There is wisdom in treating others in ways you'd want others to treat you. Truth, love, and justice all go hand in hand. What is one without any other but the devastation of the human condition and the destruction of the whole world?
The Garden of the Living God is a community of lovers. Whether local, or regional, or global, or universal, it is a community of people who share in the wisdom of doing to others what they would want done to themselves and who share in the wisdom that comes from walking with God.
There is no esoteric revelation that comes from God; there is knowledge that comes by watching God and there is a community of lovers who share in their wisdom just because they care to.
This community was the original plan with Israel. "It is too small a thing that you should raise up the tribes of Jacob and to restore the preserved ones of Israel; I will also make you a light of the nations so that My salvation may reach to the end of the earth." ~ Isaiah 49:6
They were meant to be a community of faithful people to know wisdom and to protest with their love, showing the world what love truly is; but even after receiving prophet after prophet, they became to themselves a race and tribe of exclusion and division. Yet still, God gave them Christ, the beginning and most significant member of humanity's community of lovers (that I know of).
This community will be the end of so many things people needlessly hold dear in the world, and will be the beginning of so much more. This community will only be founded on the power and mercy of God, as always everywhere.
But first, the old destructive systems must be dismantled. Direction must come from Christ. Those things which restrict a community of lovers must undergo wrath and judgment from God. Asking nicely, being reasonable, and providing evidence just hasn't been enough.
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It looks like "heaven" appreciated my last thread. I hadn't seen those spacecrafts in a few months. (Well there was one time not long after the Starlink show - but it was ambiguous, and I have reasonable doubt.) I am always so very grateful for everything I've been given.
Sunday, December 22, 2019
Saturday, December 14, 2019
Tweets - December 14th
"In those days I saw in Judah people treading wine presses on the sabbath, and bringing in heaps of grain and loading them on donkeys; and also wine, grapes, figs, and all kinds of burdens, which they brought into Jerusalem on the sabbath day; and I warned them at that time against selling food... 'What is this evil thing that you are doing, profaning the sabbath day? Did not your ancestors act in this way, and did not our God bring all this disaster on us and on this city? Yet you bring more wrath on Israel by profaning the sabbath.'" ~ Nehemiah 13:15-18
Their ancestors did not receive judgment because they sold grapes on Saturday. This is why the way must be made straight, the path must be made clear. This was written by Nehemiah POST-wrath, and the people still did not understand God, they still don't.
They received wrath because things like this made perfect sense to them; these types of things were OK to canonize and present to God:
"Forty years you sustained them in the wilderness so that they lacked nothing; their clothes did not wear out and their feet did not swell. And you gave them kingdoms and peoples, and allotted to them every corner, so they took possession of the land of King Sihon of Heshbon and the land of King Og of Bashan. You multiplied their descendants like the stars of heaven, and brought them into the land that you had told their ancestors to enter and possess. So the descendants went in and possessed the land, and you subdued before them the inhabitants of the land, the Canaanites, and gave them into their hands, with their kings and the peoples of the land, to do with them as they pleased. And they captured fortress cities and a rich land, and took possession of houses filled with all sorts of goods, hewn cisterns, vineyards, olive orchards, and fruit trees in abundance; so they ate, and were filled and became fat, and delighted themselves in your great goodness." ~ Nehemiah 9:21-25
The Garden of God is for children and only children. The path is guarded by simplicity, the way is founded on decency. To stray is to go the way of death.
Their ancestors did not receive judgment because they sold grapes on Saturday. This is why the way must be made straight, the path must be made clear. This was written by Nehemiah POST-wrath, and the people still did not understand God, they still don't.
They received wrath because things like this made perfect sense to them; these types of things were OK to canonize and present to God:
"Forty years you sustained them in the wilderness so that they lacked nothing; their clothes did not wear out and their feet did not swell. And you gave them kingdoms and peoples, and allotted to them every corner, so they took possession of the land of King Sihon of Heshbon and the land of King Og of Bashan. You multiplied their descendants like the stars of heaven, and brought them into the land that you had told their ancestors to enter and possess. So the descendants went in and possessed the land, and you subdued before them the inhabitants of the land, the Canaanites, and gave them into their hands, with their kings and the peoples of the land, to do with them as they pleased. And they captured fortress cities and a rich land, and took possession of houses filled with all sorts of goods, hewn cisterns, vineyards, olive orchards, and fruit trees in abundance; so they ate, and were filled and became fat, and delighted themselves in your great goodness." ~ Nehemiah 9:21-25
The Garden of God is for children and only children. The path is guarded by simplicity, the way is founded on decency. To stray is to go the way of death.
Thursday, December 12, 2019
Dream of Black Youth - December 12th
I woke up earlier from this strange dream - I don't have dreams like this. I was walking toward a large wooden bridge that crossed a lake or river. There were black youth all around - everyone was probably 18 years and older, like at a university.
Everyone in the dream was a young black person. As I began to cross the bridge I heard a few people crying. There were some youth standing and talking at the entrance of the bridge as well as some on the bridge. Others were walking.
As I began walking on the bridge, I noticed some black youth swimming in the water and there were floating corpses of black youth. The living were helping the dead bodies get to the other side - I walked in one direction, they were swimming in the other.
There was a constant alarm horn sound in the air, like a sound of mourning. As I approached the exit of the bridge, I saw a large hill leading down to the water. The hill was completely covered in dead bodies of black youth.
There were other living people on top of the hill piling bodies on top so that they'd slide or roll down into the water. In the water there were living people grabbing the bodies to get them across the water. Then I woke up.
This was disturbing. And if it hadn't been so awfully strange, I wouldn't have posted it.
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Tweet from today (12/12/2019):
I didn't think the dream belonged here [Twitter], so I removed it from my twitter feed and posted it to my website. A dream is just a dream. If not, and if I have additional context, I may add it at a later time. (I am going to look into it and also see if there is any counsel from above.)
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12/14/2019:
Thinking about the dream. There was no sense of panic or urgency, whatever happened had already happened. The bridge itself was large and sturdy; it reminds me of a boardwalk.
I thought I'd check to see if the landscape/topography of any HBCUs matched the landscape in the dream. I didn't realize how many HBCU's there are (there are over 100+). I started with the 'A's and went to each school's website to see if they had a campus map. If they didn't, I went to Youtube to look at campus tours to see if anyone filmed the school's surrounding areas. This took a long time. But then I had a "duh" moment and began using Google maps. Much faster - but was still repetitive dull work (from Alabama A&M to Xavier). I went through each school and saw no landscape that matched what was in my dream.
So maybe the dream was just a dream - or maybe it has nothing to do with a HBCU. I won't ponder beyond this.
Everyone in the dream was a young black person. As I began to cross the bridge I heard a few people crying. There were some youth standing and talking at the entrance of the bridge as well as some on the bridge. Others were walking.
As I began walking on the bridge, I noticed some black youth swimming in the water and there were floating corpses of black youth. The living were helping the dead bodies get to the other side - I walked in one direction, they were swimming in the other.
There was a constant alarm horn sound in the air, like a sound of mourning. As I approached the exit of the bridge, I saw a large hill leading down to the water. The hill was completely covered in dead bodies of black youth.
There were other living people on top of the hill piling bodies on top so that they'd slide or roll down into the water. In the water there were living people grabbing the bodies to get them across the water. Then I woke up.
This was disturbing. And if it hadn't been so awfully strange, I wouldn't have posted it.
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Tweet from today (12/12/2019):
I didn't think the dream belonged here [Twitter], so I removed it from my twitter feed and posted it to my website. A dream is just a dream. If not, and if I have additional context, I may add it at a later time. (I am going to look into it and also see if there is any counsel from above.)
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12/14/2019:
Thinking about the dream. There was no sense of panic or urgency, whatever happened had already happened. The bridge itself was large and sturdy; it reminds me of a boardwalk.
I thought I'd check to see if the landscape/topography of any HBCUs matched the landscape in the dream. I didn't realize how many HBCU's there are (there are over 100+). I started with the 'A's and went to each school's website to see if they had a campus map. If they didn't, I went to Youtube to look at campus tours to see if anyone filmed the school's surrounding areas. This took a long time. But then I had a "duh" moment and began using Google maps. Much faster - but was still repetitive dull work (from Alabama A&M to Xavier). I went through each school and saw no landscape that matched what was in my dream.
So maybe the dream was just a dream - or maybe it has nothing to do with a HBCU. I won't ponder beyond this.
Tuesday, December 3, 2019
Tweets - December 3rd - Wanting Patience
The second I woke up this morning I was in thoughts. I'm thinking that when God gives me the key and the authority to unlock, I'll go to black gay folk, back to where I began. I imagine it's where I'd be most comfortable.
I chuckled this morning thinking about the world being patient with God. It's hard to imagine. Waiting for God was not something I immediately overcame, but it is required. (I'm looking forward, and not downward to what has been standard of this world.)
I wrote the following poem in March 2006 because, it seems, I was hungry and I felt that God was feeding me teaspoons of food and taking too long to do everything (though I could perceive that God wanted patience).
I approached my Mother naked,
Shivering I cried to Her.
I shouted, “I am cold and the serpent is laughing at me”.
I then asked Her for clothing to keep me warm.
But the serpent threw garments of skin at me feet.
She approached me with a fierce eye,
She said to me, “In Me you were warm.”
“When I bore you, you were in complete comfort.”
“When you were with Me, you lacked nothing.”
I said to Her, “What does that matter now?”
“I ask you for things, and I don’t receive them.”
“I try to figure you out, but you won’t let me.”
“I desire understanding, but you demand patience.”
I said to Her, “I complain because I am naked.”
She said to me, “Who told you that you were naked?”
So I turned and stretched out my hand and pointed to the serpent,
The serpent that gave fruit that bore 6 billion people,
Fruit that bore 5,000 people,
And fruit that bore 10 people.
She said to me, “That fruit won’t satisfy your hunger.”
“That serpent is too dumb to determine the clothed from the naked.”
“Why ask me for things, I know what you want and need.”
“If you want to figure Me out, then answer this:
“Why would I give My child two toys that are the same?”
She said to me, “Understand that a patient person is ruled by no one.”
I said to Her, “Mother, I think I understand now.”
She said to Me, “Realize who you are and where you come from.”
Then I danced on the clothes the serpent threw at me.
I kicked dirt in his eye.
With final words, She spoke to me,
“When you fully realize that I made you as I want you, you will have your rest.”
I chuckled this morning thinking about the world being patient with God. It's hard to imagine. Waiting for God was not something I immediately overcame, but it is required. (I'm looking forward, and not downward to what has been standard of this world.)
I wrote the following poem in March 2006 because, it seems, I was hungry and I felt that God was feeding me teaspoons of food and taking too long to do everything (though I could perceive that God wanted patience).
I approached my Mother naked,
Shivering I cried to Her.
I shouted, “I am cold and the serpent is laughing at me”.
I then asked Her for clothing to keep me warm.
But the serpent threw garments of skin at me feet.
She approached me with a fierce eye,
She said to me, “In Me you were warm.”
“When I bore you, you were in complete comfort.”
“When you were with Me, you lacked nothing.”
I said to Her, “What does that matter now?”
“I ask you for things, and I don’t receive them.”
“I try to figure you out, but you won’t let me.”
“I desire understanding, but you demand patience.”
I said to Her, “I complain because I am naked.”
She said to me, “Who told you that you were naked?”
So I turned and stretched out my hand and pointed to the serpent,
The serpent that gave fruit that bore 6 billion people,
Fruit that bore 5,000 people,
And fruit that bore 10 people.
She said to me, “That fruit won’t satisfy your hunger.”
“That serpent is too dumb to determine the clothed from the naked.”
“Why ask me for things, I know what you want and need.”
“If you want to figure Me out, then answer this:
“Why would I give My child two toys that are the same?”
She said to me, “Understand that a patient person is ruled by no one.”
I said to Her, “Mother, I think I understand now.”
She said to Me, “Realize who you are and where you come from.”
Then I danced on the clothes the serpent threw at me.
I kicked dirt in his eye.
With final words, She spoke to me,
“When you fully realize that I made you as I want you, you will have your rest.”
In those days, writing like this was how I coped with all that was happening with me. I couldn't easily express those experiences to myself (and certainly not to others). I hadn't yet seen the messengers or knew of eternal life; I was being introduced to Life and the Living God.
The liberty and mercy that God gives me is the liberty and mercy that God requires from me. The patience that God has given me is the patience that God requires of me. Treating others in the ways I want others to treat me is a lesson learned by watching God interact with me.
I did not choose my life, it was chosen for me. Though I am at liberty, I can't help but walk after God. I would have it no other way. God is making me into a mirror, and God is my Light. I do not long for the goodness of God; this I have never had to wait for.
Wednesday, November 27, 2019
Tweets - November 27th - Pursuit of truth
I make for a poor philosopher, so I don't even try. There are 3 things within me that guide me: be honest with myself (about my feelings, my actions, about what I see in the world, etc.); treat others in the ways I'd want them to treat me; and walk by faith. These are mutually inclusive, and not exclusive - one does not supersede any other. These are my worth, they are the only gold I own.
So when I find myself stirring up my feelings because of some debatable issue, after some time, I take a step back and understand that I don't see clearly and I don't have all the information; if I did see clearly and have all the information, there would be nothing to debate. I could present my case, and the data (which includes its context) would speak for itself. If my case cannot speak for itself, then what exactly am I doing? What value am I truly bringing? I'd be like a wise preacher convincing well-off well-meaning people to drink poisoned kool-aid because of some feeling that we all felt to be honorable and true, which is often enough in this world to justify every horrible thing.
Does this mean that if I am willing to present my case that I certainly have all the information? Of course not. Others may have even more information, and our combined data paints a more clear picture. But our combined information is far more valuable than well-constructed philosophical teachings or years of opinionated arguments, debates, or encouraged guilt trips.
So then, by me taking a step back, and asking myself, "What do I know so far? Am I being fair and is there any miscommunication?", I am allowing myself to be honest with myself and I am treating others in ways I'd want them to treat me. Assuming I'm not dealing with a sociopath, we will now be able to move forward together, or I have to take a step back by myself - either works just fine in our pursuit.
So when I find myself stirring up my feelings because of some debatable issue, after some time, I take a step back and understand that I don't see clearly and I don't have all the information; if I did see clearly and have all the information, there would be nothing to debate. I could present my case, and the data (which includes its context) would speak for itself. If my case cannot speak for itself, then what exactly am I doing? What value am I truly bringing? I'd be like a wise preacher convincing well-off well-meaning people to drink poisoned kool-aid because of some feeling that we all felt to be honorable and true, which is often enough in this world to justify every horrible thing.
Does this mean that if I am willing to present my case that I certainly have all the information? Of course not. Others may have even more information, and our combined data paints a more clear picture. But our combined information is far more valuable than well-constructed philosophical teachings or years of opinionated arguments, debates, or encouraged guilt trips.
So then, by me taking a step back, and asking myself, "What do I know so far? Am I being fair and is there any miscommunication?", I am allowing myself to be honest with myself and I am treating others in ways I'd want them to treat me. Assuming I'm not dealing with a sociopath, we will now be able to move forward together, or I have to take a step back by myself - either works just fine in our pursuit.
Sunday, November 17, 2019
Tweets - November 17th - Paul had understanding
Paul had understanding of God.
"For the word of the cross is foolishness to those who are dying, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. For it is written, 'I will destroy the wisdom of the wise, and the cleverness of the clever I will set aside.'
Where is the wise man? Where is the scribe? Where is the debater of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world? For since in the wisdom of God the world through its wisdom did not come to know God, God was well-pleased through the foolishness of the message preached to save those who believe. For indeed Jews ask for signs and Greeks search for wisdom; but we preach Christ crucified, to Jews a stumbling block and to Gentiles foolishness, but to those who are the called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God. Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men, and the weakness of God is stronger than men.
For consider your calling, brethren, that there were not many wise according to the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble; but God has chosen the foolish things of the world to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to shame the things which are strong, and the base things of the world and the despised God has chosen, the things that are not, so that God may nullify the things that are, so that no man may boast before God." ~ 1 Corinthians 1:18-29
Unlike later Christians, Paul believed in and trusted the salvation of Yeshua (Christ) from death; it was his message. Like later Christians, Paul often condemned the humanity of people (for instance, he was very pro-sexual repression, as you know); it was also his message.
Though Paul was a prophet (unlike any other Pharisee ever), God was not going to save someone like him from death as this would have boasted in Paul's bad behavior.
Paul took offense with God's creation - and God created a free on-set live porn studio called "Earth" where everyone was welcome. What Paul left in his wake were churches that would also take offense and become the churches of today; churches that God refuses to help or support.
Endless apologetics, endless debates - a single "Yea" or "Nay" from God would put an end to them all - but no, not ever, not a single word or ounce of support from God. You're on your own; this is even made plain to atheists.
"For the word of the cross is foolishness to those who are dying, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. For it is written, 'I will destroy the wisdom of the wise, and the cleverness of the clever I will set aside.'
Where is the wise man? Where is the scribe? Where is the debater of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world? For since in the wisdom of God the world through its wisdom did not come to know God, God was well-pleased through the foolishness of the message preached to save those who believe. For indeed Jews ask for signs and Greeks search for wisdom; but we preach Christ crucified, to Jews a stumbling block and to Gentiles foolishness, but to those who are the called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God. Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men, and the weakness of God is stronger than men.
For consider your calling, brethren, that there were not many wise according to the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble; but God has chosen the foolish things of the world to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to shame the things which are strong, and the base things of the world and the despised God has chosen, the things that are not, so that God may nullify the things that are, so that no man may boast before God." ~ 1 Corinthians 1:18-29
Unlike later Christians, Paul believed in and trusted the salvation of Yeshua (Christ) from death; it was his message. Like later Christians, Paul often condemned the humanity of people (for instance, he was very pro-sexual repression, as you know); it was also his message.
Though Paul was a prophet (unlike any other Pharisee ever), God was not going to save someone like him from death as this would have boasted in Paul's bad behavior.
Paul took offense with God's creation - and God created a free on-set live porn studio called "Earth" where everyone was welcome. What Paul left in his wake were churches that would also take offense and become the churches of today; churches that God refuses to help or support.
Endless apologetics, endless debates - a single "Yea" or "Nay" from God would put an end to them all - but no, not ever, not a single word or ounce of support from God. You're on your own; this is even made plain to atheists.
Monday, November 11, 2019
Tweets - November 11th - Pierced Ahead
When it comes to walking with God, everything is progressive, always progressive; nothing is ever forced or rushed.
This Faith, this life of mine that belongs to God, entrusting my flesh to God, considering "worry" and "doubt" worthless things; this Faith has stirred something up in me these last few weeks.
I went outside to have some dialogue with Christ tonight, and before I could say a word, these 4 spacecrafts flew together across the sky (over Laurel, MD). One after another.
The second was close to the first, the third about twice as far back, and the fourth as equally as far back from the third as the third was from the second. There was a thin light that went through all 4 of them and pierced ahead. I've never seen a formation like it.
Update - 11/12/2019
The peculiarity of the event made me check to see if others near me saw the same event. After a bit of googling and twitter searching, I have doubts that these things were spacecrafts. My searches led me to the StarLink cluster of satellites by SpaceX. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Starlink_(satellite_constellation)
This was the view from LA yesterday, not sure if they traveled eastward - but maybe so (I only saw 4, and the thin light may have been smaller satellite clusters): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JqACWozdHsA
I sure hope these things don't clutter up the sky.
What's interesting is that I was there at just the right time to see them. I had never even heard of StarLink before this (today). Yesterday, I knew that I wanted to go outside and speak to God and Christ.
So I looked at the weather app on my phone to see how cold it was going to get, and I noticed that it was going to get cloudy soon. So I got up, put on my slippers and jacket and went outside. I opened my folding chair and sat down, then I saw the 4 satellites.
They flew fast, and if I would have come outside just a minute later, I would have missed them.
This Faith, this life of mine that belongs to God, entrusting my flesh to God, considering "worry" and "doubt" worthless things; this Faith has stirred something up in me these last few weeks.
I went outside to have some dialogue with Christ tonight, and before I could say a word, these 4 spacecrafts flew together across the sky (over Laurel, MD). One after another.
The second was close to the first, the third about twice as far back, and the fourth as equally as far back from the third as the third was from the second. There was a thin light that went through all 4 of them and pierced ahead. I've never seen a formation like it.
Update - 11/12/2019
The peculiarity of the event made me check to see if others near me saw the same event. After a bit of googling and twitter searching, I have doubts that these things were spacecrafts. My searches led me to the StarLink cluster of satellites by SpaceX. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Starlink_(satellite_constellation)
This was the view from LA yesterday, not sure if they traveled eastward - but maybe so (I only saw 4, and the thin light may have been smaller satellite clusters): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JqACWozdHsA
I sure hope these things don't clutter up the sky.
What's interesting is that I was there at just the right time to see them. I had never even heard of StarLink before this (today). Yesterday, I knew that I wanted to go outside and speak to God and Christ.
So I looked at the weather app on my phone to see how cold it was going to get, and I noticed that it was going to get cloudy soon. So I got up, put on my slippers and jacket and went outside. I opened my folding chair and sat down, then I saw the 4 satellites.
They flew fast, and if I would have come outside just a minute later, I would have missed them.
Old garments and wineskins
Mark 2:21-22 ~ "No one sews a patch of unshrunk cloth on an old garment; otherwise the patch pulls away from it, the new from the old, and a worse tear results. No one puts new wine into old wineskins; otherwise the wine will burst the skins, and the wine is lost and the skins as well; but one puts new wine into fresh wineskins."
This was Christ's way of explaining how revolutions should proceed, giving his disciples and listeners the information that revolutionaries should have. In summary, "You should not change this system; fixing its holes will only causes further issues. This system must be created anew." This is how revolutionary the Church once was - a very long time ago. This is why the Jews and Romans hung Christ up on a cross, and not because of the weird excuse of him calling himself "God" and the "son of God". The Jews were well aware of what Christ was doing and what he was teaching, and it's why he taught people in parables. If he hadn't, he would have died much sooner than he had.
Fortunately, unlike any other revolutionary, Christ belonged to God and Christ's flesh was God's glory, so there was just no way God was allowing death to keep him.
The author of the gospel of Mark typically wrapped stories around Christ's teachings; Matthew and Luke copied Mark in this regard, but "fixed" the stories. The author(s) of Luke was not a fan of revolutionary Christ (as it seems), and changed things for his own whitewashed agenda: "No one tears a piece of cloth from a new garment and puts it on an old garment; otherwise he will both tear the new, and the piece from the new will not match the old. And no one puts new wine into old wineskins; otherwise the new wine will burst the skins and it will be spilled out, and the skins will be ruined. But new wine must be put into fresh wineskins. And no one, after drinking old wine wishes for new; for he says, 'The old is good enough.'" ~ Luke 5:36-39.
This is blatantly insulting.
The Church had changed into something unfamiliar. They had become faithless fearful people, and very prone to judgment (thanks much to the teachings of Paul). They had accepted the new gospel of death, heaven and hell; where salvation is for the dead and not the living; where the understanding and tangible compassion of God is for later and not now. They had become godless while holding on to a few teachings of Christ, not understanding them or him.
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It's not the only reason he taught people in parables. Going around openly speaking about eternal life, eternal life, eternal life would have gotten him tossed in whatever version of a psych ward they had. So he taught with parables.
This of course makes no sense if "eternal life" is the same as "dying and going to heaven" - which was nothing different, more of the same, just a different God. Eternal life is eternal life - Christ is experiencing it to this day as we speak; he knew exactly what he meant.
This was Christ's way of explaining how revolutions should proceed, giving his disciples and listeners the information that revolutionaries should have. In summary, "You should not change this system; fixing its holes will only causes further issues. This system must be created anew." This is how revolutionary the Church once was - a very long time ago. This is why the Jews and Romans hung Christ up on a cross, and not because of the weird excuse of him calling himself "God" and the "son of God". The Jews were well aware of what Christ was doing and what he was teaching, and it's why he taught people in parables. If he hadn't, he would have died much sooner than he had.
Fortunately, unlike any other revolutionary, Christ belonged to God and Christ's flesh was God's glory, so there was just no way God was allowing death to keep him.
The author of the gospel of Mark typically wrapped stories around Christ's teachings; Matthew and Luke copied Mark in this regard, but "fixed" the stories. The author(s) of Luke was not a fan of revolutionary Christ (as it seems), and changed things for his own whitewashed agenda: "No one tears a piece of cloth from a new garment and puts it on an old garment; otherwise he will both tear the new, and the piece from the new will not match the old. And no one puts new wine into old wineskins; otherwise the new wine will burst the skins and it will be spilled out, and the skins will be ruined. But new wine must be put into fresh wineskins. And no one, after drinking old wine wishes for new; for he says, 'The old is good enough.'" ~ Luke 5:36-39.
This is blatantly insulting.
The Church had changed into something unfamiliar. They had become faithless fearful people, and very prone to judgment (thanks much to the teachings of Paul). They had accepted the new gospel of death, heaven and hell; where salvation is for the dead and not the living; where the understanding and tangible compassion of God is for later and not now. They had become godless while holding on to a few teachings of Christ, not understanding them or him.
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It's not the only reason he taught people in parables. Going around openly speaking about eternal life, eternal life, eternal life would have gotten him tossed in whatever version of a psych ward they had. So he taught with parables.
This of course makes no sense if "eternal life" is the same as "dying and going to heaven" - which was nothing different, more of the same, just a different God. Eternal life is eternal life - Christ is experiencing it to this day as we speak; he knew exactly what he meant.
Friday, October 25, 2019
Tweets - October 25th - Hunger
Martin Luther King Jr. stated, and I paraphrase, “There are unjust laws and there are just laws. Unjust laws degrade human personality, whereas, just laws uplift”.
I’ve been thinking about hunger. There are so many purposely hidden and closed doors on this planet. All of them should lead to discussions for potential solutions. But the only people seeking to keep them closed are those who wish to either profit from keeping them closed or those who seek to maintain their ideologies by keeping them closed. Such worthlessness. Poverty is expensive, both in cost and in destruction.
It’ll help if we start by figuring out a way to remove common notions of cost and value from certain food stuff. What people consider “valuable” changes from person to person, region to region, and country to country. A global “value” that does not translate into local currencies might be a way forward. It would not benefit anyone seeking to gain a coin. A lot of thought and a lot of discussion are key. Nothing is impossible. Only profiteers would convince you to give up as they fill their bank accounts from your sorrowful surrender.
I’ve been thinking about hunger. There are so many purposely hidden and closed doors on this planet. All of them should lead to discussions for potential solutions. But the only people seeking to keep them closed are those who wish to either profit from keeping them closed or those who seek to maintain their ideologies by keeping them closed. Such worthlessness. Poverty is expensive, both in cost and in destruction.
It’ll help if we start by figuring out a way to remove common notions of cost and value from certain food stuff. What people consider “valuable” changes from person to person, region to region, and country to country. A global “value” that does not translate into local currencies might be a way forward. It would not benefit anyone seeking to gain a coin. A lot of thought and a lot of discussion are key. Nothing is impossible. Only profiteers would convince you to give up as they fill their bank accounts from your sorrowful surrender.
Sunday, October 20, 2019
Tweets - October 20th - Love
Love must be the means, it must be the way, it must be the ends. Without these 3, there will always be injustices nearing your doorstep, you will always know protest. The whole world is in an uproar, and it's nearing my doorstep.
Oh, and Love is action (it's the only way I know how to love). What good is it if a mother feels love for her child but does not save her child when they fall down a well?
Oh, and Love is action (it's the only way I know how to love). What good is it if a mother feels love for her child but does not save her child when they fall down a well?
Thursday, October 17, 2019
Tweets - October 17th - Dialogue
Monologue would have been unacceptable for me. All those years ago when I knocked on God's door, if no one had answered, I would cling to agnosticism or atheism with certainty. I could not bear to hear another man speak to me about God; it was going to be God or nothing.
I wouldn't have been to blame either. "I knocked", "I tried", "No one was there", "If there is a God then God does not answer doors, no matter how hard one knocks."
But here I stand. I knocked once and the door flew open, the wind pulled me in and thrust me to the ground, and I have been astonished ever since. So much effort has gone into fine-tuning this path for me so that I would not stray left or right, so that I would understand the Garden of God (to one day become the Garden of Humanity), and I am so glad.
I don't know what comes next, but there is a lot of work that needs to be done here - none of which will be to maintain the comforts of the status quo. Status quo has meant perpetual injustices, environmental destruction, faithlessness, and slow death on this world, and that's just not good enough for me. But I am patient, and I expectantly wait for the Living God through God's power (which is foolishness to this decaying race). And I am OK with my flesh being used as judgment against this place - a dark thing for those who destroy, and light for those who uplift.
I wouldn't have been to blame either. "I knocked", "I tried", "No one was there", "If there is a God then God does not answer doors, no matter how hard one knocks."
But here I stand. I knocked once and the door flew open, the wind pulled me in and thrust me to the ground, and I have been astonished ever since. So much effort has gone into fine-tuning this path for me so that I would not stray left or right, so that I would understand the Garden of God (to one day become the Garden of Humanity), and I am so glad.
I don't know what comes next, but there is a lot of work that needs to be done here - none of which will be to maintain the comforts of the status quo. Status quo has meant perpetual injustices, environmental destruction, faithlessness, and slow death on this world, and that's just not good enough for me. But I am patient, and I expectantly wait for the Living God through God's power (which is foolishness to this decaying race). And I am OK with my flesh being used as judgment against this place - a dark thing for those who destroy, and light for those who uplift.
Tuesday, October 15, 2019
Tweets - October 15th - Shih Tzu
I was watching this thick and tall guy walking his tiny shih tzu. The dog was jolly, and not afraid nor bothered in the slightest by his large footsteps. The faith of this dog simply didn't allow it to be afraid of something so potentially disastrous. Faith requires innocence.
Sunday, October 13, 2019
Tweets - October 12th thru 14th - Walking Alone
I needed to remind myself that I don't walk alone. I know that I don't walk alone, but I had to remind myself that God is with me in everything - traumatic events change you in unexpected and unanticipated ways, even for years.
I'm currently in Delaware. I went out to the end of a pier a few nights ago, and a spacecraft flew. I didn't expect to see it as I wasn't discussing anything in particular - and I hadn't seen them fly since August I believe.
I've realized that I don't need to concern myself with anything. My worry is not God's worry. God has infinitely greater foresight than I do. So if God was ever concerned, it occurred a long time ago, and plans were set in motion to deal with whatever had been concerning God.
Since God is with me, and my flesh and the broken glass my bare feet walk on all belong to God, what is my concern? The liar, the salesman, and the false prophet - God saw them all coming a long time ago, and has been weaving them into the plan ever since.
People liken light to joy, but my light is not joyous. I live in a world where the things I want don't yet exist. I long for a people who haven't yet been born. God will never hand the Garden over to a people who'd wish to control it. So I'm gonna do my part, whatever that is.
I have ideas, but I'm not even about to walk anywhere alone. I am subtle; people mimic my behavior even when they don't intend to. This is why patience, mercy and forgiveness are of great importance, and why trying to control people is unnecessary and overall harmful.
We're really playing the long game here. I am a child in a Garden. Makes sense to me to rely on mercy rather than control, to wait for God (my Mother) rather than plan a siege. But this wouldn't sit well for a people, for adults, who fear and look forward and only see death.
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I am aware of my audience. Forgiveness is enduring. Forgiveness does not forgo transparency or justice, but it does precede these things.
People are often powerless, whether they recognize it or not, and so they have no other choice but to forgive when they see or receive injustice. Would you forgive if you had the REAL option and power to do something other than forgive? Believe who you are.
The downside is that people are without God and so walk alone, so any "justice" has to come from a court ordered decree or from a personal gun.
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I am unsatisfied with my last set of tweets. I was thinking out loud and I doubt anyone can really get anything of value from them.
Forgiveness is an act, it's how I know that God has forgiven me of my past behaviors (treating people in ways I'd never want them to treat me). When I was forgiven, I was shown jaw-dropping compassion - but I was not entrusted with as much as I am entrusted with now. That took time for me to care and be in a position to receive the things I've received. I would also need to suffer the consequences of my own actions - this requirement did not disappear because I had been forgiven. However, my burden was not as heavy, and I did not have to do all the repairing all by myself, but I had to do much of the work myself. (Just making right what was made wrong.)
Eventually, God will forgive the world; this will be evident when God saves the dead. My hope is that, through the kindling of God's judgment, people end up in a position that God can save them while they're still alive, so this world can be transformed into the perpetual Garden.
There is the other side of forgiveness that isn't so much an act, but is rather the letting hold of a grudge for an injustice committed. That's up to the person. Just be honest about your feelings. But if in spite, you lay a trap for the person you hold a grudge against, you shouldn't expect God to remove the trap before you.
I'm currently in Delaware. I went out to the end of a pier a few nights ago, and a spacecraft flew. I didn't expect to see it as I wasn't discussing anything in particular - and I hadn't seen them fly since August I believe.
I've realized that I don't need to concern myself with anything. My worry is not God's worry. God has infinitely greater foresight than I do. So if God was ever concerned, it occurred a long time ago, and plans were set in motion to deal with whatever had been concerning God.
Since God is with me, and my flesh and the broken glass my bare feet walk on all belong to God, what is my concern? The liar, the salesman, and the false prophet - God saw them all coming a long time ago, and has been weaving them into the plan ever since.
People liken light to joy, but my light is not joyous. I live in a world where the things I want don't yet exist. I long for a people who haven't yet been born. God will never hand the Garden over to a people who'd wish to control it. So I'm gonna do my part, whatever that is.
I have ideas, but I'm not even about to walk anywhere alone. I am subtle; people mimic my behavior even when they don't intend to. This is why patience, mercy and forgiveness are of great importance, and why trying to control people is unnecessary and overall harmful.
We're really playing the long game here. I am a child in a Garden. Makes sense to me to rely on mercy rather than control, to wait for God (my Mother) rather than plan a siege. But this wouldn't sit well for a people, for adults, who fear and look forward and only see death.
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I am aware of my audience. Forgiveness is enduring. Forgiveness does not forgo transparency or justice, but it does precede these things.
People are often powerless, whether they recognize it or not, and so they have no other choice but to forgive when they see or receive injustice. Would you forgive if you had the REAL option and power to do something other than forgive? Believe who you are.
The downside is that people are without God and so walk alone, so any "justice" has to come from a court ordered decree or from a personal gun.
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I am unsatisfied with my last set of tweets. I was thinking out loud and I doubt anyone can really get anything of value from them.
Forgiveness is an act, it's how I know that God has forgiven me of my past behaviors (treating people in ways I'd never want them to treat me). When I was forgiven, I was shown jaw-dropping compassion - but I was not entrusted with as much as I am entrusted with now. That took time for me to care and be in a position to receive the things I've received. I would also need to suffer the consequences of my own actions - this requirement did not disappear because I had been forgiven. However, my burden was not as heavy, and I did not have to do all the repairing all by myself, but I had to do much of the work myself. (Just making right what was made wrong.)
Eventually, God will forgive the world; this will be evident when God saves the dead. My hope is that, through the kindling of God's judgment, people end up in a position that God can save them while they're still alive, so this world can be transformed into the perpetual Garden.
There is the other side of forgiveness that isn't so much an act, but is rather the letting hold of a grudge for an injustice committed. That's up to the person. Just be honest about your feelings. But if in spite, you lay a trap for the person you hold a grudge against, you shouldn't expect God to remove the trap before you.
Wednesday, September 18, 2019
Tweets - September 18th - Universe
The universe is so simple that ants understand it completely; it is so complex that physicists are dumbfounded by it. The universe is an extension of God.
There is no part of the universe that is separate from God, and there is nothing that happens outside of God's approval. As such, in making things this way, God has made God knowable. Through deeds alone, God is understandable.
The mind of an adult will find God difficult to perceive because of all their opinions and philosophies and beliefs.
The mind of a baby will find God simple to understand because they understand decency and care, and they have no bias or preconceived notions about who their Mother is other than what their Mother shows them.
It is for this reason that you cannot know God without having the mind of an infant, effectively being born again.
There is no part of the universe that is separate from God, and there is nothing that happens outside of God's approval. As such, in making things this way, God has made God knowable. Through deeds alone, God is understandable.
The mind of an adult will find God difficult to perceive because of all their opinions and philosophies and beliefs.
The mind of a baby will find God simple to understand because they understand decency and care, and they have no bias or preconceived notions about who their Mother is other than what their Mother shows them.
It is for this reason that you cannot know God without having the mind of an infant, effectively being born again.
Monday, September 2, 2019
Tweets - September 2nd - Warrior
Joel Osteen ~ Have a warrior mentality, not a weak mentality. You have to be more determined than the opposition. If you give up every time things don’t go your way, you don’t want it bad enough.
Is this not the song of a man who walks alone? How can you say, "God is with us", when your strength is in the skill and power of your own hands, and your faith nothing more than a series of feelings?
These prophets speak from their own sunken place as they convince you to be warriors who must fight, even for God. God has not sent these prophets, not any of them. This is going to be made clear as you watch God speak in foulness while these prophets remain silent in stupor.
Joel is a capitalist, a man of with a worldly mentality, and this is evident by his approach in dealing with conflict. "Do not lean on community, nor learn from one another, nor grow together, but be more determined than your opposition. Be a warrior. Take out the competition."
Is this not the song of a man who walks alone? How can you say, "God is with us", when your strength is in the skill and power of your own hands, and your faith nothing more than a series of feelings?
These prophets speak from their own sunken place as they convince you to be warriors who must fight, even for God. God has not sent these prophets, not any of them. This is going to be made clear as you watch God speak in foulness while these prophets remain silent in stupor.
Joel is a capitalist, a man of with a worldly mentality, and this is evident by his approach in dealing with conflict. "Do not lean on community, nor learn from one another, nor grow together, but be more determined than your opposition. Be a warrior. Take out the competition."
Wednesday, August 28, 2019
Tweets - August 28th - Offensive
The idea of God is often so profoundly offensive to people who've left religion. I sympathize with you, even with your bitter remarks. I was raised Pentecostal, and I was told by every child, adult, pastor and prophet that I was going to hell because I found men attractive. One prophet even said that God was going to burn all fags alive in fire in the year 2000, and like everyone else in that congregation, I believed him. Only difference between me and everyone else was that I was scared shitless; I was only about 15 years old at the time (1994/95). Any remaining childhood innocence and sexual liberty I had was taken away; it was gone. So (as many can relate - even those who have not yet left their beliefs) I hated the fact that I found men attractive, and I tried to like tits, I really did. I'm pretty sure I tried masturbating to pictures of women (the internet was still up and coming) - such a waste of time, especially since I still found my way to pictures of naked men. I became a bible thumper. I became arrogant; I was right, you were wrong and I was not afraid to let you know.
But in 1999, some people above decided it was time to throw a wrench in the cogs of my life, the life of a truly sad child. I was allowed to peek. "I did not ask for this!", "I did not want it!", "I did not want to see it!", "I'm already fighting my sexual attraction and you decided to do this to me!". It was like some woman flashed me her cooch, grabbed me by the head, and shoved my face into it. It offended me, and besides one person (who I'm still close with), I told no one what I saw (at the time). It was embarrassing, and I just didn't want another reason for people to point and laugh at me.
For sake of reference, a story I've since told a thousand times: "When I was a teenager, I worked at Six Flags America in Largo, Maryland. One evening, in 1999 while walking toward the employee exit, I looked up at the stars and an odd bright star caught my eye - it simply didn't look like the rest. While walking and staring at this odd star, the star shot off in a spiral motion and flew out into space at an incredible speed. I stopped walking and dropped my mouth in complete awe. I looked around to see if anyone else just saw what I had seen, but they were teenagers, running around and playing."
Even though I was allowed to peek, it still didn't stop my engines - I just lived with that annoyingly loud banging wrench for as long as I could; but they (pointing upward) knew my engine would slowly breakdown overtime, and there was no way I was avoiding it. No rush, everything on time.
So, you see, I'm looking forward to some of you being able to peek. If the idea of God offends you or if you are still religious, you won't like it. You might not see what I saw, as you may require something different altogether, but whatever it is, it'll be just what you need at just the right time in just the right way.
Acts 22:6-7 "But it happened that as I was on my way, approaching Damascus about noontime, a very bright light suddenly flashed from heaven all around me, and I fell to the ground and heard a voice saying to me, 'Saul, why are you persecuting Me?'".
The book of Acts was written by men who were ashamed of the liberty of Yeshua (Christ), but I believe this particular story because I can relate. As bad mouthed as I was, I was no violent murderous Pharisee. So a painful blinding light was not required for me, but it was for him.
But in 1999, some people above decided it was time to throw a wrench in the cogs of my life, the life of a truly sad child. I was allowed to peek. "I did not ask for this!", "I did not want it!", "I did not want to see it!", "I'm already fighting my sexual attraction and you decided to do this to me!". It was like some woman flashed me her cooch, grabbed me by the head, and shoved my face into it. It offended me, and besides one person (who I'm still close with), I told no one what I saw (at the time). It was embarrassing, and I just didn't want another reason for people to point and laugh at me.
For sake of reference, a story I've since told a thousand times: "When I was a teenager, I worked at Six Flags America in Largo, Maryland. One evening, in 1999 while walking toward the employee exit, I looked up at the stars and an odd bright star caught my eye - it simply didn't look like the rest. While walking and staring at this odd star, the star shot off in a spiral motion and flew out into space at an incredible speed. I stopped walking and dropped my mouth in complete awe. I looked around to see if anyone else just saw what I had seen, but they were teenagers, running around and playing."
Even though I was allowed to peek, it still didn't stop my engines - I just lived with that annoyingly loud banging wrench for as long as I could; but they (pointing upward) knew my engine would slowly breakdown overtime, and there was no way I was avoiding it. No rush, everything on time.
So, you see, I'm looking forward to some of you being able to peek. If the idea of God offends you or if you are still religious, you won't like it. You might not see what I saw, as you may require something different altogether, but whatever it is, it'll be just what you need at just the right time in just the right way.
Acts 22:6-7 "But it happened that as I was on my way, approaching Damascus about noontime, a very bright light suddenly flashed from heaven all around me, and I fell to the ground and heard a voice saying to me, 'Saul, why are you persecuting Me?'".
The book of Acts was written by men who were ashamed of the liberty of Yeshua (Christ), but I believe this particular story because I can relate. As bad mouthed as I was, I was no violent murderous Pharisee. So a painful blinding light was not required for me, but it was for him.
Tweets - August 22nd - Peek
It looks like some people are going to be permitted to take a peek behind the veil. This was the message I receive tonight. What this means is that, for a brief moment, some of you will be stopped in your tracks in absolute astonishment. Beyond this, I can only speculate.
God wants a Garden of Liberty here, and it's ongoing construction is going to piss off a lot of people - even those allowed to peek.
Why a peek? Well, it is a nail hammered so far in your flesh that it becomes impossible to remove. You'll probably find it offensive, if not downright painful, but it will change you as necessary (for your sake and the Garden's).
You'll understand that the light of a child's endless youth and the darkness of an adult's looming death both belong to God; you are what God made you to be. You'll peek and see, and you may take offense.
God wants a Garden of Liberty here, and it's ongoing construction is going to piss off a lot of people - even those allowed to peek.
Why a peek? Well, it is a nail hammered so far in your flesh that it becomes impossible to remove. You'll probably find it offensive, if not downright painful, but it will change you as necessary (for your sake and the Garden's).
You'll understand that the light of a child's endless youth and the darkness of an adult's looming death both belong to God; you are what God made you to be. You'll peek and see, and you may take offense.
Thursday, August 15, 2019
Tweets - August 15th - Authoritarians
Authoritarianism is coming to an end. Authoritarians in the workplace, authoritarians in the home, authoritarians at the altar; they are all coming to an end.
So many people are going to be pissed off because they can no longer rule over those with less strength. They can no longer control others, they don't even have a say anymore. Boo hoo.
So many mothers, and fathers, and husbands, and legislators will be pissed off; they will see red and grind their teeth as they march toward the grave. People are really going to try to fight God on this. But God wants a Garden of Liberty here, and that's that.
God knows exactly who you are, exactly what makes you you, and God has solutions. The path is going to be tough to follow, even though it's as flat as a fresh paved road, even though there are lights as bright as the sun leading the way.
So many people are going to be pissed off because they can no longer rule over those with less strength. They can no longer control others, they don't even have a say anymore. Boo hoo.
So many mothers, and fathers, and husbands, and legislators will be pissed off; they will see red and grind their teeth as they march toward the grave. People are really going to try to fight God on this. But God wants a Garden of Liberty here, and that's that.
God knows exactly who you are, exactly what makes you you, and God has solutions. The path is going to be tough to follow, even though it's as flat as a fresh paved road, even though there are lights as bright as the sun leading the way.
Wednesday, August 7, 2019
Tweets - August 7th - Timothy, Dicks and Women
I just read first Timothy (in the bible), and it literally mansplained to me the misogynistic message of what it means to be a church leader. I dropped my jaw and clutched my pearls a few times reading that book. For instance, 1 Timothy 4:6-7, "In pointing out these things to the brethren, you will be a good servant of Christ Jesus, constantly nourished on the words of the faith and of the sound doctrine which you have been following. But have nothing to do with worldly fables fit only for old women." I suppose it's only fair that I remember where y'all are coming from, but I've forgotten all of this, and I am not impressed.
First Timothy was written for godless people who understood that they were physically rejected by God, and any real hope of God's kindness would have to be reserved for the unseeable future (heaven, Jesus's return, rapture, etc). To them, it became all about being a believer and pious and full of good deeds (even though Yeshua the Christ, whom they rejected, said to them plainly, "Be honest with yourselves and do not do what you hate. For that which is in darkness will be brought to light."). So they started doing things themselves, not building on the law of human decency, but rather on the law of being obedient and having restrictive sex (and all the foulness sex represented to them ...and therefore God). Incidentally, first Timothy is centered on the awesomeness of having a dick.
"Therefore, I want younger widows to get married, bear children, keep house, and give the enemy no occasion for reproach; for some have already turned aside to follow Satan." ...by having too many orgasms while wearing contraception and not doing the dishes (or keeping house).
"At the same time they also learn to be idle, as they go around from house to house; and not merely idle, but also gossips and busybodies, talking about things not proper to mention." Those damned women. The lord really needs to get a grip and understand that having a vagina does not make you a lesser person, or a gossiping busybody.
Honestly, the book doesn't sound even like Paul. Maybe some of chapter 1, but none of the rest.
First Timothy was written for godless people who understood that they were physically rejected by God, and any real hope of God's kindness would have to be reserved for the unseeable future (heaven, Jesus's return, rapture, etc). To them, it became all about being a believer and pious and full of good deeds (even though Yeshua the Christ, whom they rejected, said to them plainly, "Be honest with yourselves and do not do what you hate. For that which is in darkness will be brought to light."). So they started doing things themselves, not building on the law of human decency, but rather on the law of being obedient and having restrictive sex (and all the foulness sex represented to them ...and therefore God). Incidentally, first Timothy is centered on the awesomeness of having a dick.
"Therefore, I want younger widows to get married, bear children, keep house, and give the enemy no occasion for reproach; for some have already turned aside to follow Satan." ...by having too many orgasms while wearing contraception and not doing the dishes (or keeping house).
"At the same time they also learn to be idle, as they go around from house to house; and not merely idle, but also gossips and busybodies, talking about things not proper to mention." Those damned women. The lord really needs to get a grip and understand that having a vagina does not make you a lesser person, or a gossiping busybody.
Honestly, the book doesn't sound even like Paul. Maybe some of chapter 1, but none of the rest.
Tweets - August 6th - Doubt
My own feelings. I have been very encouraged by this. It reminds me of the cloud-wing over the Sahara all those years ago - that encouraged me too. It's not that these things founded my faith, but they are a complement and addition to what I've been made to understand.
I've surely been down that rabbit hole of feelings of doubt - questioning whether God left me all alone, but the beauty that God has given me is always present. So I haven't had any of those of those feelings lately. Even if I did, I don't expect God to treat me any differently.
The mercy of God is not founded or dependent on my trust, my trust is founded and dependent on God's mercy. As such, I have never been treated differently by God because of my questionings. I think Paul may have been correct in that the calling of God is irrevocable.
The establishing of my faith did not require much. God only needed to show me kindness, and the counsel of angels only helped. So there is no threat of me going off in a thousand different directions from the path God set me on. But I don't think this is enough for the world.
As far as I'm aware, a person's faith must be established on the kindness of God. But this view may change in the days ahead as God has been doing new things (from my perspective).
For some, it may be possible for their faith to be founded on what they see God doing, in others, wrath will first be required (the Earth will need to undergo wrath so that people will NEVER EVER EVER again plant the seeds they have planted).
Thinking more about these things, I suppose if trusting God becomes a serious problem for someone called, then God would get involved and do what needed to be done (whatever that is); especially if this lack of trust begins to affect their behavior.
While in distress, I was given advice from above several years ago, and I was told that I never needed to fear God leaving me alone and I never needed to be hopeful that God would do good. I trust this advice (I do now anyway).
I've surely been down that rabbit hole of feelings of doubt - questioning whether God left me all alone, but the beauty that God has given me is always present. So I haven't had any of those of those feelings lately. Even if I did, I don't expect God to treat me any differently.
The mercy of God is not founded or dependent on my trust, my trust is founded and dependent on God's mercy. As such, I have never been treated differently by God because of my questionings. I think Paul may have been correct in that the calling of God is irrevocable.
The establishing of my faith did not require much. God only needed to show me kindness, and the counsel of angels only helped. So there is no threat of me going off in a thousand different directions from the path God set me on. But I don't think this is enough for the world.
As far as I'm aware, a person's faith must be established on the kindness of God. But this view may change in the days ahead as God has been doing new things (from my perspective).
For some, it may be possible for their faith to be founded on what they see God doing, in others, wrath will first be required (the Earth will need to undergo wrath so that people will NEVER EVER EVER again plant the seeds they have planted).
Thinking more about these things, I suppose if trusting God becomes a serious problem for someone called, then God would get involved and do what needed to be done (whatever that is); especially if this lack of trust begins to affect their behavior.
While in distress, I was given advice from above several years ago, and I was told that I never needed to fear God leaving me alone and I never needed to be hopeful that God would do good. I trust this advice (I do now anyway).
Wednesday, July 31, 2019
Tweet - July 31st
Last night I was encouraged from above to wait for God. It was so exciting. I felt like a giddy child on Christmas eve anticipating my gifts in the morning. You see, I chipped my bottom front tooth last week while biting a piece of mango off a fork.
Monday, July 22, 2019
Tweets - July 22nd
I had a conversation a few weeks ago with "heaven", and it was agreed that the U.S. government is not pure evil. So even if Trump gave the go ahead to wipe a country off the map, I trust that both congress and the U.S. military would raise their middle fingers in one accord.
So no. You, like everyone else in this place, can only do as much as you are permitted to do. Even if you wished, there are some things you are not allowed to do. King, President, whatever. You would be denied the availability and the resources, and it's as simple as that.
And those things you are allowed to do, you are only allowed a time so that the truth might be made obvious to the King, those who wield the sword, and those who suffer under them. There is nothing that happens in this universe without God's approval.
God loves the world. And as much as God is forced to endure the brutal violence and starvation forced on children in places like Yemen, God was not about to come to their rescue. This is plainly obvious.
God is not going to save the dying dead, nor should we ever expect God to be a light to Islam (or Christianity for that matter). God chose brutal oppression and starvation over saving your children, and this is a harsh reality, and the message still isn't heeded.
If God were going to be a light to Christianity, it would have occurred a long time ago. But here we are, where people are still waiting on the lord to get up, move, and rapture them.
The severity of God's judgment is well understood in this place. The fact that holy books exist are testament of this (as they encourage people to see and believe in some side of God that does not exist).
God is going to save the world (from both oppression and death). But this will require the oppressors and the oppressed to reap what they have sown, see and understand what they have done, embrace decency, and walk with God (who will be revealed to them).
Capitalism, for instance, is a form of oppression. Though many are saved by it, others are destroyed by it. Solutions in this place are warped. Instead of changing the dog-eat-dog system, the victim is blamed because he was eaten; perpetuating cycles of poverty and violence.
So no. You, like everyone else in this place, can only do as much as you are permitted to do. Even if you wished, there are some things you are not allowed to do. King, President, whatever. You would be denied the availability and the resources, and it's as simple as that.
And those things you are allowed to do, you are only allowed a time so that the truth might be made obvious to the King, those who wield the sword, and those who suffer under them. There is nothing that happens in this universe without God's approval.
God loves the world. And as much as God is forced to endure the brutal violence and starvation forced on children in places like Yemen, God was not about to come to their rescue. This is plainly obvious.
God is not going to save the dying dead, nor should we ever expect God to be a light to Islam (or Christianity for that matter). God chose brutal oppression and starvation over saving your children, and this is a harsh reality, and the message still isn't heeded.
If God were going to be a light to Christianity, it would have occurred a long time ago. But here we are, where people are still waiting on the lord to get up, move, and rapture them.
The severity of God's judgment is well understood in this place. The fact that holy books exist are testament of this (as they encourage people to see and believe in some side of God that does not exist).
God is going to save the world (from both oppression and death). But this will require the oppressors and the oppressed to reap what they have sown, see and understand what they have done, embrace decency, and walk with God (who will be revealed to them).
Capitalism, for instance, is a form of oppression. Though many are saved by it, others are destroyed by it. Solutions in this place are warped. Instead of changing the dog-eat-dog system, the victim is blamed because he was eaten; perpetuating cycles of poverty and violence.
Monday, July 15, 2019
Tweets - July 15th
Any laws, economies, or systems which require punishment as a means to order the population, is a system not worth having. In no manner will God remove humanity from its exiled state before this is clearly understood. Consider restoration, consider justice, consider mercy.
Too many bad decisions are made here, and each of them start with lies.
The Garden of God (the future of this world) is an agreement existing between mankind and God. So there is no Garden without the support and will of mankind, and there is no Garden without the support and will of God.
There are no dictators or rulers or authorities in the Garden, so there must be trust; this type of trust does not yet exist on this planet. The purpose of God's judgment and wrath (that you will feel with your flesh and see with your eyes) is to change this once and for all.
The trust between one person and another will be like the trust between an infant and its mother, like the trust between twin sisters who adore each other; it will be like the then trust between mankind and God.
This trust does not yet exist in this godless world where trusting others is often a terrible idea.
That thing you serve day and night, who encourages violence, who punishes for the sake of inflicting pain, is nothing - it is nothing - it so much of nothing that you must pick up bat, stone, broken glass, and gun, and do all the violence yourself, encouraging others and justifying it by doing it all in the name of that lord you serve. I'm telling you, every ho, fag and prostitute will walk barefoot in God's Garden before you.
Too many bad decisions are made here, and each of them start with lies.
The Garden of God (the future of this world) is an agreement existing between mankind and God. So there is no Garden without the support and will of mankind, and there is no Garden without the support and will of God.
There are no dictators or rulers or authorities in the Garden, so there must be trust; this type of trust does not yet exist on this planet. The purpose of God's judgment and wrath (that you will feel with your flesh and see with your eyes) is to change this once and for all.
The trust between one person and another will be like the trust between an infant and its mother, like the trust between twin sisters who adore each other; it will be like the then trust between mankind and God.
This trust does not yet exist in this godless world where trusting others is often a terrible idea.
That thing you serve day and night, who encourages violence, who punishes for the sake of inflicting pain, is nothing - it is nothing - it so much of nothing that you must pick up bat, stone, broken glass, and gun, and do all the violence yourself, encouraging others and justifying it by doing it all in the name of that lord you serve. I'm telling you, every ho, fag and prostitute will walk barefoot in God's Garden before you.
Saturday, July 13, 2019
Tweets - July 9th and 12th
Jumping to conclusions is often the simplest, and easiest, and quickest thing to do. It doesn't require any thought. It doesn't even require the truth. You would never want anyone to treat you this way.
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You can go out and be as strong, as smart, as mighty, as rich, as wise, and as powerful as you possibly can be. But I promise you, such things are painfully ending, and it will be the gentle who inherit the Earth.
A good indicator of gentleness is when a person does not need to attach intelligence or wisdom or strength or monetary value to their own self worth.
You are who you are. There's never a need to lie to yourself; if you think it impresses God, you are greatly mistaken. Acceptable change begins by being honest with yourself about yourself.
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You can go out and be as strong, as smart, as mighty, as rich, as wise, and as powerful as you possibly can be. But I promise you, such things are painfully ending, and it will be the gentle who inherit the Earth.
A good indicator of gentleness is when a person does not need to attach intelligence or wisdom or strength or monetary value to their own self worth.
You are who you are. There's never a need to lie to yourself; if you think it impresses God, you are greatly mistaken. Acceptable change begins by being honest with yourself about yourself.
Friday, July 5, 2019
Tweets - July 5th - Timed
As of the last few months, something new has been occurring. It's usually just one spacecraft (among several during the night) - its light illumines and darkens at timed intervals and in a repeating pattern.
It's usually different each time - sometimes a quick flash is thrown in, sometimes the light goes bright, dims, then gets a little brighter and darkens - always timed, always in interval. I'm unfamiliar with this, but it has been happening.
What I do understand is that this world is about to meet her God face-to-face, and she will tremble and shit herself. And it's amazing that this knowledge could not come through teaching, but through experience.
Maybe I could have received the message of God's wrath by watching someone else endure it, but I was the subject - brought out of religion and refined through terrible fire - and I survived because I heeded and I understood that God requires mercy.
It's usually different each time - sometimes a quick flash is thrown in, sometimes the light goes bright, dims, then gets a little brighter and darkens - always timed, always in interval. I'm unfamiliar with this, but it has been happening.
What I do understand is that this world is about to meet her God face-to-face, and she will tremble and shit herself. And it's amazing that this knowledge could not come through teaching, but through experience.
Maybe I could have received the message of God's wrath by watching someone else endure it, but I was the subject - brought out of religion and refined through terrible fire - and I survived because I heeded and I understood that God requires mercy.
Thursday, July 4, 2019
Tweets - July 4th - Temple of God
If your body is the "Temple of God", then I expect this to be or become evident in your flesh, so, that which was once dying is obviously becoming eternal; otherwise, you're just repeating things your pastor said and are in fact perishing and withering away.
Your temple is as glorious as an ant hill, and you've planted a worthless idol on its highest altar and set beside it scrolls of violence and judgment; destruction was the only possible outcome.
I don't expect God to bother building a "Temple" among the foul ruins until the idol, altar, and scrolls are pulverized and removed. And since we're talking about the flesh here, only God can build the "Temple of God". God knows what God wants, from the very beginning.
Your temple is as glorious as an ant hill, and you've planted a worthless idol on its highest altar and set beside it scrolls of violence and judgment; destruction was the only possible outcome.
I don't expect God to bother building a "Temple" among the foul ruins until the idol, altar, and scrolls are pulverized and removed. And since we're talking about the flesh here, only God can build the "Temple of God". God knows what God wants, from the very beginning.
Thursday, June 27, 2019
God is arriving
The message given to me last night was given to me with emphasis (with an increasing brightness in the light of the craft that flew), so it's important to understand and (I think) important for me to share.
God is arriving. This means that God is set on straightening in this world what has been warped, and this will be painful, but it is needed. God intends to save the world, and this requires raising up a people who can be saved and given over to life eternal. God will not come like a mother whipping her child with a belt (angels agreed with emphasis), as violence is often the limit and bounds of her understanding; instead, God will come giving the harvest of the seeds planted. In this way, it will be easier to understand what it requires for you to follow the law of human decency (making right what was made wrong, treating others in ways you'd want to be treated yourself).
Hopefully, this display of God's fierce anger will lead you to becoming honest with yourself, and knowing yourself, and understanding why it is you do some of the things you do. "Why?!" is a very important question to always ask yourself, to ask God, and to ask the world. My hope is that when you understand why God is doing what God is doing, you will know gentleness so that you might be on the receiving end of mercy for a change; and that the sum of your experiences (that God will put you through) will create in you the trusting faith that God requires, so that you easily prefer to lean on God's kindness rather than guns and foul judgment. (I say all these things from experience.) Melting guns into frying pans won't seem like a stupid idea ever again at that point. The anger of God can be compared to a person undergoing years of swelling, months of chest pains, and finally a massive heart attack after years of eating pounds of salty fatty bacon everyday. 2000 years seems to have been just long enough for people to be able to understand what it means to cling to God without also clinging to harmful behavior patterns and clinging to those awful violent religious doctrines.
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I was speaking to a friend over the weekend, and he mentioned with a sad voice the fun times of the years gone by. For a moment I was confused and wondered what he was talking about. You know, darkness is in my face, and probably will be for a while, but in the distance is only Light. It's an expectation, an anticipation because of my knowledge of God. I expect a transformation and resurrection of this decaying world into the Garden of the Living God, the land of compassionate human beings who do not find things like nudity and blowjobs offensive - slavery, Absofuckinglutely, blowjobs, Never. I would never want to go back, not ever on any day; there is only forward, and my future is FUN (right after we push through this darkness).
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The messengers (as I've called them) have been very active in the night skies these last few months. Their presence is what's been encouraging me to speak so much. They aren't necessarily giving messages every time they fly overhead, but their presence is motivating.
Tonight was a talk on capitalism. Something happened that hasn't happened in years. 2 spacecrafts flew simultaneously as if one were being pulled by the other. As they flew, the rear craft dimmed its lights first, then the leading craft dimmed its lights.
The one following was not directly behind, but flew a few degrees to the left (from my point of view looking up), but they both flew at the exact same speed in the same direction, until they went out of sight.
I really need to think about what to say concerning capitalists and the coming judgment (as I was told on June 28, 2018, God is going to make it difficult for a capitalist to be a capitalist). I'm too tired to think about it right now though, as it will require my full attention.
God is arriving. This means that God is set on straightening in this world what has been warped, and this will be painful, but it is needed. God intends to save the world, and this requires raising up a people who can be saved and given over to life eternal. God will not come like a mother whipping her child with a belt (angels agreed with emphasis), as violence is often the limit and bounds of her understanding; instead, God will come giving the harvest of the seeds planted. In this way, it will be easier to understand what it requires for you to follow the law of human decency (making right what was made wrong, treating others in ways you'd want to be treated yourself).
Hopefully, this display of God's fierce anger will lead you to becoming honest with yourself, and knowing yourself, and understanding why it is you do some of the things you do. "Why?!" is a very important question to always ask yourself, to ask God, and to ask the world. My hope is that when you understand why God is doing what God is doing, you will know gentleness so that you might be on the receiving end of mercy for a change; and that the sum of your experiences (that God will put you through) will create in you the trusting faith that God requires, so that you easily prefer to lean on God's kindness rather than guns and foul judgment. (I say all these things from experience.) Melting guns into frying pans won't seem like a stupid idea ever again at that point. The anger of God can be compared to a person undergoing years of swelling, months of chest pains, and finally a massive heart attack after years of eating pounds of salty fatty bacon everyday. 2000 years seems to have been just long enough for people to be able to understand what it means to cling to God without also clinging to harmful behavior patterns and clinging to those awful violent religious doctrines.
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I was speaking to a friend over the weekend, and he mentioned with a sad voice the fun times of the years gone by. For a moment I was confused and wondered what he was talking about. You know, darkness is in my face, and probably will be for a while, but in the distance is only Light. It's an expectation, an anticipation because of my knowledge of God. I expect a transformation and resurrection of this decaying world into the Garden of the Living God, the land of compassionate human beings who do not find things like nudity and blowjobs offensive - slavery, Absofuckinglutely, blowjobs, Never. I would never want to go back, not ever on any day; there is only forward, and my future is FUN (right after we push through this darkness).
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The messengers (as I've called them) have been very active in the night skies these last few months. Their presence is what's been encouraging me to speak so much. They aren't necessarily giving messages every time they fly overhead, but their presence is motivating.
Tonight was a talk on capitalism. Something happened that hasn't happened in years. 2 spacecrafts flew simultaneously as if one were being pulled by the other. As they flew, the rear craft dimmed its lights first, then the leading craft dimmed its lights.
The one following was not directly behind, but flew a few degrees to the left (from my point of view looking up), but they both flew at the exact same speed in the same direction, until they went out of sight.
I really need to think about what to say concerning capitalists and the coming judgment (as I was told on June 28, 2018, God is going to make it difficult for a capitalist to be a capitalist). I'm too tired to think about it right now though, as it will require my full attention.
Saturday, June 22, 2019
The Severity of God's Judgment
I have not known coincidences in over 13 years, maybe I never have (I don't know when God called me, I don't even know if the decision was unanimous). Last night, the Messengers of God flew over Laurel, MD.
This world has been exiled and separated from the compassion of the Living God. Today a light bulb came on, and it dawned on me that for the last decade, certainly the last 3 years, God has been revealing to me how God plans to go about changing this.
What do I mean when I say, "exile" and "separated"? "Surely, there is no God." Or, "Surely, God has not been separated from me!" Your experience with God is true; it is the honest and open truth. God has done nothing in secret. God has said, "They will have their liberty, but they will not have Me." So, you see, it's impossible for you to understand the compassion of God - there is nothing to compare it to. In this world, in this race, there is no tangible difference from lacking belief in God(s) and believing that God is with you - the physical experience is exactly the same; and this should speak volumes to you.
It's why you need someone to constantly and consistently reiterate, Sunday after Sunday, how much God loves you and cares for you - the plain and obvious evidence of God's love just isn't there. Yes, we are all alive, and none of us did anything to be here - but the same can be said for every living thing in all 5 kingdoms of life on this planet; making your portion with God no different from a mushroom's.
This is exile, this is separation. You can look at the complexity of this universe, and the strangeness of evolving life - this being more true if you have some knowledge of physics and biological sciences - so it only makes sense that God could do something as simple as "heal". But yet, there are hospitals and hospice centers all over this planet, because as the world is aware (religious or not), without them, there would be far less people alive over the age of 30.
God has desire and liberty, and man has desire and liberty, and the 2 hardly align. What is it that God desires of us? The same now is the same always - here and everywhere: to treat others in the same ways that you'd have others treat you; never restricting their liberty in the process (because you would never want anyone to restrict your liberty without due cause); and to walk trustingly with God. The latter you have absolutely no control over, and this trust is what will create acceptable compassion in you (compassion that is acceptable to God). When God comes and teaches you to know and trust God, you will have no concern with being bombed out of existence or worry about someone breaking in your home to slaughter your kids. Your defense will become God's defense, your strength God's strength, and the weapons of war are never required - not for you. You will not know devastating coincidences, not anymore. But that is then - and that is not where you are right now, nor does it make any sense to you. This is the result of exile and separation.
So what is it that God intends to do? God will, as has been made clear to my understanding, put the people of this world on a path, and if they deviate from that path it will hurt. There will be visible and obvious signs of impending pain, it will become uncomfortable, it will be painful, and it will become hard to breathe. God will not take away your liberty, so you can walk wherever you want to walk, but you can only end up in Life or death - death has been the norm (so it's nothing you aren't used to if you decide to go your own way, and many will die). This is the severity of God's judgment.
It will be made clear to your understanding the direction you should walk - to deviate will hurt, so you'll know not to go that way anymore. You'll keep walking the path that God sets up, and if you are of the few who are not fed up with mercy and grace (which many will be), then things will start to fall in place; things will start to make sense - light bulbs will come on. It will become part of everyday life to walk this path; this will be your formal introduction to the mercy and compassion of God (don't be surprised if the night skies light up above you). You will know what it's like to not hurt, to not fear, to not be in pain, and you will find that trusting in the strength and kindness of God an acceptable and amazing idea. You won't need anyone reiterating weekly that "God is love", it will be plainly obvious to you that your mercy, your justice, your gentleness, and you being a decent human being was a hell of a good idea all along.
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I'm still wondering how a wet rusty nail in a foot works in with all of this. My initial reaction: when my foot slid, I thought I banged it against that plastic barrier - as the pain wasn't that bad. But when the pain wouldn't go away, I realized I had been pierced.
I put the shears away and while running up the stairs, so I could get to the bathroom and check my foot, I asked God, "Why?!" (as in "Why did You let this happen?!"). These were my initial reactions, in case they matter as things become more clear going forward.
"Why would anyone go their own way?" Well, at that time, it will make the most sense to them. People typically justify their bad decisions - turning "bad decisions" into "good decisions".
You'll see pastors justifying the slaughter of sex workers and homosexuals; and you'll see people ignoring the pain as they pick up knives and bats as to treat people in ways they would never want to be treated themselves. This is the way of death.
I would never want to go back and relearn decency again. Yes, I am glad it happened, as the trauma branded that trusting faith in me, but I would never want to go through that again. If you survive, you'll have a journey ahead of you, and it will not be easy; just stay the path.
You have 1.8 million malnourished children in Yemen due to wars, violence, and various forms of oppression, and this is something that God has been forced to deal with on a second-by-second basis.
This type of daily dealings are coming to an end, but it will take years, and it will take a lot of care and devotion on God's part to accomplish all that God has planned.
Pain and awful discomfort will not be preferred, not by those being inflicted, nor by God doing the inflicting (who will only be giving you the bitter fruit of the seeds you planted yourself). Just stay the path so that you might be forgiven and the pain is removed.
God desires LIFE, for this world to become an eternal Garden of compassionate lovers; all kinds of lovers. So you see, staying the path will be impossible for many, specifically for the devoutly conservative and religious.
Though you may be forgiven by God, and the pain from God taken away, staying the path will cause others to hate you. Your liberty and ease will be offensive to them. So you may no longer receive pain from God, but you may receive pain from others.
I promise you it is temporary, and no one can destroy what God intends to save eternally. I expect nothing less for myself, as all those awful things God showed me all those years ago come full circle.
This world has been exiled and separated from the compassion of the Living God. Today a light bulb came on, and it dawned on me that for the last decade, certainly the last 3 years, God has been revealing to me how God plans to go about changing this.
What do I mean when I say, "exile" and "separated"? "Surely, there is no God." Or, "Surely, God has not been separated from me!" Your experience with God is true; it is the honest and open truth. God has done nothing in secret. God has said, "They will have their liberty, but they will not have Me." So, you see, it's impossible for you to understand the compassion of God - there is nothing to compare it to. In this world, in this race, there is no tangible difference from lacking belief in God(s) and believing that God is with you - the physical experience is exactly the same; and this should speak volumes to you.
It's why you need someone to constantly and consistently reiterate, Sunday after Sunday, how much God loves you and cares for you - the plain and obvious evidence of God's love just isn't there. Yes, we are all alive, and none of us did anything to be here - but the same can be said for every living thing in all 5 kingdoms of life on this planet; making your portion with God no different from a mushroom's.
This is exile, this is separation. You can look at the complexity of this universe, and the strangeness of evolving life - this being more true if you have some knowledge of physics and biological sciences - so it only makes sense that God could do something as simple as "heal". But yet, there are hospitals and hospice centers all over this planet, because as the world is aware (religious or not), without them, there would be far less people alive over the age of 30.
God has desire and liberty, and man has desire and liberty, and the 2 hardly align. What is it that God desires of us? The same now is the same always - here and everywhere: to treat others in the same ways that you'd have others treat you; never restricting their liberty in the process (because you would never want anyone to restrict your liberty without due cause); and to walk trustingly with God. The latter you have absolutely no control over, and this trust is what will create acceptable compassion in you (compassion that is acceptable to God). When God comes and teaches you to know and trust God, you will have no concern with being bombed out of existence or worry about someone breaking in your home to slaughter your kids. Your defense will become God's defense, your strength God's strength, and the weapons of war are never required - not for you. You will not know devastating coincidences, not anymore. But that is then - and that is not where you are right now, nor does it make any sense to you. This is the result of exile and separation.
So what is it that God intends to do? God will, as has been made clear to my understanding, put the people of this world on a path, and if they deviate from that path it will hurt. There will be visible and obvious signs of impending pain, it will become uncomfortable, it will be painful, and it will become hard to breathe. God will not take away your liberty, so you can walk wherever you want to walk, but you can only end up in Life or death - death has been the norm (so it's nothing you aren't used to if you decide to go your own way, and many will die). This is the severity of God's judgment.
It will be made clear to your understanding the direction you should walk - to deviate will hurt, so you'll know not to go that way anymore. You'll keep walking the path that God sets up, and if you are of the few who are not fed up with mercy and grace (which many will be), then things will start to fall in place; things will start to make sense - light bulbs will come on. It will become part of everyday life to walk this path; this will be your formal introduction to the mercy and compassion of God (don't be surprised if the night skies light up above you). You will know what it's like to not hurt, to not fear, to not be in pain, and you will find that trusting in the strength and kindness of God an acceptable and amazing idea. You won't need anyone reiterating weekly that "God is love", it will be plainly obvious to you that your mercy, your justice, your gentleness, and you being a decent human being was a hell of a good idea all along.
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I'm still wondering how a wet rusty nail in a foot works in with all of this. My initial reaction: when my foot slid, I thought I banged it against that plastic barrier - as the pain wasn't that bad. But when the pain wouldn't go away, I realized I had been pierced.
I put the shears away and while running up the stairs, so I could get to the bathroom and check my foot, I asked God, "Why?!" (as in "Why did You let this happen?!"). These were my initial reactions, in case they matter as things become more clear going forward.
"Why would anyone go their own way?" Well, at that time, it will make the most sense to them. People typically justify their bad decisions - turning "bad decisions" into "good decisions".
You'll see pastors justifying the slaughter of sex workers and homosexuals; and you'll see people ignoring the pain as they pick up knives and bats as to treat people in ways they would never want to be treated themselves. This is the way of death.
I would never want to go back and relearn decency again. Yes, I am glad it happened, as the trauma branded that trusting faith in me, but I would never want to go through that again. If you survive, you'll have a journey ahead of you, and it will not be easy; just stay the path.
You have 1.8 million malnourished children in Yemen due to wars, violence, and various forms of oppression, and this is something that God has been forced to deal with on a second-by-second basis.
This type of daily dealings are coming to an end, but it will take years, and it will take a lot of care and devotion on God's part to accomplish all that God has planned.
Pain and awful discomfort will not be preferred, not by those being inflicted, nor by God doing the inflicting (who will only be giving you the bitter fruit of the seeds you planted yourself). Just stay the path so that you might be forgiven and the pain is removed.
God desires LIFE, for this world to become an eternal Garden of compassionate lovers; all kinds of lovers. So you see, staying the path will be impossible for many, specifically for the devoutly conservative and religious.
Though you may be forgiven by God, and the pain from God taken away, staying the path will cause others to hate you. Your liberty and ease will be offensive to them. So you may no longer receive pain from God, but you may receive pain from others.
I promise you it is temporary, and no one can destroy what God intends to save eternally. I expect nothing less for myself, as all those awful things God showed me all those years ago come full circle.
Wednesday, June 19, 2019
Tweets - June 19th - Mercy
Sometimes it's the little things that matter. Such small things have such enormous significance; we could have never predicted them.
I am so glad that YOU are who YOU are, Oh Yahweh. I am so thankful that You have made Yourself my trust. You have never required me to work for it, not the tiniest sacrifice, not for a single moment.
You give me what You require from me. It has only done me well to show mercy to others, show mercy to my own flesh, and quietly rely on Your strength and Your mercy.
I hardly know Your plans, and it concerned me for a moment, but then I remember to patiently wait for You; I'm never required to wait forever. I am so glad that the Messengers above me comforted me and counseled me those last few weeks, especially with the dark days ahead.
Because of Your desire, the extension of my life does not depend on the intelligence, the work, or the mercy of men.
I am so glad that YOU are who YOU are, Oh Yahweh. I am so thankful that You have made Yourself my trust. You have never required me to work for it, not the tiniest sacrifice, not for a single moment.
You give me what You require from me. It has only done me well to show mercy to others, show mercy to my own flesh, and quietly rely on Your strength and Your mercy.
I hardly know Your plans, and it concerned me for a moment, but then I remember to patiently wait for You; I'm never required to wait forever. I am so glad that the Messengers above me comforted me and counseled me those last few weeks, especially with the dark days ahead.
Because of Your desire, the extension of my life does not depend on the intelligence, the work, or the mercy of men.
Saturday, June 15, 2019
Tweets - June 15th - Offense
One thing I thought about recently is that if people begin taking what I say seriously, they're going to take offense, they're going to be pissed off. People and their gods are one - they love and hate the same things - "My enemy is god's enemy". So if people actually start to take seriously the idea that God has fiercely rejected them, even to the point of wrath, then they will become bitter with me. Of course, they will not actually be offended by me (because I did nothing), but they will be offended with themselves and yet not blame themselves (or God for that matter).
I am easy to love, and I will be easy to hate, just because I unlocked what you figured you could keep tightly bound and hidden. You belong to God just as much as I do, and we're all going to have to come to the realization of the person you truly are; God can deal with this, but God cannot be violently attacked (unlike me).
The angels, in one of the spacecrafts that flew, lit up the spacecraft very brightly tonight over Laurel. They said to my understanding, "We love you. You got this." And I'm OK with this. I am always on the receiving end of mercy, and I am never alone.
I am easy to love, and I will be easy to hate, just because I unlocked what you figured you could keep tightly bound and hidden. You belong to God just as much as I do, and we're all going to have to come to the realization of the person you truly are; God can deal with this, but God cannot be violently attacked (unlike me).
The angels, in one of the spacecrafts that flew, lit up the spacecraft very brightly tonight over Laurel. They said to my understanding, "We love you. You got this." And I'm OK with this. I am always on the receiving end of mercy, and I am never alone.
Monday, June 10, 2019
Tweets - June 10th thru 15th - Foot
Today I got home from spending a few days over the weekend in Deep Creek lake (mountains in Maryland) with a group of guys. I went outside, in the rain, to harvest some of my squash and zucchini I knew were almost ready before I left for the mountains (4 veggies in all). While walking to put my shears back in the shed, my foot slid, and the side of my foot pushed into a wet rusty nail.
This was an interesting message. If I have to deal with a nail in a foot, then what does this mean for this world, even for a place like the United States. I won't know infection, but you might, and I'm not yet sure what that means. (As for my foot, there isn't much pain, and it will be healed in a few days. My foot and that nail both belong to God.)
I was thinking about the salvation of Christ over the weekend. Christ was everything but a man saved from death by God. Yeshua was anything except a man saved by God from death. This is the faithlessness of this world - where God does not save men from death; therefore, Jesus must have been both God and man.
Because if God saved a regular ol' man from death, giving him eternal life, then why does God refuse to save anyone else (which is a question no one asks on this planet ever). These simple things, these black and white things, are important to recognize; but the blind do not see black and white - not yet.
It remains interesting. It wasn't a matter of 'watching my step', because I did not step on a nail. My foot slid into it. What happened could not have been prevented by paying attention.
Monday night was hell. The pain intensified throughout the evening. It was an irritating pain, and it kept waking me up throughout the night. It honestly felt like a bad dream I couldn't wake up from. Tuesday, the pain was significantly less.
Wednesday (today) there is no pain unless I add pressure to that area of my foot (causing me to walk on the ball and heel of my foot, avoid the side altogether). I imagine that pressure-pain and the swelling will dissipate at the same time. The wound itself has closed.
I suppose this is a teachable moment. It is harsh for anyone to think that God shoved my foot into a nail. Whether it is true or not, nothing can be learned (as we'd rely on assumptions). What can be learned and understood is that God allowed it to happen.
I know God by what I see God doing. There is nothing that happens outside of God's will. The difference with me is that I did not offer up a single request to God or hope to my feelings that all would be well.
It is just a matter of time, a matter of waiting and enduring until I'm made whole; I'm never left alone to wait forever (speaking from my historical walk with God).
God set a de facto standard of healing and salvation and gave me the promise over a decade ago. I made no such standard for God myself (how could I?).
A day or 2 after my injury, I went outside to remove the nail from the plastic-type barrier separating the walkway from the dirt where my vegetable plant containers are sitting. When I tried to unhinge the nail, it just snapped off; that's how rusty the nail was.
I was thinking about what happened to my foot and wondered why God let me slide my foot into a wet rusty nail. It should have been more obvious, but tonight I mentioned, "so that the power of God could be displayed", and a spacecraft flew in agreement. Leaves much to think about.
The swelling in my foot is about 90% gone. I walk flat on my feet again. Still some pressure-pain if I walk too fast or carelessly. I have been taking pictures of the wound since since day one, I may post at some point (the first one is by far the most disgusting one).
This was an interesting message. If I have to deal with a nail in a foot, then what does this mean for this world, even for a place like the United States. I won't know infection, but you might, and I'm not yet sure what that means. (As for my foot, there isn't much pain, and it will be healed in a few days. My foot and that nail both belong to God.)
I was thinking about the salvation of Christ over the weekend. Christ was everything but a man saved from death by God. Yeshua was anything except a man saved by God from death. This is the faithlessness of this world - where God does not save men from death; therefore, Jesus must have been both God and man.
Because if God saved a regular ol' man from death, giving him eternal life, then why does God refuse to save anyone else (which is a question no one asks on this planet ever). These simple things, these black and white things, are important to recognize; but the blind do not see black and white - not yet.
It remains interesting. It wasn't a matter of 'watching my step', because I did not step on a nail. My foot slid into it. What happened could not have been prevented by paying attention.
Monday night was hell. The pain intensified throughout the evening. It was an irritating pain, and it kept waking me up throughout the night. It honestly felt like a bad dream I couldn't wake up from. Tuesday, the pain was significantly less.
Wednesday (today) there is no pain unless I add pressure to that area of my foot (causing me to walk on the ball and heel of my foot, avoid the side altogether). I imagine that pressure-pain and the swelling will dissipate at the same time. The wound itself has closed.
I suppose this is a teachable moment. It is harsh for anyone to think that God shoved my foot into a nail. Whether it is true or not, nothing can be learned (as we'd rely on assumptions). What can be learned and understood is that God allowed it to happen.
I know God by what I see God doing. There is nothing that happens outside of God's will. The difference with me is that I did not offer up a single request to God or hope to my feelings that all would be well.
It is just a matter of time, a matter of waiting and enduring until I'm made whole; I'm never left alone to wait forever (speaking from my historical walk with God).
God set a de facto standard of healing and salvation and gave me the promise over a decade ago. I made no such standard for God myself (how could I?).
A day or 2 after my injury, I went outside to remove the nail from the plastic-type barrier separating the walkway from the dirt where my vegetable plant containers are sitting. When I tried to unhinge the nail, it just snapped off; that's how rusty the nail was.
I was thinking about what happened to my foot and wondered why God let me slide my foot into a wet rusty nail. It should have been more obvious, but tonight I mentioned, "so that the power of God could be displayed", and a spacecraft flew in agreement. Leaves much to think about.
The swelling in my foot is about 90% gone. I walk flat on my feet again. Still some pressure-pain if I walk too fast or carelessly. I have been taking pictures of the wound since since day one, I may post at some point (the first one is by far the most disgusting one).
Wednesday, June 5, 2019
Tweets - June 5th - Judgment
Romans 2:1-3 "Therefore you have no excuse, everyone of you who passes judgment, for in that which you judge another, you condemn yourself; for you who judge practice the same things. And we know that the judgment of God rightly falls upon those who practice such things. But do you suppose this, O man, when you pass judgment on those who practice such things and do the same yourself, that you will escape the judgment of God?"
Paul's issue here wasn't that people judge, but that people are hypocrites. This is a problem, and it's amazing that none of the "saints" could see it (then or now), nor could they help him see.
Paul was often quite judgmental and controlling. If any one of the "saints" had opened their eyes, they would have seen that without judgment, there is no hypocrisy. 2 birds... Dominoes...
Yes, Paul was called by God. When I am not disturbed by his judgmental remarks, I am astonished by what he learned by walking with God. But Paul was at liberty, and he made poor decisions by not treating others the way he'd want others to treat him.
God was not going to save someone who did the things he did, and so Paul died (the opposite of salvation is death). The "foolishness of the cross" is eternal life. There is nothing, "foolish" about dying and going to heaven - as all the world, in all religions, already believed.
Anyway, the church picked up on and began imitating Paul's behavior long ago, even Muhammad picked up on it, and it ripples to today.
Judgment is all I ever knew growing up in this world, certainly in the black community (home, schools, and churches). It was an absolute and wreaked hell on my emotional stability, turning an otherwise innocent child into something judgmental and unstable.
Personally, I don't like being around people who are overbearing. Some may not mind, but I do. I have received a ton of help and lessons from above, and neither God nor the 'messengers', have ever been overbearing or even remotely attempted to control anything I've said or done.
Change is possible without enforcement and strictness, but it does require love, care, forgiveness, and patience. Paul did not imitate this liberty given him.
Paul's issue here wasn't that people judge, but that people are hypocrites. This is a problem, and it's amazing that none of the "saints" could see it (then or now), nor could they help him see.
Paul was often quite judgmental and controlling. If any one of the "saints" had opened their eyes, they would have seen that without judgment, there is no hypocrisy. 2 birds... Dominoes...
Yes, Paul was called by God. When I am not disturbed by his judgmental remarks, I am astonished by what he learned by walking with God. But Paul was at liberty, and he made poor decisions by not treating others the way he'd want others to treat him.
God was not going to save someone who did the things he did, and so Paul died (the opposite of salvation is death). The "foolishness of the cross" is eternal life. There is nothing, "foolish" about dying and going to heaven - as all the world, in all religions, already believed.
Anyway, the church picked up on and began imitating Paul's behavior long ago, even Muhammad picked up on it, and it ripples to today.
Judgment is all I ever knew growing up in this world, certainly in the black community (home, schools, and churches). It was an absolute and wreaked hell on my emotional stability, turning an otherwise innocent child into something judgmental and unstable.
Personally, I don't like being around people who are overbearing. Some may not mind, but I do. I have received a ton of help and lessons from above, and neither God nor the 'messengers', have ever been overbearing or even remotely attempted to control anything I've said or done.
Change is possible without enforcement and strictness, but it does require love, care, forgiveness, and patience. Paul did not imitate this liberty given him.
Saturday, June 1, 2019
Tweets - June 1st - Idols
Flip flopping, deciding if I should speak or if I should wait for God to speak. I can only help the situation. At the rate of things, God is going to speak anyway, and I have the time. Besides, when God speaks, a lot of ears will close and wither up.
Most people are aware that idols (made of wood, or whatever material) are worthless. Praying to a Coke bottle to save my crops is pointless. This was a very tall mountain for this world to overcome, but the world managed to do it.
Unfortunately, the world was swindled and so exchanged one type of idol for another. They were fooled and swindled, quite easily actually.
Religion, preachers, bibles, qurans, etc. provide wood, nails, gold, and instructions - and they leave it up to your mind, your imagination, to do the rest. It's likely that all you know about God is what you have read and what you have heard - nothing more. This is idolatry.
Instead of building God out of wood and nails, and overlaying it with gold, people have done this in their heads - dictating to themselves what God is and what God isn't. This is a lie, this is make-believe, this is a powerful imagination doing what it does.
Some people catch on, and they realize that God is the sum of what they've read, what they've heard, and how it all made them feel.
Some people have even been so fooled by religion and her preachers and her books, that they have said to themselves, "If that thing I served is no God, then there is no God."
Religion still has the upper hand here, your preacher still holds the trump card, because you have let them define all that God could ever be. You have been fooled too.
God defines God - and not with human tongue.
Most people are aware that idols (made of wood, or whatever material) are worthless. Praying to a Coke bottle to save my crops is pointless. This was a very tall mountain for this world to overcome, but the world managed to do it.
Unfortunately, the world was swindled and so exchanged one type of idol for another. They were fooled and swindled, quite easily actually.
Religion, preachers, bibles, qurans, etc. provide wood, nails, gold, and instructions - and they leave it up to your mind, your imagination, to do the rest. It's likely that all you know about God is what you have read and what you have heard - nothing more. This is idolatry.
Instead of building God out of wood and nails, and overlaying it with gold, people have done this in their heads - dictating to themselves what God is and what God isn't. This is a lie, this is make-believe, this is a powerful imagination doing what it does.
Some people catch on, and they realize that God is the sum of what they've read, what they've heard, and how it all made them feel.
Some people have even been so fooled by religion and her preachers and her books, that they have said to themselves, "If that thing I served is no God, then there is no God."
Religion still has the upper hand here, your preacher still holds the trump card, because you have let them define all that God could ever be. You have been fooled too.
God defines God - and not with human tongue.
Thursday, May 30, 2019
Tweets - May 30th - Quiet
Watching the rains earlier made me see that there's going to be a new normal, for all of us. God has to come and get involved with this world since we've forced God to endure violence and the atrocious maltreatment of people - especially of those who own little to nothing.
It isn't anything that anyone can plan for - not physically, not mentally. This world will be quiet; there will not be found the screams of a son dying in war nor the cries of a daughter begging for bread. This world will be quiet.
It isn't anything that anyone can plan for - not physically, not mentally. This world will be quiet; there will not be found the screams of a son dying in war nor the cries of a daughter begging for bread. This world will be quiet.
Wednesday, May 29, 2019
Tweets - May 29th - Reward and Punishment
I want you to understand something. You will not find reward or punishment in the Living God.
Punishment is the man-made works of an authoritarian with the sole intent of causing distress for a wrong-doing. Reward is owed for a job well done, and as I've stated before, God does not owe anyone anything ever.
Recognize then this difference between humanity and God. Humanity is a godless race.
God is an impartial gift giver, and God corrects. It would certainly be an easier task for God to correct those who see the indecency in themselves, but this is the Earth, where all lies circle from our mouths to our own ears, and any correction from God must be extreme.
God is getting involved when God shouldn't have to get involved.
When does God give gifts? And when does God correct? Surely, God does nothing, neither good nor evil.
Gifts are given to those who accept them. Would you give a gift to someone you knew would toss it in the trash or trample it under their feet? Why heal the cancer patient who will perpetuate their indecency and continually lie to themselves about what they see and do?
God's gifts are eternal, even to eternal life. God does not heal the perishing dead - human physicians do this, God does not. What would be the point of any such generous blessing? I hope I'm saying things that aren't too difficult to follow.
Correction is given so that one changes their behavior. It hurts - it's never easy, not by the one doing the correcting or the one being corrected. Even more awful when the one doing the correcting deeply loves the one who needs to be corrected.
When God corrects, a lot of thought and effort goes into it with the intent of producing decent people - even eternally. God is not a human mother, God is extreme and eternal, and many who'll undergo God's correction will not survive.
Correction from God is to transform a violent and ferocious mass-murderer into a gentle human being - even one who learns faithfulness apart from death and relies on God for mercy and safety (as strange as that sounds). It requires extremity, severity, and persistence.
God does not take away liberty from any living thing - not that I've ever known. When God does not bother correcting a person, they die - as we have known billions of times over. God is getting involved when God shouldn't have to get involved.
Punishment is the man-made works of an authoritarian with the sole intent of causing distress for a wrong-doing. Reward is owed for a job well done, and as I've stated before, God does not owe anyone anything ever.
Recognize then this difference between humanity and God. Humanity is a godless race.
God is an impartial gift giver, and God corrects. It would certainly be an easier task for God to correct those who see the indecency in themselves, but this is the Earth, where all lies circle from our mouths to our own ears, and any correction from God must be extreme.
God is getting involved when God shouldn't have to get involved.
When does God give gifts? And when does God correct? Surely, God does nothing, neither good nor evil.
Gifts are given to those who accept them. Would you give a gift to someone you knew would toss it in the trash or trample it under their feet? Why heal the cancer patient who will perpetuate their indecency and continually lie to themselves about what they see and do?
God's gifts are eternal, even to eternal life. God does not heal the perishing dead - human physicians do this, God does not. What would be the point of any such generous blessing? I hope I'm saying things that aren't too difficult to follow.
Correction is given so that one changes their behavior. It hurts - it's never easy, not by the one doing the correcting or the one being corrected. Even more awful when the one doing the correcting deeply loves the one who needs to be corrected.
When God corrects, a lot of thought and effort goes into it with the intent of producing decent people - even eternally. God is not a human mother, God is extreme and eternal, and many who'll undergo God's correction will not survive.
Correction from God is to transform a violent and ferocious mass-murderer into a gentle human being - even one who learns faithfulness apart from death and relies on God for mercy and safety (as strange as that sounds). It requires extremity, severity, and persistence.
God does not take away liberty from any living thing - not that I've ever known. When God does not bother correcting a person, they die - as we have known billions of times over. God is getting involved when God shouldn't have to get involved.
Saturday, May 25, 2019
Tweets - May 25th - Trade
Trade should be an addition to life, to improve the quality of life. Trade should not be a requirement of life; it should not be the only thing separating a living person from the grave; it isn't required for people to live this way. People should have the option to live with trade (working 40+ hours a week if they prefer) and the option to live without trade (working only as much as personally needed to survive), but they don't. In the US, the only land you can live on is land that's been paid for, and this requires trade.
Tuesday, May 21, 2019
Monday, May 20, 2019
Tweets - May 20th
13 years ago I decided to go alone. I could no longer wait behind with this world. I promise you I tried to bring people with me, so that we could journey together, but no one wanted to come. I didn't have much to offer, but the little that I had would be ours.
Sometimes I think that may have been for the best. I did not always receive Godly counsel. The messengers of God would speak, and I would not listen. But understand, there was no other Kelvin, and they knew this. The only Kelvin was the Kelvin who would not listen. I "wanted" to listen, but "want" was a feeling and not an action (which is what truly matters). I would have to undergo traumatic distress before I would take hold of and cling to Godly counsel, and not take for granted the calm rest that God gave me (which is required in order to learn, observe and grow). The spitefulness of man would have abandoned me in my distress, even to death, but they are not godless spiteful men; they learned mercy by watching God, and they openly and publicly became my mercy and my light so that anyone near me can see. I am so thankful for the counsel given me tonight. I want to always move forward.
Sometimes I think that may have been for the best. I did not always receive Godly counsel. The messengers of God would speak, and I would not listen. But understand, there was no other Kelvin, and they knew this. The only Kelvin was the Kelvin who would not listen. I "wanted" to listen, but "want" was a feeling and not an action (which is what truly matters). I would have to undergo traumatic distress before I would take hold of and cling to Godly counsel, and not take for granted the calm rest that God gave me (which is required in order to learn, observe and grow). The spitefulness of man would have abandoned me in my distress, even to death, but they are not godless spiteful men; they learned mercy by watching God, and they openly and publicly became my mercy and my light so that anyone near me can see. I am so thankful for the counsel given me tonight. I want to always move forward.
Friday, May 17, 2019
Tweets - May 17th
Earlier tonight while talking to God, before the space station, 2 spacecrafts flew overhead. I wonder if those on board the space station saw them. If so, you likely won't be hearing about it - not from NASA anyway.
I was discussing the issue of salesmen, political and religious. Oftentimes, people cling to information that sounds good - it sounds right, and that's enough for them to trust the pitch without doing any further investigation. They essentially trust the salesman.
I am so very untrusting. As soon as someone begins trying to convince me of something, anything, ten thousand red flags fly up. This isn't to say that they're lying, but they are being biased.
And this is evident by the fact that they are trying to convince me of something rather than just telling me the plain untouched truth. I'd prefer you just give me all the information and not tell me how to think or feel about it.
God is not a salesman. Never, not one time, in these last 13 years of my walk with God has God ever tried to throw me a pitch.
Religion is a salesman - full of unobservable promises: just pay the price (by following the laws and commandments of the lord), and you too will receive a crotchless body and drink from the golden showers of heaven which never stop flowing.
God doesn't owe you anything - not a sales pitch, not a promise, not a heaven. As such, God does not require anything from you (personally, for God's benefit). If God were hungry, do you think God would tell you?
In the beginning, God wanted something, and God saw it fit to put in work and effort to give God what God wanted. YOU were not required in any step of that process; neither was your worship required, nor your sacrifice.
I was discussing the issue of salesmen, political and religious. Oftentimes, people cling to information that sounds good - it sounds right, and that's enough for them to trust the pitch without doing any further investigation. They essentially trust the salesman.
I am so very untrusting. As soon as someone begins trying to convince me of something, anything, ten thousand red flags fly up. This isn't to say that they're lying, but they are being biased.
And this is evident by the fact that they are trying to convince me of something rather than just telling me the plain untouched truth. I'd prefer you just give me all the information and not tell me how to think or feel about it.
God is not a salesman. Never, not one time, in these last 13 years of my walk with God has God ever tried to throw me a pitch.
Religion is a salesman - full of unobservable promises: just pay the price (by following the laws and commandments of the lord), and you too will receive a crotchless body and drink from the golden showers of heaven which never stop flowing.
God doesn't owe you anything - not a sales pitch, not a promise, not a heaven. As such, God does not require anything from you (personally, for God's benefit). If God were hungry, do you think God would tell you?
In the beginning, God wanted something, and God saw it fit to put in work and effort to give God what God wanted. YOU were not required in any step of that process; neither was your worship required, nor your sacrifice.
Wednesday, May 15, 2019
Tweets - May 15th - Faith
Your faith is established on God's power just like mine. When I say "faith", I mean "unwavering trust", and not simply belief. You can only trust (concerning God) what God wants you to trust. That faith I'm talking about is death - it is an unwavering trust. There is no possible way to convince you otherwise, not without God's power. You can attach tens of thousands of different beliefs over tens of thousands of generations, but you all share the same faith, and that is death. Your pastor, your prophet, your mother, and the witch doctor all have the same faith - it is established on God's power, and it is unwavering; there is no doubting death.
As such, the persecution of poor people, homosexuals, brown people, witches, prostitutes, Muslims, Christians, Buddhists, Hindus, and other people you hate just for existing - that's all you. God has nothing to do with your treacherous behavior and unending violence. Though there is a limit to the good you can do (as your faith is death), this does not give reason for you to kill and judge and cause pain because you hate. It is for this reason, that this world, this generation, will understand God through God's wrath.
God understands the fear of death - but the maltreatment of others and the violence because of hate will bring about an ending.
As such, the persecution of poor people, homosexuals, brown people, witches, prostitutes, Muslims, Christians, Buddhists, Hindus, and other people you hate just for existing - that's all you. God has nothing to do with your treacherous behavior and unending violence. Though there is a limit to the good you can do (as your faith is death), this does not give reason for you to kill and judge and cause pain because you hate. It is for this reason, that this world, this generation, will understand God through God's wrath.
God understands the fear of death - but the maltreatment of others and the violence because of hate will bring about an ending.
Friday, May 10, 2019
Tweets - May 10th
"The wrath of God." "The wrath of God." Twice, those spacecrafts turned on the high beams tonight to emphasize that the ultimate purpose of God's impending wrath is for the salvation of the world, the salvation of the living. I was encouraged to continue to think more about this.
Tuesday, May 7, 2019
Tweets - May 6th - Forgiveness, Trust, Funny Night
Do you think forgiveness and forgetting are mutually exclusive or not mutually exclusive? ~ Henry's tweet (someone I follow)
I can forgive someone and not trust them (if this is what you mean). For me, forgiveness is an action: you know that I've forgiven you without having to hear me say, "I forgive you" or "I accept your apology". Doesn't mean I openly and blindly trust them.
The only thing I require from anyone is kindness and decency; if I am denied, then I can't trust them. No need to be a doormat for the sake of making others feel better about their poor choices.
If they value your relationship (friendship, family-ship), then what they did wrong needs to be made plain and clear, so they'll think twice - no, 10 times - before letting it happen again.
For instance, I have a friend who if he asked me to help him move furniture into a new place, I'd be right over. He is a friend who is not welcome in my home. A few years ago, on 2 occasions, he became physically violent with other friends - once, neighbors called the police.
The last time was he was over was maybe 5 or 6 years ago. He knows he isn't welcome here, and hasn't been in all these years. If I do decide to invite him over my place again (which won't be anytime soon), then he understands the severity of the matter (if he truly cares).
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God wants to help you. He wants to heal you, to free you, to increase you, to take you places that you’ve never dreamed. He’s longing to be good to you. Look to Him as your Source. ~ Joel Osteen's tweet
Then if God doesn't do these things, then it's all your fault? Why all the victimization? Just going by what we see and experience as humans walking this Earth, we have absolutely no control over what God does. NONE.
If God wants to heal me, then God will heal me, whether I "look to him as a source" or not. Faith, which is trust, is not established on someone promising you mercy after a sacrifice is made ("look to me as a source and I'll heal you"). Is this why you trust your mother?
Faith (Trust) is established by God FIRST AND FOREMOST through acts of merciful kindness, and not hope. This is why Faith belongs to God, and not you or me. You can only be faithful if God wants you to be faithful. No need to blame victims who have no control over what God does.
I was out earlier talking to God about how things have always been laid out for me. I can go and learn as often as I desire, but whenever God wants me to know and understand things, they are presented to me, laid out bare, like a table of open books, all turned to the right page.
Faith without God's work is dead.
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Funny night. I was out tonight having dialogue. The last spacecraft I saw slowly flew across the sky; it faded in and out of sight - 8 seconds on, 12 seconds off, or so I determined based on my own version of "seconds". (Like a child counting to 10.)
Trying to be precise, I counted over and over until it began to fly overhead and out of view behind my home. As it was about to fly out of view, while I was counting the "on" seconds, it quickly flashed, then flew out of view. It made me smile.
It reminds me of when someone you love dips the tips of their fingers in water and flicks it in your face. It made my smile. They are like children playing, and it made me smile. We can get back to business tomorrow.
I can forgive someone and not trust them (if this is what you mean). For me, forgiveness is an action: you know that I've forgiven you without having to hear me say, "I forgive you" or "I accept your apology". Doesn't mean I openly and blindly trust them.
The only thing I require from anyone is kindness and decency; if I am denied, then I can't trust them. No need to be a doormat for the sake of making others feel better about their poor choices.
If they value your relationship (friendship, family-ship), then what they did wrong needs to be made plain and clear, so they'll think twice - no, 10 times - before letting it happen again.
For instance, I have a friend who if he asked me to help him move furniture into a new place, I'd be right over. He is a friend who is not welcome in my home. A few years ago, on 2 occasions, he became physically violent with other friends - once, neighbors called the police.
The last time was he was over was maybe 5 or 6 years ago. He knows he isn't welcome here, and hasn't been in all these years. If I do decide to invite him over my place again (which won't be anytime soon), then he understands the severity of the matter (if he truly cares).
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God wants to help you. He wants to heal you, to free you, to increase you, to take you places that you’ve never dreamed. He’s longing to be good to you. Look to Him as your Source. ~ Joel Osteen's tweet
Then if God doesn't do these things, then it's all your fault? Why all the victimization? Just going by what we see and experience as humans walking this Earth, we have absolutely no control over what God does. NONE.
If God wants to heal me, then God will heal me, whether I "look to him as a source" or not. Faith, which is trust, is not established on someone promising you mercy after a sacrifice is made ("look to me as a source and I'll heal you"). Is this why you trust your mother?
Faith (Trust) is established by God FIRST AND FOREMOST through acts of merciful kindness, and not hope. This is why Faith belongs to God, and not you or me. You can only be faithful if God wants you to be faithful. No need to blame victims who have no control over what God does.
I was out earlier talking to God about how things have always been laid out for me. I can go and learn as often as I desire, but whenever God wants me to know and understand things, they are presented to me, laid out bare, like a table of open books, all turned to the right page.
Faith without God's work is dead.
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Funny night. I was out tonight having dialogue. The last spacecraft I saw slowly flew across the sky; it faded in and out of sight - 8 seconds on, 12 seconds off, or so I determined based on my own version of "seconds". (Like a child counting to 10.)
Trying to be precise, I counted over and over until it began to fly overhead and out of view behind my home. As it was about to fly out of view, while I was counting the "on" seconds, it quickly flashed, then flew out of view. It made me smile.
It reminds me of when someone you love dips the tips of their fingers in water and flicks it in your face. It made my smile. They are like children playing, and it made me smile. We can get back to business tomorrow.
Sunday, April 28, 2019
Tweets - April 28th - Speaking ahead
Being overcome by emotions and anticipation, I found myself speaking ahead when it was neither desired nor required I do so. Am I a prophet of Kelvin? Who has been saved because of righteous feelings? God is certainly at liberty to lift up and lay waste as often as God desires.
The same message was given to me several times tonight. I needed correction and was informed from above that I shouldn't speak ahead. I was told, "wait for God", "wait for God to speak", "God will speak." And I am more than OK with this. Forward we march.
Patience is invaluable when walking with God. You really have to go at God's speed and not your own.
The same message was given to me several times tonight. I needed correction and was informed from above that I shouldn't speak ahead. I was told, "wait for God", "wait for God to speak", "God will speak." And I am more than OK with this. Forward we march.
Patience is invaluable when walking with God. You really have to go at God's speed and not your own.
Saturday, April 27, 2019
Tweets - April 27th - Gardening
I was out earlier doing a little gardening. I make my own soil blend for my herbs and vegetables. It really is a bit labor intensive - mixing and shoveling soil, filling grow bags, transplanting seedlings - you have to devote time out of your day to get it all done.
The thing about gardening is that no one in their right mind would ever half-ass it. It's never done lazily. Why go through all the manual, tiring, back-aching labor, with a strong chance of producing nothing.
Sure, there's always the risk of failure (as I can't control what my plants do or how they'll react to changes), but if I see my plants leaning toward death, I'm going ALL IN to ensure that what I started will be completed, and that my harvest is plentiful.
I am human, an animal walking this Earth. God is THE Gardener. If I, a human, an animal, will see the work of my labor through until harvest, then it's safe to assume that God THE Gardener, will also see it through, with far more effort than I could ever give.
So, you have to understand that the concept of hell and eternal torment is extremely offensive to God. If God plants you like a seed, then God will put in extensive labor and work to see that you sprout, grow and produce fruit. When God harvests you, it will be to eternal life.
But if God does not plant you like a seed, then you can still grow as the environment allows (as you know), but you'll undergo decay, like every other plant in this place. Eternal fire does not fit the narrative.
Now, if a plant is a weed in an attempt to consume the Garden and choke the plants of Yahweh's favor, the work and effort of God's hands, then God will grab the Round-Up and kill off the weeds once and for all. Their roots will dry up completely. Watch and see.
I'm getting the idea that tonight may be an interesting night in the skies above Laurel, Maryland. I think I need advice on how to move forward, and who better to give it than those who've walked with God much longer than I, even for thousands of years.
The thing about gardening is that no one in their right mind would ever half-ass it. It's never done lazily. Why go through all the manual, tiring, back-aching labor, with a strong chance of producing nothing.
Sure, there's always the risk of failure (as I can't control what my plants do or how they'll react to changes), but if I see my plants leaning toward death, I'm going ALL IN to ensure that what I started will be completed, and that my harvest is plentiful.
I am human, an animal walking this Earth. God is THE Gardener. If I, a human, an animal, will see the work of my labor through until harvest, then it's safe to assume that God THE Gardener, will also see it through, with far more effort than I could ever give.
So, you have to understand that the concept of hell and eternal torment is extremely offensive to God. If God plants you like a seed, then God will put in extensive labor and work to see that you sprout, grow and produce fruit. When God harvests you, it will be to eternal life.
But if God does not plant you like a seed, then you can still grow as the environment allows (as you know), but you'll undergo decay, like every other plant in this place. Eternal fire does not fit the narrative.
Now, if a plant is a weed in an attempt to consume the Garden and choke the plants of Yahweh's favor, the work and effort of God's hands, then God will grab the Round-Up and kill off the weeds once and for all. Their roots will dry up completely. Watch and see.
I'm getting the idea that tonight may be an interesting night in the skies above Laurel, Maryland. I think I need advice on how to move forward, and who better to give it than those who've walked with God much longer than I, even for thousands of years.
Wednesday, April 24, 2019
It's OK to be Kind
Before you make fun of someone for doing something you deem "stupid" (because "they should know better"), it's OK to try to help them understand what they are doing incorrectly. How do you treat toddlers?
Before you judge (ridicule, humiliate, condemn, etc.), it's OK to ask yourself, "What can I do to help?". If there is nothing you can do to help, or if you refuse to help, the next best option is to just leave them alone. How do you want people to treat you?
Before you judge (ridicule, humiliate, condemn, etc.), it's OK to ask yourself, "What can I do to help?". If there is nothing you can do to help, or if you refuse to help, the next best option is to just leave them alone. How do you want people to treat you?
Thursday, April 18, 2019
Tweets - April 18th - God the Gardener
You can scour the Garden of God where trillions upon trillions of people reside, and you will not find even one who is dishonest with themselves about themselves.
God can really put your shit in your face. It's quite amazing actually, it's painful and traumatic, but it's amazing (speaking from experience). No magic needed, just a bit of love and effort on God's part to save someone whom God plans to give life eternally.
God is a Gardener, and you shouldn't expect God to ever be anything less. God does not till soil nor sow seeds without expecting crops to harvest. Your pastors, prophets, and mothers have been misinformed and have lied, for they say that God tills and sows (heals, provides mercy and security) but does not harvest (give life eternal in the flesh). What purpose is one without the other? It's a waste of effort.
When God makes you smell your own foulness, you'll be angry. You won't be honest with yourself; you'll be even more angry with God than you are now, but you won't admit it. You won't be angry with yourself, but you'll be angry, you must; that which is dirty and filthy in you must come out. Watch the filth of your prophets rise to the surface; watch God bring it out. Fags, trannies, whores, and dykes will come to the rescue; their deaths and persecutions will be the salvation of your broken emotions. Their pain certainly won't ease the fires burning under your own feet, but for a brief moment, you'll imagine it helps. Then God will reach down into the sewer of your heart and bring up to your nostrils and the nostrils of everyone around you the foulness that is YOU.
I don't imagine it'll get this far for everyone, but for some (even many) it will. You must be transformed, and that starts with honesty. You'll meet my God face to face and you'll never again be what you once were.
God can really put your shit in your face. It's quite amazing actually, it's painful and traumatic, but it's amazing (speaking from experience). No magic needed, just a bit of love and effort on God's part to save someone whom God plans to give life eternally.
God is a Gardener, and you shouldn't expect God to ever be anything less. God does not till soil nor sow seeds without expecting crops to harvest. Your pastors, prophets, and mothers have been misinformed and have lied, for they say that God tills and sows (heals, provides mercy and security) but does not harvest (give life eternal in the flesh). What purpose is one without the other? It's a waste of effort.
When God makes you smell your own foulness, you'll be angry. You won't be honest with yourself; you'll be even more angry with God than you are now, but you won't admit it. You won't be angry with yourself, but you'll be angry, you must; that which is dirty and filthy in you must come out. Watch the filth of your prophets rise to the surface; watch God bring it out. Fags, trannies, whores, and dykes will come to the rescue; their deaths and persecutions will be the salvation of your broken emotions. Their pain certainly won't ease the fires burning under your own feet, but for a brief moment, you'll imagine it helps. Then God will reach down into the sewer of your heart and bring up to your nostrils and the nostrils of everyone around you the foulness that is YOU.
I don't imagine it'll get this far for everyone, but for some (even many) it will. You must be transformed, and that starts with honesty. You'll meet my God face to face and you'll never again be what you once were.
Wednesday, April 17, 2019
Tweets - April 17th
I said to Yahweh, "my voice is like a whisper among mighty powerful winds." Then, "in order for me to be heard, God would have to lift me up". The spacecraft flew in confirmation. I looked away for a few seconds, and when I looked again at the spacecraft, it was flying perpendicular to its previous direction.
I am not eager because of all the unknowns and uncertainties at the moment, but I'm not dismayed or anxious either. Change is the only acceptable outcome. And it makes me wonder, will God send me out to the highways and byways to seek out the rejected, or will God cause highways and byways to be constructed around me?
There is something dirty in men and women who are so easily persuaded to bring harm and death to others. A skilled speaker can convince you to do something so atrocious as sawing off little boys' heads, throwing babies into fire, and raping their mothers (thinking of Myanmar) - there's something dirty there that I'm not sure intellect and reason alone can clean.
It isn't looking good for this place. As the world is confronted by her God, it will be surprise after surprise, and it will not be pleasant. You will have your miracles, but none worth celebrating. Your many songs will no longer be praise, but rather mourning.
Why do earthquakes resonate with me?
I am not eager because of all the unknowns and uncertainties at the moment, but I'm not dismayed or anxious either. Change is the only acceptable outcome. And it makes me wonder, will God send me out to the highways and byways to seek out the rejected, or will God cause highways and byways to be constructed around me?
There is something dirty in men and women who are so easily persuaded to bring harm and death to others. A skilled speaker can convince you to do something so atrocious as sawing off little boys' heads, throwing babies into fire, and raping their mothers (thinking of Myanmar) - there's something dirty there that I'm not sure intellect and reason alone can clean.
It isn't looking good for this place. As the world is confronted by her God, it will be surprise after surprise, and it will not be pleasant. You will have your miracles, but none worth celebrating. Your many songs will no longer be praise, but rather mourning.
Why do earthquakes resonate with me?
Tuesday, April 9, 2019
Tweets - April 9th - IRGC
When that spacecraft flashed that piercing light overhead just now, I felt that anger and disgust. I clutched my damn pearls.
I saw the pictures of those young men who are part of the Iranian Revolutionary Guard Corps (IRGC) and it saddened me. Those men have no Godly person to counsel them, not that they really need it, but they never had it nonetheless. I watched those young men marching for a bunch of old godless bitter men, who feel that they honor God by commanding young men to wield the sword. Your sword of righteousness is your godlessness; it is your destruction. What makes it even worse is that those young men of the IRGC are about to be blown to kingdom come because of the ideals of those old men - that's when they shined that piercing light.
To those young men in the IRGC, I want you to understand that "No" is a powerful action word. You can say "No", even better if many of you can shout "No!" together. Yes, you may be killed, but not because of any unrighteousness deed on your part. The blood of their hands will be heaped on their own heads ten fold. If this means telling a supreme leader and his commanders to "fuck off", then that is an acceptable action.
Leaders and prophets who command the wielding of weapons in the name of God are always leaders and prophets who have not known God. God does not need help. God is not some helpless infant child incapable of doing work besides sucking a tit and taking a shit. If God wanted some nation wiped off the map, God does not need your assistance. Anyone coming to tell you that God is helpless and needs your muscles, blood and skill to do something because God is incapable is simply a liar. They are a lying prophet and a deceiving supreme leader. Every time you lift your gun and shout "In the name of God!", you are equally shouting, "God cannot, so I will!"
I know, you have to do something. There's so much injustice, you have to do something. My advice to you if you can receive it, refrain from violence - say "No". Now is the time to be patient. If you wait for God in this hour, you will not wait long, you will not wait forever; but the God who will appear is the same God who floods your mother's house and washes away your bridges, the God you have not known.
God is making known to you God's power. The water devastating your country is no blip. God is not helpless as Muhammad and your leaders taught you; you don't need your weapons, not for God's sake. Learn by what you see God doing over you and around you. Take note and pay heed.
"The IRGC is the third-wealthiest organization in Iran... Due to its vast wealth, the IRGC is able to use a very simple recruitment tactic: money. The IRGC attracts young men by paying them up to $265 a month." My concern has been for those 20-year olds.
I saw the pictures of those young men who are part of the Iranian Revolutionary Guard Corps (IRGC) and it saddened me. Those men have no Godly person to counsel them, not that they really need it, but they never had it nonetheless. I watched those young men marching for a bunch of old godless bitter men, who feel that they honor God by commanding young men to wield the sword. Your sword of righteousness is your godlessness; it is your destruction. What makes it even worse is that those young men of the IRGC are about to be blown to kingdom come because of the ideals of those old men - that's when they shined that piercing light.
To those young men in the IRGC, I want you to understand that "No" is a powerful action word. You can say "No", even better if many of you can shout "No!" together. Yes, you may be killed, but not because of any unrighteousness deed on your part. The blood of their hands will be heaped on their own heads ten fold. If this means telling a supreme leader and his commanders to "fuck off", then that is an acceptable action.
Leaders and prophets who command the wielding of weapons in the name of God are always leaders and prophets who have not known God. God does not need help. God is not some helpless infant child incapable of doing work besides sucking a tit and taking a shit. If God wanted some nation wiped off the map, God does not need your assistance. Anyone coming to tell you that God is helpless and needs your muscles, blood and skill to do something because God is incapable is simply a liar. They are a lying prophet and a deceiving supreme leader. Every time you lift your gun and shout "In the name of God!", you are equally shouting, "God cannot, so I will!"
I know, you have to do something. There's so much injustice, you have to do something. My advice to you if you can receive it, refrain from violence - say "No". Now is the time to be patient. If you wait for God in this hour, you will not wait long, you will not wait forever; but the God who will appear is the same God who floods your mother's house and washes away your bridges, the God you have not known.
God is making known to you God's power. The water devastating your country is no blip. God is not helpless as Muhammad and your leaders taught you; you don't need your weapons, not for God's sake. Learn by what you see God doing over you and around you. Take note and pay heed.
"The IRGC is the third-wealthiest organization in Iran... Due to its vast wealth, the IRGC is able to use a very simple recruitment tactic: money. The IRGC attracts young men by paying them up to $265 a month." My concern has been for those 20-year olds.
Monday, April 8, 2019
Tweets - April 7th - Fags and Prayer
"Who among you who, when his son asks for a loaf, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, he will not give him a snake, will he? If you know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give what is good to those who ask." Matthew 7
Something here is amiss. I remember when I was a teenager, I pleaded to the Lord to let me find pleasure in looking at a nice pair of perky tits. I begged and prayed and begged.
God loves me right? And if God loves me, then God wouldn't want me to burn eternally in the fiery pits of hell, right? It's fair to think that God, who loves me deeply, would put great effort into ensuring something this atrocious would never happen to me, right?
God wouldn't want to kick the door in while I had some guys cock in my mouth; so it only makes sense that God would want me to smile while having some girl's dripping-wet vagina in my face.
God has no problem making ax heads float or forcing virgins girls to have babies, surely God could snap his fingers and make me straight. At least, it would be one reason I didn't go to hell, one check mark in the list of things I wouldn't have to be concerned with.
I'd be like a delightful straight man who enjoys motorboating women. But alas, God refused to give me a fish and instead, gave me a snake.
If God gives me a snake, even though I prayed for a fish, and then God sends me to hell because I made do with the snake that God gave me, is it still my choice to go to hell? You're damn straight it is!
I could have forced myself to motorboat women. I could have forced a smile on my face when a dripping wet cooch was merely inches from my lips.
I may not have liked any of it, but I could have chosen to do it, and that's what matters most, right? Not honesty, not being honest with myself, not being honest about what I see God doing, not being honest about the way God treats me, but choosing to do what prophets commanded.
Something here is amiss. I remember when I was a teenager, I pleaded to the Lord to let me find pleasure in looking at a nice pair of perky tits. I begged and prayed and begged.
God loves me right? And if God loves me, then God wouldn't want me to burn eternally in the fiery pits of hell, right? It's fair to think that God, who loves me deeply, would put great effort into ensuring something this atrocious would never happen to me, right?
God wouldn't want to kick the door in while I had some guys cock in my mouth; so it only makes sense that God would want me to smile while having some girl's dripping-wet vagina in my face.
God has no problem making ax heads float or forcing virgins girls to have babies, surely God could snap his fingers and make me straight. At least, it would be one reason I didn't go to hell, one check mark in the list of things I wouldn't have to be concerned with.
I'd be like a delightful straight man who enjoys motorboating women. But alas, God refused to give me a fish and instead, gave me a snake.
If God gives me a snake, even though I prayed for a fish, and then God sends me to hell because I made do with the snake that God gave me, is it still my choice to go to hell? You're damn straight it is!
I could have forced myself to motorboat women. I could have forced a smile on my face when a dripping wet cooch was merely inches from my lips.
I may not have liked any of it, but I could have chosen to do it, and that's what matters most, right? Not honesty, not being honest with myself, not being honest about what I see God doing, not being honest about the way God treats me, but choosing to do what prophets commanded.
Sunday, April 7, 2019
Tweets - April 7th
"According to the Law, all things are cleansed with blood, and without shedding of blood there is no forgiveness." - Hebrews 9:22
I remember when I was a child, I saw a sticky liquid slowly coming from out of a tree. I was with my grandfather and asked him, "what is that?". He said, it's sap, the blood of the tree. Since God can't forgive (not as well as you or I, not without something enduring pain and death), would the blood of a tree be enough to get people into heaven? Is the tree excluded because it doesn't feel pain, or is there some other reason?
Makes me wonder, if God could have ordered the chopping down of a tree, maybe God could have taken it easy on Jesus and not require he be slaughtered. I could also wonder what is in blood that God needs to have splashed on an altar? White blood cells? Iron? If God could have waited until the 22nd century, we'd be able to create sinless bone marrow from stem cells and produce as much white blood cells as God requires. No miracle virgins needed. There was also the option of teaching mankind sciences and biology so they could have done this in 100,000 BC, as I assume this is a better alternative to forcing a girl into slavery to bear a child and then slaughtering her son so God doesn't stay eternally pissed off.
This must have really sucked for those already roasting in the flames of hell. The people born after Jesus got to party every night and fuck as many strangers as they wanted, as long as they survived until they were old. When they were 80 and no longer had a body or face for partying, they repented for their sins and were forgiven and allowed into heaven. What a bitter pill for those who didn't have the luxury of surviving just long enough, or were born just too damn early in history.
I remember when I was a child, I saw a sticky liquid slowly coming from out of a tree. I was with my grandfather and asked him, "what is that?". He said, it's sap, the blood of the tree. Since God can't forgive (not as well as you or I, not without something enduring pain and death), would the blood of a tree be enough to get people into heaven? Is the tree excluded because it doesn't feel pain, or is there some other reason?
Makes me wonder, if God could have ordered the chopping down of a tree, maybe God could have taken it easy on Jesus and not require he be slaughtered. I could also wonder what is in blood that God needs to have splashed on an altar? White blood cells? Iron? If God could have waited until the 22nd century, we'd be able to create sinless bone marrow from stem cells and produce as much white blood cells as God requires. No miracle virgins needed. There was also the option of teaching mankind sciences and biology so they could have done this in 100,000 BC, as I assume this is a better alternative to forcing a girl into slavery to bear a child and then slaughtering her son so God doesn't stay eternally pissed off.
This must have really sucked for those already roasting in the flames of hell. The people born after Jesus got to party every night and fuck as many strangers as they wanted, as long as they survived until they were old. When they were 80 and no longer had a body or face for partying, they repented for their sins and were forgiven and allowed into heaven. What a bitter pill for those who didn't have the luxury of surviving just long enough, or were born just too damn early in history.
Wednesday, April 3, 2019
Tweets - April 2nd - Death and Mary
Death is God's way of telling people to fuck off. No debates, no arguments, no fake smiles, just the grave. I'm not so severe myself, the worst I'm likely to do to you is never care to ever speak to you again.
To know me is to accept what you see. To know God is to accept what you see. Saying to God, "You are not who You appear to be", has been a total waste of your Sundays. Teaching your children to do the same has caused them to perish (just as your ancestors who did the same).
The prophets of this world have not been called by God, and this is evident by the fact that they lie about God all the time. God gave them sour pickles to suck on, and they tell you, "it's only sour for now, but sweet joy comes in the morning". Well, no, it's sour until death.
There is no longer any need for you to cling to preachers who lie about what God makes plain to you. God is honest with you. Believe God, in spite of any book your mother holds dear. You are still alive, and there's opportunity for you to not go the way of your ancestors.
God, as I have known these last 13 years, would much rather you live and not die; but not as someone who abandons human decency, or judges, or treats others in ways they'd never want to be treated. No such person has ever been saved from death - not on this world or any other.
I know. Who is this nigga? This fag? I am disregarded like gum under a table because of the strangeness of my message. But... I am a fag and a nigga called. I have been called to tell you that God's grace is not sufficient here.
How is God's grace insufficient? Think of all the ways you try to please God (by worship, singing, tithing, confessing that jesus is lord, judging men who wear skirts and women who eat pussy).
None of these things (or any law or command dictated by your pastors and prophets) mean anything to God. This is evident by the fact that no one is saved from death by doing them.
The insufficiency of God's grace here makes God's wrath the proposed alternative. God is going to save your life, if not on this side of the grave, then on the other. But God purposes to save people on this side of the grave, getting rid of human atrociousness once and for all.
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I completely forgot that you believe Yeshua (Jesus) was born from a virgin. For what? So that God could create the perfect sacrifice while forgoing the inherited sins of Adam? It's an uphill battle.
So let's be clear. God struggles with forgiveness (requiring blood and pain in order to forgive). And the best that God could come up with was magical impregnation. God just wasn't smart enough to tackle the issue of people fucking outside of marriage without resorting to magic.
The disgusting vileness that is human nature was so offensive to God, that God's best idea was to torture and torment humans in a blazing furnace because of their nature. God having a problem with God drop-kicking people into the bowels of hell, forced a virgin to have a baby.
In short summary, Jesus was born from a virgin so that he could become the man to tell God to calm the fuck down and stop roasting so many goddamn people in fire. Thank you Jesus!
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On forcing female slaves and virgins to have babies, where was Mary's free will in all this? Couldn't Mary have reasoned with God, saying, "You know, you could just forgive people. It's what you require of us, correct? To forgive those who trespass against us?"
"I, a lowly woman about to be ravaged by God, can forgive my enemy without requiring his blood. Is my love deeper and more passionate than yours, oh Lord? If it's all the same to you, I'd rather not give birth without the joy and pleasure of letting Joe hit it at least once."
"Besides, if men are the real problem here, you can make Joe infertile by shutting down his sperm production (not that I know what sperm is, but you do), then you can make me pregnant afterward. Surely, this is a more reasonable plan for me, a human woman."
God said to Mary, "I hear you, but I'm so sick and tired of lesbians choosing hell - they keep dying right after they scissor each other. And in order for me to forgive them, somebody's blood needs to be on this alter. I can't forgive them otherwise. I can't. I can't."
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For now, I'm in the business of loosening these tightly bound knots that cause people to lie about God's mercy and grace. Hopefully, a loosened knot will give God something to work with so God won't need bury you and your household in the rubble of the earthquake.
To know me is to accept what you see. To know God is to accept what you see. Saying to God, "You are not who You appear to be", has been a total waste of your Sundays. Teaching your children to do the same has caused them to perish (just as your ancestors who did the same).
The prophets of this world have not been called by God, and this is evident by the fact that they lie about God all the time. God gave them sour pickles to suck on, and they tell you, "it's only sour for now, but sweet joy comes in the morning". Well, no, it's sour until death.
There is no longer any need for you to cling to preachers who lie about what God makes plain to you. God is honest with you. Believe God, in spite of any book your mother holds dear. You are still alive, and there's opportunity for you to not go the way of your ancestors.
God, as I have known these last 13 years, would much rather you live and not die; but not as someone who abandons human decency, or judges, or treats others in ways they'd never want to be treated. No such person has ever been saved from death - not on this world or any other.
I know. Who is this nigga? This fag? I am disregarded like gum under a table because of the strangeness of my message. But... I am a fag and a nigga called. I have been called to tell you that God's grace is not sufficient here.
How is God's grace insufficient? Think of all the ways you try to please God (by worship, singing, tithing, confessing that jesus is lord, judging men who wear skirts and women who eat pussy).
None of these things (or any law or command dictated by your pastors and prophets) mean anything to God. This is evident by the fact that no one is saved from death by doing them.
The insufficiency of God's grace here makes God's wrath the proposed alternative. God is going to save your life, if not on this side of the grave, then on the other. But God purposes to save people on this side of the grave, getting rid of human atrociousness once and for all.
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I completely forgot that you believe Yeshua (Jesus) was born from a virgin. For what? So that God could create the perfect sacrifice while forgoing the inherited sins of Adam? It's an uphill battle.
So let's be clear. God struggles with forgiveness (requiring blood and pain in order to forgive). And the best that God could come up with was magical impregnation. God just wasn't smart enough to tackle the issue of people fucking outside of marriage without resorting to magic.
The disgusting vileness that is human nature was so offensive to God, that God's best idea was to torture and torment humans in a blazing furnace because of their nature. God having a problem with God drop-kicking people into the bowels of hell, forced a virgin to have a baby.
In short summary, Jesus was born from a virgin so that he could become the man to tell God to calm the fuck down and stop roasting so many goddamn people in fire. Thank you Jesus!
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On forcing female slaves and virgins to have babies, where was Mary's free will in all this? Couldn't Mary have reasoned with God, saying, "You know, you could just forgive people. It's what you require of us, correct? To forgive those who trespass against us?"
"I, a lowly woman about to be ravaged by God, can forgive my enemy without requiring his blood. Is my love deeper and more passionate than yours, oh Lord? If it's all the same to you, I'd rather not give birth without the joy and pleasure of letting Joe hit it at least once."
"Besides, if men are the real problem here, you can make Joe infertile by shutting down his sperm production (not that I know what sperm is, but you do), then you can make me pregnant afterward. Surely, this is a more reasonable plan for me, a human woman."
God said to Mary, "I hear you, but I'm so sick and tired of lesbians choosing hell - they keep dying right after they scissor each other. And in order for me to forgive them, somebody's blood needs to be on this alter. I can't forgive them otherwise. I can't. I can't."
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For now, I'm in the business of loosening these tightly bound knots that cause people to lie about God's mercy and grace. Hopefully, a loosened knot will give God something to work with so God won't need bury you and your household in the rubble of the earthquake.
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