I received a very bright thumbs up from heaven tonight. It has been quite a long time, it seems, since that last happened.
I have been (and am still being, when needed) guided towards self-awareness and awareness of God's love and faithfulness, so much so, that I now see that not even the smallest raindrop lands on my head without God wanting it to.
I was self-reflecting and talking to myself about my pursuit in being correct in my assessments, how it is a form of being hyper-focused on myself, and how these pursuits are only a reflection of my prior pains.
God is faithful. And because God is faithful (and the God who is faithful to me will be faithful to them, so much so, that not even a drop of rain will land on their heads without God wanting it to), I only need to be aware, continually, and perform my deeds with care (whatever those deeds may be).
I paraphrase all the above, but afterwards, I received the thumbs up.