Tweets - January 13th - Completely Irreparable

I saw a few spacecrafts tonight.

When I was a teenager, I was given over into the hands of a false prophet. Before I heard him - just that one time - I wasn't religious and I didn't mind too much that I found other guys attractive.

Sure, my religious family and my peers didn't like it much at all, but I didn't consider what the Lord thought. Didn't really care what the Lord thought honestly.

But I was given over to a false prophet, just so that I would become deeply religious. (Becoming deeply religious was the only possible outcome for an easily-stressed, sad, gullible and naïve Kelvin who did not love his life.)

If I had never met the false prophet, I would be like many other semi-religious people: reading a scripture here or there, going to Bedside Baptist one or two Sundays a month, maybe giving an offering (just in case the Lord feels like answering prayers or starts rapturing folks).

But I did meet the false prophet, and I became arrogant, and judgmental, and hypocritical, and I hated my own passions. I became so religious that my religious mother had to talk me out of becoming a pastor.

I, by myself, built myself up high - just as God knew I would. But the time came for me to fall, and when I fell, I fell hard.

My foundation became weak and then collapsed altogether, right underneath me. The damage was painful, embarrassing, and completely irreparable - yet still felt like a weight had been lifted off me. I left religion and abhorred the words of any preacher.

People gasped when they found out I wasn't religious anymore. After about a year after my collapse, I went to God empty, knowing nothing yet seeking, and I was welcomed and handed a mirror. God easily became my strength.

God used a lying false prophet to glorify God.

God is making the absolute destruction of godlessness in this world completely irreparable. God is never out of options in this place, and it is going to be interesting (and painful) to watch this all play out, because God will have an Eternal Garden in you.