You can't figure out your way to God. No sum of any actions will move God to show you kindness. Christ is the only way to God, and that is no matter of opinion. You can knock on the door, but Christ has to open it; the door isn't one that you can open yourself. (When I say 'Christ', I am not speaking about that Jesus, the god of the dead, who offers a pathetic and worthless form of 'salvation' after you body withers into a corpse if you follow sets of laws and commandments.)

Your high esteem of the Bible or Quran is of no regard to God, nor will your salvation come because you hold them of high esteem. Be honest with yourself, does God treat you any better than God treats anyone else? Who among your family or friends has God saved from death because they believe those violent scriptures are the word of God? I'm telling you, it is because you hold those violent scriptures with such high esteem that you perish.