agree with calling Josiah, then Josiah will be called. If this was an angel who spoke with me, then Josiah will likely not be called and not be made a vessel.

When it's time to fight, will he be able to put his hands behind his back and wait for God, or even learn to do so over the next 20 or 30 years? I don't know.

Hindsight is 20/20 foresight. When a person is called (like Paul of Tarsus), but cannot treat others in ways they would want to be treated themselves (like Paul of Tarsus) - you end up with a temple that is new and changed.

A temple built on fear, shame, judgment, destruction, and condemnation; a temple whose members no longer have any true knowledge or understanding of the power and mercy of the Living God.

Do I need to beg you for mercy? If so, then what you're giving me is not mercy. When I receive mercy from God, it is because I am undeserving of it and because I have been forgiven, being entrusted with God's mercy; it does not require the payment of ashy knees and clasped hands.

Nope, God wasn't saving anyone else, not for thousands of years. Thousands of years of exile in a dark dry desert filled with scorpions was required for us to have a deep and profound, yet simple understanding of God's severity.