Tweets - August 25th - Planting Flowers

Planting flowers in a garden. A few nights ago I was given both an affirmation and a rebuke in the same message. I was rebuked because I was not acknowledging my feelings.

I was talking about planting flowers, or maybe I was singing a song - I don't remember, but then I received both the affirmation and the rebuke by the bright angel.

A few weeks ago I met these 20/21 year old LGBTQ+ youth, and I was so amazed. It felt like a blessing sitting with them. They were quirky and gentle and themselves.

They shared their experiences, but nothing was too dark. I remember one said, "I just thought everyone liked who they like, but then I found out, 'NO, it's not that way'". They were like angels whose wings had not yet been clipped.

When I was their age, my wings had long been clipped, plucked, beaten, snapped, bloodied, and broken. I was nothing like those youth, and I perceive the wisdom in Christ's call on my life.

It seems we won't always have to wait for seeds to sprout. They were like flowers who were waiting to be planted in a Garden, whose soil is enriched, watered, and tended by its God.

Tweets - August 21st - God Wants

3 spacecrafts flew overhead at the same time in a triangular formation (12 , 6, and 9 o'clock positions from my point of view). This occurrence happened twice, on 2 different nights.

The spacecraft at 12 o'clock slowly became bright and slowly dimmed, then the spacecraft at 6 o'clock slowly became bright (with the same timing and luminous intensity) and slowly dimmed while the spacecraft at 9 o'clock dimmed out of sight.

There is nothing that happens to us that God does not want to happen to us. Saying, "God allows" is an incomplete statement. It is always true that "God wants", and in some cases, "God is doing".

Though this certainly does not mean that God delights in all things, but it does mean that sometimes gold (in its stubborn refusal to repent through loving justice) has to be burned and submerged so it can be refined and transformed into something valuable and eternal.

The message of the 3 spacecrafts, in summary, is that God truly is Love. There is nothing that happens to us that God does not want to happen.

For those of us who walk with God, there is nothing to worry about; there is nothing to look toward and be anxious of; we don't have to worry about what we will say or have; we don't have to worry about what we will do; we don't have to fear what is unknown to us; we never need to plan a siege, or consider our defense, or setup a scheme.

We are wounded because God led us in the direction to be wounded. We are sick because God planned and gave us over to sickness. God's hand is on us and with us, and we are never required nor expected to be afraid.

I know, it sucks - but it only sucks for a moment in time, and the Garden will be better off for it, I promise (according to God's promise). 

(Regarding all these things, I'm assuming we are not pursuing injustice, in which case we are simply receiving exactly what we deserve.)

We are who we are - we do not need to lie to ourselves about ourselves and we never need to plan to be someone or something else.

Understand yourself; do good in spite of your brokenness, and don't seek to be "unbroken". God repairs what we cannot repair for the sake of the Garden and the Glory of God - you just be yourself and pursue what is both loving and just.

As for those who cannot walk with God, you know the portion God has given to you (though you don't accept it as such).

There is everything to fear; there are a thousand things to worry about; a million things to consider - what will you say, what will you do, what will you eat, what will you wear, where is your help?!

Dig deep in yourself for your hope; prepare your defense; go get as many guns as you can; fortify your buildings with sand and steel; drape bedsheets over your wives and daughters; get ready to fight fight fight!!!

God is giving you exactly what God wants you to have; and fear, sadness, and anger have been made your portion. It is how God is saving you and the Earth.

There's that conflict in me where I see someone I've loved a long time in such awful pain, and I am both sad and joyful - sad because of their brokenness, and joyful because God is saving their life through destruction.

But I would so much rather you walk with God so that you can be saved without being destroyed; so I might receive double joy (in my selfish desire).

Tweets - July 26th - Oil

I recently made a new batch of oil for my hair and skin. I use avocado oil as a base, and add tea tree oil, jojoba oil, peppermint oil, orange oil, and vitamin E oil. I have it in my oil spray bottle.

The old oil has gone stale and now smells like old leather, and I didn't want put any in my hair - the old oil is in a separate container. So while sitting outside and thinking about the new oil and pouring some from the spray bottle into the old oil's container, I said, "I will dump out the old oil and pour in the new oil" and a spacecraft became luminous and brilliant beside the trees, but only for a few seconds before going dim. The folks on that airplane flying in its direction must've gotten an eye-full.

As for the meaning of oil in the message, I'm not certain. It sounds very Jewish - which makes sense as it was a Jewish Christ who called me. I'll take a look through their scriptures, but from what I remember, oil represents blessing and anointing.

Am I being told that I'll be able to remove from people what they consider a blessing (an old stale thing worthy of a dumpster) and add a true Blessing to them?

Tweets - July 26th - No Forgiveness without Justice

There is no forgiveness without justice. Any nation, state, kingdom, or person who lets injustice go on without being addressed has not been forgiven. Injustice is not permitted forever, not in this universe.

You won't get to sweep your bad behaviors under the rug forever. You will either be forgiven because you pursue justice, or you will be forgiven because you dropped dead.

ANY nation, state, kingdom, or person who does not pursue justice will be wiped off the face of this planet. No one is exempt.

God will have a Garden in the Earth. And that Garden is Justice and Mercy and Empathy and Decency. In God's faithfulness and trustworthiness, that Garden is Peace and Gentleness.

Tweets - July 21st - No

When I ask for something more than once from God, then I am requesting of God to be what God is not. I am telling God that I find God's decisions unacceptable. This was understood by my current interpretation of the message I received from angels tonight.

I was thinking about healing, and I thought about the dermatitis that flares up on my face from time to time. I mentioned to heaven that I have done all the justice I know to do, and what I now require is God's justice.

A semi-bright spacecraft flew directly overhead, over my home, and it pulsed in and out, fading in and out every half second or so as it flew out into the distance. I was both amazed and concerned. I have never seen anything like it.

Makes sense. I remember a few months ago I mentioned to heaven, "Sometimes the word of God is 'No'", and heaven lit up. 4 or so spacecrafts became visible at the same time - all flying in different directions, one was very bright.

The amazing part is that, even though God has been telling me "No", I still have every desire to pursue justice and walk by faith. Doing justice is what is good for me, it is what's good for the Garden as it uplifts us both.

As for faith, well, I've been permitted to know God for nearly 20 years. I know that "No" is temporary when it comes to injustice in this universe (whether it be temporary for a minute, or a day, or 20 years, or 50 years, or 2000 years - God will say "Yes" to justice because it is who God is).

As for the "why" of "No". Well, we all belong to God, and not the other way around. We don't know all of God's plans and purposes. Hindsight is 20/20 foresight, and sometimes a thing just has to happen before we can plainly see why.

Tweets - July 19th - Raised Up

Part of our salvation is our wounds being healed - healed physically, healed mentally - and then remaining healed. When the dead are raised up, they are raised whole and healed, and they will remain so.

In order for them to remain healed, which will also occur when Christ returns, love must be everywhere - it must be ubiquitous - it must be ever-present. Heaven agreed tonight by shining a light very bright. Christ will not be returning to hell.

The Earth, though in a current state of deep darkness, will become a bright beacon in this universe. This does not mean that everyone will be a flower in God's Garden, but there will be a Garden for Christ to return to, and the weeds will be plucked.

This does not mean that those raised up will be "perfect human beings", but they will always be moving forward towards honesty and human decency (the very thing that God requires of us right now).

Faith in this place is built on hope. On the hope that God is kind; on the hope that God is good; on the hope that God is love; on the hope that God hates what you hate. If your foundation (hope) is removed, then your faith is destroyed.

Your faith is in your hands. Your faith is entirely predicated on YOU and your feelings and your deepest hopes - and, as a result, your only honest never-failing prophecy has been "death" (regardless of religious belief).

But when your faith is built solidly on God's Power, then you will see PLAINLY all the things you have been lacking all along - the limitations, the lack of foresight, the lack of depth, the lack of height - and your honest word will be "God is Good" (not because you hope so, not because you read it in a book, but because the veil had been removed from your eyes by God's Mercy and Power and you have seen God).

Tweets - July 2nd - Faithfulness

Tonight I was thinking about life and death and the resurrection, and I said that we are part of this universe, a part of God - and as I was speaking, a dimly lit spacecraft flew and slowly became brighter and brighter, then shone exceedingly bright. Didn't expect it.

But I was also curious of the response. Then another spacecraft flew, but it flew slowly - and I interpreted this to mean to slow down and take my time to understand.

I am just so thankful to God. I can lean on God's faithfulness, God's trustworthiness, and I am permitted to walk according to that faith. I can do good and never need be concerned nor anxious about the outcome.

I can do good, doing justice, and I never need to think ahead. How beautiful and amazing the Love of the Living God.