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I was raised Christian (Pentecostal). One Sunday, when I was about 15 years old (in the year 1994 or 1995), I was in church with my mother, ...

Tuesday, January 28, 2020

Tweets - January 28th - Not our problem

Whatever injustices you have made acceptable there, you have made acceptable here. The approved destruction of my home is the acceptable destruction of yours.

I've heard it said concerning others in some other parts of the world, "they are not our problem". But their troubles are our problem. They are all our problem. Injustice anywhere is a cancer of our race. I'm telling you, one has to go, either the cancer or the body.

Mercy is not evident, it is never the goal here. True mercy requires the honesty of justice, and true justice requires the love of mercy; this needs both personal and global efforts.

To understand why, you only need to look out your window - or if your view is nice and pretty, look at those other people in those other parts of the world - and see what happens when mercy and justice remain unmarried.

It's only a matter of circumstance before the seeds of injustice sprout and put forth its devastating fruit, producing seeds which blow into your yard and at the feet of your children and produce fruiting plants of the same kind.

You will reap what others have sown all because, "they are not our problem".

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I always admire the work of people who put such great effort into understanding and critiquing religion and religious beliefs (Islam, Christianity, Judaism). I follow a few people for this reason alone.

I don't always admire their agendas or their politics, but I always admire the work. It either forces people to think - which can only ever be a good thing as it assists with bringing about an end to some injustices in this world - or it forces them to be mentally dissonant.

Saturday, January 18, 2020

Tweets - January 18th

I suggest that people be wary of phrases and labels whose sole purpose is to stir up emotions ("crack head", "hoe", "faggot", "sinner", etc.). They incite mob behaviors and laws. Nothing good comes from them.

If people cannot explain plainly the truth or the issues, and won't allow you to question them or their ideas, then why are you listening to them? I suppose it's one of those awful lessons we received from interacting with our parents.

Friday, January 17, 2020

Tweets - January 17th

I want to slip into youthful dance, in a place where having sex is just for giggles and fun - exploring each others bodies and rubbing dicks. But my flesh does not yet match my wants.

Sometimes I think about God and God's mercy and get so horny. I would never ever want to go back to having what you have, and I am SO glad that God is with me. Every worthwhile thing that has ever been built has come from the destruction of something else.

Sunday, January 12, 2020

Puerto Rico - January 12th 2020

I was outside tonight and I was talking to myself about the earthquakes in Puerto Rico and a spacecraft flew overhead. I then wondered if God had anything to do with them, and another spacecraft flew overhead.

I was perplexed. I was literally like, "Whaaa?". An earthquake is an earthquake - even though 1400 of them in one place in 30 days is quite strange.

I said, "I think I should be made clear of what you're saying. Are you saying that God is involved with the earthquakes in Puerto Rico?". A spacecraft flew and slowly started to get brighter and brighter but only a little bright.

This makes me think that either I don't fully understand the situation (because I don't) or some lying flying devil is trying to dupe me. As often as I mentioned those earthquakes, the spacecrafts flew overhead.

Even the sharp bright light spacecraft returned - did the same as the other night by shining the sharp bright light twice. I am perplexed and puzzled and I am skeptical.

I have so much to think about and learn, but let's assume that God is sending these earthquakes. If God is sending them then we should expect shit to hit the fucking fan. As far as I can tell, the earthquakes are primarily limited to the southwestern side of Puerto Rico.

This would mean that those earthquakes are about to get really really bad there. As such, people will begin to understand God as they endure God's judgment (if they survive).

Assuming this is the beginning of God's judgment in the Americas, the question I have is, "Why start there? Why Puerto Rico?". This is going to be an eventful week and there will be so much to learn and understand over these next few months.

They (pointing upward) put so much effort and emphasis tonight into making sure I understood that God is under Puerto Rico.

Thinking... maybe they're a catalyst of some sort, or even a linchpin. I must understand what happened, I must look at the bigger picture, and I must look ahead. Time will tell as certain future events become history.

Just had a thought. Maybe Puerto Rico is "in the way" of the work God is doing. I honestly wouldn't be surprised if God took a driving line and drove it right through the tectonic plates under the bible belt states, extending the gulf. At this point, there is only speculation.

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January 13

Puerto Ricans are a people who have been told "No!" by Spanish and American colonizers for the last 500 years. So I was puzzled when I first heard the news of God being there. Yes, they too will understand God's judgments - no doubt, but first?? That's what was puzzling.

So I'm now under the impression that when I asked if God was there, and the spacecraft became brighter and brighter but not too bright, that I was being told, "Yes! But not in the way you're thinking or implying."

The South American tectonic plate is being subducted (moved) beneath the Caribbean tectonic plate; Puerto Rico (which sits on the Puerto Rico-Virgin Islands microplate) is being thrust over the Caribbean plate (likely by the North American plate?).

The North American plate is also being subducted beneath Puerto Rico and the Caribbean plate, moving west-southwest.

Tweets - December 12th - Sodom

Chile I woke up this Sunday morning, saw a friend talking about the "love of God" on facebook, saw a tweet about the 1400 earthquakes that struck Puerto Rico in the last 30 days, and felt like preaching the gospel.

I was led to Sodom and Gomorrah. According to Ezekiel: "This was the guilt of your sister Sodom: she and her daughters had pride, excess of food, and prosperous ease, but did not aid the poor and needy. They were haughty, and did abominable things before me; therefore I removed them when I saw it." ~ Ezekiel 16

Now, something happened to Sodom a long time ago, it happened so fast and the news of it was so strange that it echoed over the centuries. I don't know, maybe a bright meteor shower fell out of the sky and landed right on those people. That alone would have been enough to share with your children and your children's children. Ezekiel was led to believe that they were inflicted by God's judgment (I'm a bit more skeptical). But what I do know is that God watched and was not about to stop any of those meteors from destroying those cities.

Do you rejoice in these things? Just as God did not save Sodomites from falling meteors, God did not save a 3rd of Europeans from the bubonic plague, nor did God save millions of Jews from being massacred by Hitler, nor did God save Native Americans from the violence and diseases of English settlers, nor did God spare any enslaved African from any of them.

The "love of God" they preach. There are over 7 billion people currently on death row, and not a single one of them have trusted the brutal honesty and severity of God. Sure, people have believed what God has given them (it's impossible not to do so), so they fear the future and plan and prepare accordingly, but people disagree within themselves and instead preach "God's love". There is powerful wisdom in becoming honest with yourself. But instead, we force into our children, "Do not believe what you see God doing to us." No such lying people, nor their children, should ever expect to be spared from death row. It is in death that people will understand that the Living God cannot be found there.

Ezekiel understood God, and knew through experience that whatever God destroys, God rebuilds - and by his understanding, he was able to prophesy: "I will restore the fortunes of Sodom and I will restore your own fortunes along with theirs, in order that you may bear your disgrace and be ashamed of all that you have done, becoming a consoling comfort to them. Was not your sister Sodom a byword in your mouth in the day of your pride, before your wickedness was uncovered? Now you are a mockery to those all around who despise you. You must bear the consequence of your lewd and abominable conduct, says Yahweh." ~ Ezekiel 16

First Sodom, then through them and through God's restorative power, the other 7 billion. Yes dear, a fag will lead you to God - you will by no other means be granted access.

Sunday, January 5, 2020

Walking forward and not backward

All those years ago, I asked 3 times for God to send rain to Zimbabwe, to end their drought before the year (2007) was out. 3 times I received the response "Yes" above from the lights of those spacecrafts.

But how would the messengers (as I've called them) know? This is a question I can ask now, but wouldn't think to ask back then. Back then I was under the assumption that they received esoteric revelation from God, and relayed this information to me. Now understanding God (there is no esoteric revelation from God), how would they know what God is going to do (with certainty) outside of what God has already been doing? It did rain in Zimbabwe, and the place was flooded and people died, so I doubt it would have been the messengers who heated the oceans and sent downpours on Zimbabwe (and the surrounding nations). Even at their most severe, I don't see in them this type of behavior (the Golden Rule of decency applies to them just as much as it does me).

One theory came to mind: they weren't telling me that God would send rain, but just that it would rain (which is easily predicted with the right set of tools). But then I thought this would've been deceptive, because I didn't ask IF it would rain, I asked God to send rain.

Understand, I haven't thought about these things in years. So after thinking about these things, I was led to faith. They understand God by what they see God doing, so they trust in the mercy and faithfulness of God and have faith and trust in the arm of God. But was this enough for them to be certain of and to confirm to me that God would do something so strange as send downpours on Zimbabwe? This has been on and off in my mind for the last week or so. Today, as soon as I woke up, I had an "Oh!!" moment. I've been so focused on "how they knew" rather than on "what happened" (which is where the answers can be found). What happened was that I was encouraged to go out into a world, among a people, I wasn't familiar with, and make a fool of myself in front of a bunch of broken, blind and deaf people. I asked God for something, and the messengers encouraged me to understand God and to trust God in what I asked for - just by shining a light. I asked once, and I received "Yes!", but to be sure I asked again, I received "Yes!", but to be really really sure, I asked a third time, and I received "Yes!" again. I became as certain and as trusting as I possibly could, without trying. In November it began to rain - their drought had ended, and I was no longer a fool.

But even after all was said and done, I still lacked understanding, which forced me to become a true fool, to sit down, to be quiet, and learn several new lessons. Lesson number one, God is at liberty and all of God's work is God's choice and discretion.

As such, this morning after my realization, I made a new request to the God of the Living. I asked for God to make the Garden of Yahweh visible in my flesh, turning something older into something younger, exchanging my ashes for beauty. The Garden is visible in my walk, but I asked God to make my flesh glorify God so that people can see God speaking to me, so that they can understand salvation. I am in no rush personally - these things are my future (and I anticipated them as such) - my youth will not benefit my own sake (not intentionally); but my desire has become God's desire - to turn deep darkness into light, turning the foul stench of humanity into a sweet fruit. All these things must be made God's business before they are my own. So each and everyday, I will take note of every small and large change I observe.

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Tweets - 1/5/2020

Sat outside and I was corrected tonight on one thing. They didn't know "for certain" anything, it was "extremely likely". The future is not something that exists.

There was also a spacecraft that shined a little bright, went a little dim, shined brighter - on repeat. Then as it started flying overhead it pierced brightly and sharply very fast. It went dim and pierced brightly and sharply again. This will be my tongue as we move forward.