Within a person's idea, there is no distinction between God and religious beliefs. The notion of God, for people who have not seen God, requires beliefs and made-up tales (nature abhors a vacuum). So oftentimes, when a person leaves religion, they turn to atheism or agnosticism, as their idea of God is indistinguishable from religion (either God is an infallible book-writer and loving dad who bounces kids on his knees, or there is no God).
As you come to terms with reality, you'll understand that God is exactly what you see - it is the only way you can know God. When you position yourself to accept the little that God has shown you (which really isn't "little"), I am confident that you'll be offered much more.
Sunday, December 30, 2018
Friday, December 28, 2018
Tweets - December 28th
The name of God has been dragged through human piss and shit for thousands of years. This is God's intent. God wanted no part of the lies, judgings, violence, rapes, oppressions and other children of religion, and if that meant abandoning the name of God alongside humanity, then so be it. God made it clear to everyone, with the emphasis of death and decay, that God wanted no part of religion by abandoning billions of people and their children to the grave. This is a powerful statement - you know no other life, nor have you known God any other way. People, realizing this in their hearts, know that God offers them no salvation in life - and with so many leaps in scientific and technological advancements and discoveries - people are now understanding that killing a fag in the name of God has made no difference when it comes to God (for all have perished; fag, straight, evil, devout, pious, holy and 'righteous' alike, none are saved). A great plan indeed; in liberty, give them time (a few thousand years it seems) to come to terms with themselves and the obvious.
This gave opportunity for God to be open, vocal, and honest without the consequence of creating God-inspired, Earth-burdening liars and law-givers (more religion). This gave opportunity for God to begin saving people again (from death and decay). This gave opportunity for someone like me to be open and honest about life and God, for a few more years, without believers plunging a blade under my left arm and through my heart.
This gave opportunity for God to be open, vocal, and honest without the consequence of creating God-inspired, Earth-burdening liars and law-givers (more religion). This gave opportunity for God to begin saving people again (from death and decay). This gave opportunity for someone like me to be open and honest about life and God, for a few more years, without believers plunging a blade under my left arm and through my heart.
Sunday, December 23, 2018
Tweets - December 23rd
Utilitarianism - "The doctrine that an action is right insofar as it promotes happiness, and that the greatest happiness of the greatest number should be the guiding principle of conduct." This is the morality of those living in godless despair. This is very cringeworthy for someone like me. This place is often like a bad dream that I can't awaken from. I cannot find light here, and the language I speak is alien to everyone.
I said to Yahweh, "It often feels like I'm playing the waiting game to see who'll drop dead next; this has been Your longest covenant with humanity, and You have not broken nor altered Your promise.. Because of You, they trust in death more than they trust their own mothers or their wisest instructors - even more than they trust their lord and god. They close their eyes, bow their heads, and speak to the wind; then they convince themselves that they're doing otherwise. I have searched in high places, and in the deep, and among the educated, and I could not find one person who could do good without You. So I have learned from this; that man is his own burden without You. He destroys my planet and his people and himself. Without You, something like peace comes through violence or through devastation; but alongside You, violence and devastation are never desired nor required for peace."
That deep trust that you have in death is what I call "faith". The faith that you have in death is the same faith that I have in God's kindness. It isn't "faith" due to words in a book or from a preacher; it is due to the power of death that has been etched into your very being.
I said to Yahweh, "It often feels like I'm playing the waiting game to see who'll drop dead next; this has been Your longest covenant with humanity, and You have not broken nor altered Your promise.. Because of You, they trust in death more than they trust their own mothers or their wisest instructors - even more than they trust their lord and god. They close their eyes, bow their heads, and speak to the wind; then they convince themselves that they're doing otherwise. I have searched in high places, and in the deep, and among the educated, and I could not find one person who could do good without You. So I have learned from this; that man is his own burden without You. He destroys my planet and his people and himself. Without You, something like peace comes through violence or through devastation; but alongside You, violence and devastation are never desired nor required for peace."
That deep trust that you have in death is what I call "faith". The faith that you have in death is the same faith that I have in God's kindness. It isn't "faith" due to words in a book or from a preacher; it is due to the power of death that has been etched into your very being.
Friday, December 14, 2018
Heavenly Voice - Tweets December 14th
"Yahweh will roar from on high and utter His voice from His holy habitation; He will roar mightily against His fold. He will shout like those who tread the grapes, against all the inhabitants of the earth." Jeremiah 25:30
"Yahweh roars from Zion and from Jerusalem He utters His voice; and the shepherds' pasture grounds mourn, and the summit of Carmel dries up." Amos 1:2
"'Father, glorify Your name.' Then a voice came out of heaven... So the crowd of people who stood by and heard it were saying that it had thundered; others were saying, 'An angel has spoken to him.'" John 12:28-29
I have often wondered if that form of cloud display would ever happen again. Hindsight is 20/20. I leave this unaltered from when I wrote it in 2009 (I thought I lost it, but I found it buried in an old email).
Blog Entry The Strange Things... Mar 22, '09 11:06 PM
I have often talked about the messengers above and the spacecraft I have seen, but I have never talked about the other things I have seen - I figured mentioning the spacecrafts was weird enough for folk on a locked away planet such as ours. It's true that the spacecrafts are far more common than anything else, but Yahweh does show me other things when necessary.
I began seeking God mid-December 2005, I knew God as Yahweh on January 2, 2006, I began seeing the spacecrafts in either February or March 2006, and I began receiving messages from the lights of those spacecrafts in May or June 2006.
I think it was either late 2006 or early 2007 when I went to Deep Creek mountains in Western Maryland for a weekend getaway with a group of guys. I was outside by myself on a beautiful day taking in the scenery and smoking a cigarette. What I saw next baffled me (at that time).
There was a mild breeze. A large cloud in the shape of a flame came from over the house (high in the sky). Another cloud came in the shape of a straight line along with the flame, attached to its side. Underneath the cloud shaped like a line was a cloud shaped like the number 7. Then attached to the other end of the line were 2 clouds that formed an X. The line intersected the X directly in the center. I was baffled and said to Yahweh, "What is this?" and "If it has any meaning, then I'll know." Then I took on the idea that the number 7 was a countdown in days. It was a Sunday, so I said to Yahweh, "Perhaps something will happen next Sunday that I will know is from You."
One of the guys came outside and was a bit curious as to what I was staring at, and why I was moving (since I often make gestures when speaking). So he looked up as well, but the sight was not peculiar to him, and I simply said to him that I was looking at the sky. He looked at me, said “Oh OK”, and went back in the house.
Next Sunday comes around, and I was in Beltsville, Maryland at the time. I decided to go outside and have a smoke - not thinking anything about what I saw 7 days earlier. It was a cloudy day, but light clouds and little wind. While outside, for the very first time, there was a mildly loud and persistent thunderous roar over the city. The roar lasted for about 30-60 seconds. If I could describe it so that you could understand – the sound was like standing under a rocket while it was taking off, but not as loud. It was a penetrating and unforgettable sound that God made. So I remembered what I saw 7 days earlier and recognized Yahweh’s bitterness towards this place. I turned on the TV later that evening, and it so happened to be Fox 5 news, and I remember the anchor saying, "There have been reports of thunder in the viewing area" which I remember was very interesting because there were no storms in the area and not many people call the news station just to report thunder.
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Something like this (from what I remember - it was 12 or so years ago). I do remember that the flame was pronounced - I could easily tell that it was flame (though it was a white cloud).
"Yahweh roars from Zion and from Jerusalem He utters His voice; and the shepherds' pasture grounds mourn, and the summit of Carmel dries up." Amos 1:2
"'Father, glorify Your name.' Then a voice came out of heaven... So the crowd of people who stood by and heard it were saying that it had thundered; others were saying, 'An angel has spoken to him.'" John 12:28-29
I have often wondered if that form of cloud display would ever happen again. Hindsight is 20/20. I leave this unaltered from when I wrote it in 2009 (I thought I lost it, but I found it buried in an old email).
Blog Entry The Strange Things... Mar 22, '09 11:06 PM
I have often talked about the messengers above and the spacecraft I have seen, but I have never talked about the other things I have seen - I figured mentioning the spacecrafts was weird enough for folk on a locked away planet such as ours. It's true that the spacecrafts are far more common than anything else, but Yahweh does show me other things when necessary.
I began seeking God mid-December 2005, I knew God as Yahweh on January 2, 2006, I began seeing the spacecrafts in either February or March 2006, and I began receiving messages from the lights of those spacecrafts in May or June 2006.
I think it was either late 2006 or early 2007 when I went to Deep Creek mountains in Western Maryland for a weekend getaway with a group of guys. I was outside by myself on a beautiful day taking in the scenery and smoking a cigarette. What I saw next baffled me (at that time).
There was a mild breeze. A large cloud in the shape of a flame came from over the house (high in the sky). Another cloud came in the shape of a straight line along with the flame, attached to its side. Underneath the cloud shaped like a line was a cloud shaped like the number 7. Then attached to the other end of the line were 2 clouds that formed an X. The line intersected the X directly in the center. I was baffled and said to Yahweh, "What is this?" and "If it has any meaning, then I'll know." Then I took on the idea that the number 7 was a countdown in days. It was a Sunday, so I said to Yahweh, "Perhaps something will happen next Sunday that I will know is from You."
One of the guys came outside and was a bit curious as to what I was staring at, and why I was moving (since I often make gestures when speaking). So he looked up as well, but the sight was not peculiar to him, and I simply said to him that I was looking at the sky. He looked at me, said “Oh OK”, and went back in the house.
Next Sunday comes around, and I was in Beltsville, Maryland at the time. I decided to go outside and have a smoke - not thinking anything about what I saw 7 days earlier. It was a cloudy day, but light clouds and little wind. While outside, for the very first time, there was a mildly loud and persistent thunderous roar over the city. The roar lasted for about 30-60 seconds. If I could describe it so that you could understand – the sound was like standing under a rocket while it was taking off, but not as loud. It was a penetrating and unforgettable sound that God made. So I remembered what I saw 7 days earlier and recognized Yahweh’s bitterness towards this place. I turned on the TV later that evening, and it so happened to be Fox 5 news, and I remember the anchor saying, "There have been reports of thunder in the viewing area" which I remember was very interesting because there were no storms in the area and not many people call the news station just to report thunder.
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Something like this (from what I remember - it was 12 or so years ago). I do remember that the flame was pronounced - I could easily tell that it was flame (though it was a white cloud).
Tweets - December 13th and 14th
From where I sit, I have an incredible view of the things that God has done inside me and around me and above me. But things aren't so visible when I look out into the world. Today always looks like yesterday (with the exception of Zimbabwe's rains at the end of 2007 into 2008).
I only trust that God is doing things behind the scenes; lining up dominoes of sorts. And when God is ready, the first few dominoes will fall, the veil will be partially removed, and the world will come with clenched fists, in anger and pain and bitterness, and believe Yahweh.
It would be nice if people went to God remorseful for the pains they have caused and the lies they have told, but this would require the people of this world to be honest with themselves. So with clenched fists and grinding teeth will they see God.
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Looking for God outside of men, and outside of books, and outside of myself was the only thing that made sense to me all those years ago. Why has this been so difficult for everyone else for so long? Even more, no one allows their children to do it either.
I had in my mind that I would believe whatever God showed me, no matter how little or big or strange the work or message. And I did. So I was entrusted with so much more - through knowledge and pain, and though beauty and poetry. (God is the greatest poet.)
People's trust in invisible idols which they call "the one and true God" complicates everything; because you believe something is true even though you see otherwise. For instance, does God show love to children dying from Leukemia or starvation? Can you answer this honestly?
If you wanted a sign, that would be it. There's also me, and there's abundant rainfall to wash away your home. These are all signs for you, because of how untrusting and untrustworthy you have been. If you can believe God, then you are taking a step in the right direction.
I've said it before, God is not human. God kindness is extreme, so extreme that it's eternal (physically eternal). On the other hand, as you have plainly seen everyday, God's severity is also extreme, so extreme that it's damaging and deadly.
God (of the living) said to me all those years ago, "If they seek Me, I will let them find Me."
I only trust that God is doing things behind the scenes; lining up dominoes of sorts. And when God is ready, the first few dominoes will fall, the veil will be partially removed, and the world will come with clenched fists, in anger and pain and bitterness, and believe Yahweh.
It would be nice if people went to God remorseful for the pains they have caused and the lies they have told, but this would require the people of this world to be honest with themselves. So with clenched fists and grinding teeth will they see God.
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Looking for God outside of men, and outside of books, and outside of myself was the only thing that made sense to me all those years ago. Why has this been so difficult for everyone else for so long? Even more, no one allows their children to do it either.
I had in my mind that I would believe whatever God showed me, no matter how little or big or strange the work or message. And I did. So I was entrusted with so much more - through knowledge and pain, and though beauty and poetry. (God is the greatest poet.)
People's trust in invisible idols which they call "the one and true God" complicates everything; because you believe something is true even though you see otherwise. For instance, does God show love to children dying from Leukemia or starvation? Can you answer this honestly?
If you wanted a sign, that would be it. There's also me, and there's abundant rainfall to wash away your home. These are all signs for you, because of how untrusting and untrustworthy you have been. If you can believe God, then you are taking a step in the right direction.
I've said it before, God is not human. God kindness is extreme, so extreme that it's eternal (physically eternal). On the other hand, as you have plainly seen everyday, God's severity is also extreme, so extreme that it's damaging and deadly.
God (of the living) said to me all those years ago, "If they seek Me, I will let them find Me."
Tuesday, December 4, 2018
Tweet - December 2nd & 4th
December 2, 2018:
You will never see anyone descending God's ladder and tell you how to think, what to believe, or how to perceive the world. You are at liberty, and if under God, even more so (unlike the world, I can try the waters and not be concerned with drowning).
If anyone descends from heaven, or if anyone is lifted up on Earth or in some holy book, telling you how to think, what to believe, or how to perceive the world, then they are godlessness. You are permitted to learn and grow as often as you please, and if under God, even more so.
December 4, 2018
There is a veil restricting the world from having access to God's kindness. The world, the veil, and God's kindness all belong to God. At some point, God will remove the veil, but not before 2 things occur.
1. The world will have FULL understanding of what it means to be without God; there will be no doubt nor question in the matter. No authoritarians will ever be necessary in God's house; your memory will suit you.
No one will lack any understanding after remembering that thousands of generations have toiled, endured atrocious violence, grew decrepit, and faded away in godless despair.
2. The appearance of God will not flood the earth with more godforsaken religions. God saving someone from from death, will not cause the whole world to lose its marbles for another 2000 years; learning new ways to judge, kill and condemn people in the name of 'whoever is saved next time'. There is only one life, and God is its savior (whether now or later).
God's kindness is inhuman, and strange, and extremely persistent, and takes the path of life, and not the path of death. God does not heal the ails of a dying child headed to dust; you never see it.
You will never see anyone descending God's ladder and tell you how to think, what to believe, or how to perceive the world. You are at liberty, and if under God, even more so (unlike the world, I can try the waters and not be concerned with drowning).
If anyone descends from heaven, or if anyone is lifted up on Earth or in some holy book, telling you how to think, what to believe, or how to perceive the world, then they are godlessness. You are permitted to learn and grow as often as you please, and if under God, even more so.
December 4, 2018
There is a veil restricting the world from having access to God's kindness. The world, the veil, and God's kindness all belong to God. At some point, God will remove the veil, but not before 2 things occur.
1. The world will have FULL understanding of what it means to be without God; there will be no doubt nor question in the matter. No authoritarians will ever be necessary in God's house; your memory will suit you.
No one will lack any understanding after remembering that thousands of generations have toiled, endured atrocious violence, grew decrepit, and faded away in godless despair.
2. The appearance of God will not flood the earth with more godforsaken religions. God saving someone from from death, will not cause the whole world to lose its marbles for another 2000 years; learning new ways to judge, kill and condemn people in the name of 'whoever is saved next time'. There is only one life, and God is its savior (whether now or later).
God's kindness is inhuman, and strange, and extremely persistent, and takes the path of life, and not the path of death. God does not heal the ails of a dying child headed to dust; you never see it.
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