Tweets - December 24th - Moving Star

There is an old story here. Someone said something to someone, who said something to someone else. Long lost and forgotten by the time the gospel of Matthew was written.

The hearsay story fragments baffled and bewildered the author(s) of Matthew, but they were so intrigued by the "moving star" that they turned it into a fictional account. So I believe the original source, whomever it came from, whatever it was:

"After hearing the king, they went on their way; and behold, the star, which they had seen in the east, went on ahead of them until it came to a stop over the place where the child was to be found. When they saw the star, they rejoiced exceedingly with great joy." ~ Matthew 2:9

Tweets - December 15th - White Orbs

I went away on vacation on a cruise last week, and while sitting outside on the balcony one night, 1 or 2 white orbs of light flew backward and forward through the clouds and beneath the clouds. They flew in arcs and straight movements, fast and slow. Never seen anything like it.

As someone who has seen spacecrafts literally thousands of times over the last 2 decades, I remain skeptical of what I saw that one night over the sea. These were not angels, but were something else (perhaps to make me more aware of what others in the world are being permitted to see).

My cabinmate was the person who will be moving in with me, and I had already spoken to him (a little) about the spacecrafts that fly overhead. I found out he has been reading some of the things I've written, and I think I owe him at least some bit of detail, as much as I think he can receive in those moments. So while those orbs were flying over the sea, I remember I had my hand on the cabin balcony door to open the door and let him know what was happening overhead because maybe this was for him. But then I thought, if it were for him, he would already be here to see, and I didn't know how long the experience would last. (It would have been strange and awkward to call him outside only for nothing to be there.) The experience only lasted a few minutes.

Tweets - November 11th - From God

When God placed iron shackles around the children of Jacob and dragged them out of Israel into Assyrian and Babylonian exile, God's message was clear: "When I brought your ancestors out of the land of Egypt, I gave them no commands to massacre, pillage, rape, and violently displace the people of Canaan. I never required your help, nor your weapons, nor your strength."

This simple message continues to escape everyone who considers the writings of those priests and violent false prophets "The Word of God".

"Kill every woman who has had sexual intercourse with a man and kill every male among the little ones, but keep the virgins for yourselves... divide them up evenly." Numbers 31:17

"Now go and utterly destroy all that they have; do not spare them, but kill both man and woman, infant and suckling, ox and sheep, camel and donkey." 1 Samuel 15:3

"In the cities of these peoples that the LORD your God gives you for an inheritance, you shall save alive nothing that breathes, but you shall utterly destroy them." Deuteronomy 20:16

God, by God's own will and effort, became a Living contradiction to those scriptures by doing all the violent displacing of peoples and nations without commanding anyone to do anything.

To insist in thinking that God writes scriptures would mean that these same people would only be lying to themselves, their neighbors, their children, and are therefore rightly rejected to death.

Israel stands no chance of being God's beacon of light to this world under such conditions. To lift up Israel right now would no different than lifting up a sword in the hand of a perplexed, sad, terrified, and faithless man.

And I'm sure these things didn't go unnoticed, especially in minds of some of the gentle souls that could both read in those days and perceive the acts of God.

But I'm also sure those old sorry fuckers, so sure of themselves, convinced them that "the full Torah is from God, we just don't fully understand it". The priests and scribes and prophets convinced Israel of these things anyway, and here we still are.

Somehow the church picked up on this same dishonest behavior, and passed it right along to Muhammad, who did the exact same thing.

But God has chosen to become a Living contradiction again, in this generation, to all these scriptures: "Firstly, I will raise up My fags from death before I save anyone else, and give them, first, eternal life." Glory to God!

Tweets - November 9th

Several spacecrafts flew tonight after months of relative silence. I was thinking a little about Trump winning the presidency, and a lot about the absolutism found in peoples' words and ideals; and I was thinking that even in the deep truths, in all the wisdom, no one has the final say (meaning no one here, intellectual or otherwise, has a shovel big enough to dig deep enough to uncover everything, so there is ALWAYS more to uncover and understand). I wasn't even talking about faith directly, and yet heaven lit up, and angels saw it good to speak in this moment.

Tweets - July 22nd - Love with Honesty

There is nothing that God does to us or through us that we are unable to understand. It is possible for God to save the world in such a way that we could never comprehend; but God chooses not to, everyday.

God can transform hell into heaven in such mysterious ways that no life, anywhere, could possibly grasp God's reasonings. The end could justify the means just because the means were the quickest route and produced the greatest output with the least amount of effort.

But God chooses to move in such a manner toward humanity that we are capable of understanding. This is but one of the ways that God continually loves us.

"Love" without Honesty has been as destructive to our race and our world as "honesty" without Love.

Tweets - July 3rd - Something Clicked

The truth does its own revealing, and these things are being added to me. Something clicked in me today, like a switch. This immense and weighty seriousness of the Garden of God and of this exiled world that is, in part, being bound to the transformation of my flesh (or what will visibly become the transformation in my flesh -- it's nearly the same thing to me at this point in time).

I don't know how to easily explain, and I can only say as much as I currently understand. Many spacecrafts flew tonight. Many were not bright - and when I mentioned this, a very bright spacecraft became luminous and flew up from behind the trees and overhead before dimming. Even Honesty and Faith flew together again tonight, in the exact same manner as a few nights ago. Honesty flew in the lead and Faith followed behind, slightly dimmer, slightly to the left before both going dim.

These things made me realize how much effort I've spent into focusing on my pain and my fears over these last few decades of my life. I don't mean this in a "woe is me" kind of way or that I've only thought of myself, but rather my pain is reflected in my thought patterns which manifests itself in my behaviors - meaning my behaviors, and certainly my thoughts that have often entertained me, have many times been irrational. There's nothing "inhuman" or unique about this - it's a condition you see all over hell by those seared and charred by the fires of this world.

I've recognized these things for a while now, but something really just clicked today. Even as I thought about the work I may have to do for my job tomorrow, a "be honest" angel flew overhead - not as a spark (or a rebuke), but by increasing and dimming its light irregularly over and over, causing me to think about my behavior. In short, I remembered my concerns and fears and the need to be honest with myself, and then Honesty and Faith flew together. I mentioned to heaven that there was no point in spending any more time condemning myself for it (I am a human being, I am where I am, from all that I've come from - through hell and heaven, and I am who I am and no one else), and heaven agreed.

I'm sure there could be more to say in the matter, but I'm sleepy. And I know more will be added to me in this regard over the next few days and weeks and months.

Tweets - June 19th - Hip

For the last few days, I've had this pain in my hip. I'm not sure if it's the muscle or the bone or a combination of both.

The night of my last post, I was talking to heaven about my hip and other things, and one of those "Be Honest/Be Aware" angels flashed overhead. After some thought and discussion, the 2 spacecrafts flew.

I told myself that I wouldn't write more until I understood more. Honesty was the brighter of the 2 angels, and Faith was the other. I expect to soon notice the changes in my flesh resuming from where they were left off 4 or so years ago.

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Update: 6/26/2024

The pain in my hip (joint) is maybe 95% gone. I only feel it slightly in certain movements. I can walk and run fine now. Seems lightyears away from limping around the house, holding onto things, and the dread of thinking of climbing stairs.

Tweets - June 17th - Without Delay

It was made clear to me tonight that God (being love) does not delay for a moment in doing what is good and right.

One spacecraft followed the other (toward me/overhead), the one in the lead was brighter than the one in the rear (slightly to the left of the one in the lead), before both going dim.

Tweets - June 16th - God is Salvation

God is faithful to the salvation of the entire world. Your eyes will see it; if not now, then later; if not later, then much later; but both of your eyes will see God's faithfulness. God will not relent until God has accomplished all things to God's Glory.

Can you watch my flesh be transformed before your very eyes and not cling to my mouth as if it speaks the very word of God (lacking thought and introspection and deep care for your own mouth and the mouths of a billion others)?

God understands this in our broken and terrified race (which is filled with hopelessness, as is evident in the need for man-made hope, such as religion and super-figures), and ensured that Yeshua did the majority of his speaking before God saved him from death.

They'll light a fire in complete darkness and those who have never known a single ray of light will flock and cling to that little flame, regardless of who's holding the match. Only God shines light, right??

Just because something is reasonable doesn't make it true; just because something is reasonably true doesn't mean that it is true. God does not rely on assumptions and beliefs and "it makes sense"; certainly not when it comes to the salvation of you and our race.

God is honest through love, and is love through honesty.

When bad behavior commences, who is more at fault? The powerful liar, or the one who believes him? God recognizes them both in humanity and has treated our race accordingly, saving us by means of hopeless despair and death.

And when we are healed, our minds are healed from the effects of brutal godless despair, and our bodies are healed from aging and disease and death.

A little flame cannot compare to God's power nor God's love for us.

God requires in us gentleness and kindness and honesty because we require these things from one another and from ourselves to ourselves.

We pursue what is good, not for gain from God, but because it is the decent thing to do. It is the very thing we want from our friend and from a stranger.

In our good, and in our gentleness, and in our justice, and in our kindness and honesty, God will glorify God as God sees fit. We will not be ashamed, not now, not ever.

Tweets - May 30th - A Tool

The night before last, I peeked out the window to see how much cloud was covering the sky and a very bright spacecraft was flying before slowly dimming out of sight. For the last 2 nights, spacecrafts have been gracefully flying overhead as if something is being prepared.

This past Friday, a tool was placed in my hands, a tool unlike one I've ever had before. I'm not sure what to do with it yet, but I will put it away until heaven or certainty makes me aware of when and how to use it.

Tweets - April 9th - Being Honest

A friend of mine that I've known for years now will be moving down from New York and staying with me for a while. I was thinking about this tonight as I was speaking to heaven, wondering if this really is a good idea, and because of his character I said, "I can't think of any reason why not", and (for the first time in quite a while) a spacecraft became luminous and bright in response.

Even though this is the first time (perhaps in months) that I've seen a "messenger" angel, those spacecrafts have been flying overhead often. But these angels have not been "messenger" angels, they have been "BE HONEST" angels.

They have been encouraging me at every turn to be honest with myself, honest about what is right in front of my face at that moment (and not lie, or make-believe, or hide feelings, or force myself to feel a way because something is true (regardless if actual or perceived)).

When the need to be honest has become severe and I'm picking up old patterns of behavior as if I'm still that rejected broken child burning in the flames of hell, then those spacecrafts spark overhead. The more severe the rebuke, the brighter the spark.

But I've been coming to terms with truths (feelings, thoughts, actions, responses) as they become evident and being honest about them, even understanding that being truly honest with others is no different than being truly honest with myself.

Tweets - March 6th - The Word of God

The Word of God is not bound by leather or pages in a book. It is not something that you could burn or rip apart or destroy by any means.

The Word of God belongs to God, and is not something that would be left alone in the hands of opinionated men, according to the will and efforts of men, for millennia.

What man can do, and has excelled at doing, is cooking up homemade forgeries and titling them, "The Infallible Incomparable Word of God". Interestingly enough, you have never seen God glorify any of these forgeries, not your mother's favorite forgery nor your father's.

Men do all the work and glorying themselves, because every forgery is the glory of man and man alone. You cannot write nor duplicate nor imitate the Word of God, you simply do not have the power nor capacity to do so.

How humanity differs from all other life on this planet is that we can perceive and understand the Word of God. We are the Joy and Love of God in this world.

From a single-celled organism to what would eventually become the human race. A race who could perceive and understand the Word of God - and yet, reject it - over and over - in favor of books and sayings of other men.

This entire universe is the Word of God. Our human nature is the Word of God. Our bodies are the Word of God. Every corpse in a grave is the Word of God.

God is speaking through your body. What is God saying to the world through your flesh? Can you believe God? If so, you will grieve and mourn yourself and then you will be healed.

The Starving Poor

I suppose that when one is deeply alone and very obviously without God, anything that sounds like it might be from God is worth a mountain of gold.

What worth are a few pennies in a trashcan? I suppose they're worth everything when one is so used to receiving nothing worthwhile from God. These worthless prophecies are like pennies at the bottom of a filthy trashcan, and the only ones who seem to value them are the starving poor. These prophets have no choice but to glorify themselves, reminding you at every turn what they prophesied - because they too are starving, and they need to be fed. But God has refused to feed them, so they turn to you - and you oblige them everyday. The starving poor feeding the starving poor.