13 years ago I decided to go alone. I could no longer wait behind with this world. I promise you I tried to bring people with me, so that we could journey together, but no one wanted to come. I didn't have much to offer, but the little that I had would be ours.
Sometimes I think that may have been for the best. I did not always receive Godly counsel. The messengers of God would speak, and I would not listen. But understand, there was no other Kelvin, and they knew this. The only Kelvin was the Kelvin who would not listen. I "wanted" to listen, but "want" was a feeling and not an action (which is what truly matters). I would have to undergo traumatic distress before I would take hold of and cling to Godly counsel, and not take for granted the calm rest that God gave me (which is required in order to learn, observe and grow). The spitefulness of man would have abandoned me in my distress, even to death, but they are not godless spiteful men; they learned mercy by watching God, and they openly and publicly became my mercy and my light so that anyone near me can see. I am so thankful for the counsel given me tonight. I want to always move forward.
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