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I was raised Christian (Pentecostal). One Sunday, when I was about 15 years old (in the year 1994 or 1995), I was in church with my mother, ...

Tuesday, December 29, 2020

Tweets - December 29th - Don't Know Anything

I am always given what I need, even what I need to make "good" decisions. My steps are planned for me; I only ever need to be faithful.

In the grand scheme of things, I don't know much of anything at all; but God does know. I never have to worry about anything and I can be faithful in everything, even when I unknowingly make foolish mistakes. ALL things belong to God. It is amazing to watch the unfixable fixed.

I can even be faithful in what I do not know, as I don't know much of anything at all. The mercy and power of God extend far beyond my understanding - it is both a sad and honest thing that this world, this race, cannot know God on this side of the grave.

They pick up their books, accepting foul and violent behaviors, encouraging these closed-off, isolated, individual, and loveless "communities", rejecting any understanding of God, from God, that might otherwise exist. They do themselves harm and this world an enormous disservice.

Saturday, December 19, 2020

Tweets - December 19th - Competition

Competition breeds anger, pride, aggression, and so many other forms of destruction. It's something you see over and over in the world. Children have been jealous and fought for the affection of their mothers; people have fought and warred over land, lovers, food and resources.

By competing, I want others to lose. Competition appears to be part of our wiring, part of what makes us human. God does nothing to strip anyone of their humanity, not now, not in this hell, not in the Garden, not ever.

Now understand, competition isn't part of the makeup - the social systems - of God's Garden (though there may be competition without any actual loss, such as in games like, "who can make whom cum first").

So then how will God deal with competition? The same way that God has always dealt with competition: remove the need to compete in the first place.

To the living who seek togetherness, teach justice and mercy, and make all things faithful and all things beautiful. To everyone else, remove all things beautiful, and hide all things resourceful.

No one competes for what they possess and cannot lose, nor do they compete for what is nonexistent or unattainable (shut up the rains, bind the hands of the strong man).

Competing, for anything, is something I will never need to do. I don't see any instance where God would glorify anyone in competition; so when you decide to compete, you're on your own.

God will be glorified in your loss, in your significant and devastating loss. God is glorified in everything; in all things, truth is provided.

Saturday, December 12, 2020

Tweets - December 12th - So Little

So much religion in this world, so very much religion, and so little God; you have what you've asked for. So little God, so very little God; you must always take matters into your own hands.

The only way their prophecies will be fulfilled is if they brute force fulfill them themselves. So very little God.

I looked for evil that wasn't prayed for, but I couldn't find it. I sought out the most vile man of this world who wasn't pleaded for, but he escaped me.

I see a world whose people are given over to the strongest arms. Yes, God tossed them and their children into the den of wealthy and ferocious lions, and they are slaves to the will of lions - so long as they live in a lion's world.

And now the might of man has been equated with the might of God; it is their religion and their philosophy and their economy. Meekness is absolute destruction.

Authoritarian lions, authoritarian Christ. It's what their hopes and dreams are made of. It is the beginning and end of each and every single solitary one of their prophecies.

Sunday, December 6, 2020

Tweets - December 6th - GOD HAS DONE

Tonight was the first night in a few months that I've seen those spacecrafts (for sure). I haven't felt the need to write much lately, but when angels show up, there are matters of importance.

"Therefore, I say to you, all things for which you pray and ask, believe that you have received them, and they will be granted to you." ~ Mark 11:24. This verse came to back to remembrance recently.

I remember thinking, some time ago, that this verse didn't make any sense - and I doubted that Christ said it. How do you believe you've received something, but know you actually haven't? Either you've received something or you haven't.

Does one try to convince themselves they've received something they haven't actually received? This is pentecostal "faith" 101, and is precisely the bullshit these prosperity preachers teach. Didn't make any sense to have come from Christ.

But chile, walking by faith changes everything. There had been a pause in my healing for a few weeks (by sight), and I remembered the first time I recall God healing me (which was the glands issue I mentioned a few months ago).

I was healed (temporarily) and then healed again (permanently) a year later. And I thought to myself, there really is no difference between God completing something and God having completed it.

Walking by faith, I don't need to see anything in the process of being completed nor do I need to see anything completed to know that God is bringing about an end.

They are one and the same (we are talking about the unwavering faithfulness and trustworthiness of God here). Then that verse in Mark came back to me.

I am being healed (walking by faith), and this is no different than already being healed (walking by faith) - I don't see either, but I will. The pause has ended. My ass is so smooth, I've been rubbing it in awe and thankfulness.

"GOD IS DOING" can therefore be further clarified and expounded as "GOD HAS DONE".

Friday, November 27, 2020

Tweets - November 27th - Liar

Should I should wait until January 21st, I thought. But if this is untrue now, it will all prove true later.

"Do not listen to the words of the prophets who are prophesying to you. They are leading you into futility; they tell a vision of their own imagination. They keep saying, 'The Lord has said, "You will have peace and prosperity"'; and as for everyone who walks in the stubbornness of his own heart, they say, 'No weapon formed against you shall prosper.' But who has stood in the council of Yahweh, that they should see and hear God's word?" ~ Jeremiah 23:16-18

You will never hear me quarreling with these prophets. God proves every man a liar, and does not require anyone's assistance. The nearsightedness of these prophets is astounding; but it's all they really have to work with.

The downside to proving people liars is that they have to care for what is true, otherwise the advantage is lost. These prophets refuse to believe they have lied to themselves or that they have been lied to by anyone else, so they'll cook up something for the church to devour - and the congregation will eat. I wonder if they'll even encourage their followers to play the blame game: "You didn't pray enough! The Lord needed you to fast!".

Kindling for God's fire.

But the times are coming when God says to a few, "You are a liar", and they will say to God, "I am a liar", and they will be healed right where they stand.


Context... Many evangelicals and prophets prophesied that Trump would be reelected (which is why I initially thought it best to wait to speak until after the president is sworn in on January 20th).

Thursday, November 26, 2020

Tweets - November 26th - Ecclesiastes 9

Ecclesiastes 9

For I have taken all this to my heart, even to examine it all, that righteous people, wise people, and their deeds are in the hand of God. People do not know whether it will be love or hatred; anything awaits them.

It is the same for all. There is one fate for the righteous and for the wicked; for the good, for the clean and the unclean; for the person who offers a sacrifice and for the one who does not sacrifice. As the good person is, so is the sinner; the one who swears an oath is just as the one who is afraid to swear an oath.

This is an evil in everything that is done under the sun, that there is one fate for everyone. Furthermore, the hearts of the sons of mankind are full of evil, and insanity is in their hearts throughout their lives. Afterward they go to the dead. For whoever is joined to all the living, there is hope; for better a live dog, than a dead lion. For the living know that they will die; but the dead do not know anything, nor do they have a reward any longer, for their memory is forgotten. Indeed their love, their hate, and their zeal have already perished, and they will no longer have a share in all that is done under the sun.

Go then, eat your bread in happiness, and drink your wine with a cheerful heart; for God has already approved your works. See that your clothes are white all the time, and that there is no lack of oil on your head. Enjoy life with the wife whom you love all the days of your futile life which He has given you under the sun, all the days of your futility; for this is your reward in life and in your work which you have labored under the sun.

Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with all your might; for there is no activity, planning, knowledge, or wisdom in the grave where you are going.

I find this a very honest take. Do all you can with all your might because time is short; fuck your wife today because tomorrow you may not see her - and though there may be a God, the only support you'll ever receive is your own personal limousine ride straight to the grave.

This type of honesty is lacking in this world.

It's interesting to me because so many cultures surrounded ancient Israel. At one point in time, Egypt heavily influenced Jewish culture - this is evident by the anhk displayed on the seal from King Hezekiah's signet ring.

But as often as Jewish folk hated and violently rejected their prophets, the Jewish prophets left quite an impression on them - this is in part evident by their lack of belief in an afterlife.

To the Jewish prophets, God is God of the living, and not the dead. To them, salvation is physical and not esoteric or mystical.

"For the Lord loves justice and does not abandon His godly ones; they are protected forever, but the descendants of the wicked will be eliminated. The righteous will inherit the land and dwell in it forever." ~ Psalm 37.

Psalm 37 is in stark contrast and contradiction with Ecclesiastes 9 - which was written by someone in godless despair - the only form of existence you know.

Saturday, November 7, 2020

Tweets - November 7th - God IS DOING

People do not have total trust and reliance on God. God has ensured this to be the case by the way that God treats them. It's why they must preach and convince and read the same bible passages over and over that say otherwise - because God says no such thing (through deed).

Faith is more than believing what God can do, or even believing what God will (eventually) do. In this case, we all have the same "faith" in billionaires as we do God - because of what they can do.

Faith is knowing and understanding that God IS DOING, even when you don't yet see. When you know that God IS DOING, then you know what will be done - you understand what will be completed.

In order to have faith, you must first know God, and you can only know God if God wants you to know God. So faith comes solely by the will of God, and not by your feelings, wants, beliefs or works (of hearing and understanding biblical texts and believing associated doctrines).

You must be honest with yourself about God in order to understand God. You can only faithfully trust God when God has given you reason and purpose to trust God.

Can you imagine the faith of Christ? 2000 years watching the lies, violence, injustices, and devastation of this world - but he does not walk by sight. He knows, and has known, that God IS DOING, even when his eyes only see this dark place.