13 years ago I decided to go alone. I could no longer wait behind with this world. I promise you I tried to bring people with me, so that we could journey together, but no one wanted to come. I didn't have much to offer, but the little that I had would be ours.
Sometimes I think that may have been for the best. I did not always receive Godly counsel. The messengers of God would speak, and I would not listen. But understand, there was no other Kelvin, and they knew this. The only Kelvin was the Kelvin who would not listen. I "wanted" to listen, but "want" was a feeling and not an action (which is what truly matters). I would have to undergo traumatic distress before I would take hold of and cling to Godly counsel, and not take for granted the calm rest that God gave me (which is required in order to learn, observe and grow). The spitefulness of man would have abandoned me in my distress, even to death, but they are not godless spiteful men; they learned mercy by watching God, and they openly and publicly became my mercy and my light so that anyone near me can see. I am so thankful for the counsel given me tonight. I want to always move forward.
Monday, May 20, 2019
Friday, May 17, 2019
Tweets - May 17th
Earlier tonight while talking to God, before the space station, 2 spacecrafts flew overhead. I wonder if those on board the space station saw them. If so, you likely won't be hearing about it - not from NASA anyway.
I was discussing the issue of salesmen, political and religious. Oftentimes, people cling to information that sounds good - it sounds right, and that's enough for them to trust the pitch without doing any further investigation. They essentially trust the salesman.
I am so very untrusting. As soon as someone begins trying to convince me of something, anything, ten thousand red flags fly up. This isn't to say that they're lying, but they are being biased.
And this is evident by the fact that they are trying to convince me of something rather than just telling me the plain untouched truth. I'd prefer you just give me all the information and not tell me how to think or feel about it.
God is not a salesman. Never, not one time, in these last 13 years of my walk with God has God ever tried to throw me a pitch.
Religion is a salesman - full of unobservable promises: just pay the price (by following the laws and commandments of the lord), and you too will receive a crotchless body and drink from the golden showers of heaven which never stop flowing.
God doesn't owe you anything - not a sales pitch, not a promise, not a heaven. As such, God does not require anything from you (personally, for God's benefit). If God were hungry, do you think God would tell you?
In the beginning, God wanted something, and God saw it fit to put in work and effort to give God what God wanted. YOU were not required in any step of that process; neither was your worship required, nor your sacrifice.
I was discussing the issue of salesmen, political and religious. Oftentimes, people cling to information that sounds good - it sounds right, and that's enough for them to trust the pitch without doing any further investigation. They essentially trust the salesman.
I am so very untrusting. As soon as someone begins trying to convince me of something, anything, ten thousand red flags fly up. This isn't to say that they're lying, but they are being biased.
And this is evident by the fact that they are trying to convince me of something rather than just telling me the plain untouched truth. I'd prefer you just give me all the information and not tell me how to think or feel about it.
God is not a salesman. Never, not one time, in these last 13 years of my walk with God has God ever tried to throw me a pitch.
Religion is a salesman - full of unobservable promises: just pay the price (by following the laws and commandments of the lord), and you too will receive a crotchless body and drink from the golden showers of heaven which never stop flowing.
God doesn't owe you anything - not a sales pitch, not a promise, not a heaven. As such, God does not require anything from you (personally, for God's benefit). If God were hungry, do you think God would tell you?
In the beginning, God wanted something, and God saw it fit to put in work and effort to give God what God wanted. YOU were not required in any step of that process; neither was your worship required, nor your sacrifice.
Wednesday, May 15, 2019
Tweets - May 15th - Faith
Your faith is established on God's power just like mine. When I say "faith", I mean "unwavering trust", and not simply belief. You can only trust (concerning God) what God wants you to trust. That faith I'm talking about is death - it is an unwavering trust. There is no possible way to convince you otherwise, not without God's power. You can attach tens of thousands of different beliefs over tens of thousands of generations, but you all share the same faith, and that is death. Your pastor, your prophet, your mother, and the witch doctor all have the same faith - it is established on God's power, and it is unwavering; there is no doubting death.
As such, the persecution of poor people, homosexuals, brown people, witches, prostitutes, Muslims, Christians, Buddhists, Hindus, and other people you hate just for existing - that's all you. God has nothing to do with your treacherous behavior and unending violence. Though there is a limit to the good you can do (as your faith is death), this does not give reason for you to kill and judge and cause pain because you hate. It is for this reason, that this world, this generation, will understand God through God's wrath.
God understands the fear of death - but the maltreatment of others and the violence because of hate will bring about an ending.
As such, the persecution of poor people, homosexuals, brown people, witches, prostitutes, Muslims, Christians, Buddhists, Hindus, and other people you hate just for existing - that's all you. God has nothing to do with your treacherous behavior and unending violence. Though there is a limit to the good you can do (as your faith is death), this does not give reason for you to kill and judge and cause pain because you hate. It is for this reason, that this world, this generation, will understand God through God's wrath.
God understands the fear of death - but the maltreatment of others and the violence because of hate will bring about an ending.
Friday, May 10, 2019
Tweets - May 10th
"The wrath of God." "The wrath of God." Twice, those spacecrafts turned on the high beams tonight to emphasize that the ultimate purpose of God's impending wrath is for the salvation of the world, the salvation of the living. I was encouraged to continue to think more about this.
Tuesday, May 7, 2019
Tweets - May 6th - Forgiveness, Trust, Funny Night
Do you think forgiveness and forgetting are mutually exclusive or not mutually exclusive? ~ Henry's tweet (someone I follow)
I can forgive someone and not trust them (if this is what you mean). For me, forgiveness is an action: you know that I've forgiven you without having to hear me say, "I forgive you" or "I accept your apology". Doesn't mean I openly and blindly trust them.
The only thing I require from anyone is kindness and decency; if I am denied, then I can't trust them. No need to be a doormat for the sake of making others feel better about their poor choices.
If they value your relationship (friendship, family-ship), then what they did wrong needs to be made plain and clear, so they'll think twice - no, 10 times - before letting it happen again.
For instance, I have a friend who if he asked me to help him move furniture into a new place, I'd be right over. He is a friend who is not welcome in my home. A few years ago, on 2 occasions, he became physically violent with other friends - once, neighbors called the police.
The last time was he was over was maybe 5 or 6 years ago. He knows he isn't welcome here, and hasn't been in all these years. If I do decide to invite him over my place again (which won't be anytime soon), then he understands the severity of the matter (if he truly cares).
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God wants to help you. He wants to heal you, to free you, to increase you, to take you places that you’ve never dreamed. He’s longing to be good to you. Look to Him as your Source. ~ Joel Osteen's tweet
Then if God doesn't do these things, then it's all your fault? Why all the victimization? Just going by what we see and experience as humans walking this Earth, we have absolutely no control over what God does. NONE.
If God wants to heal me, then God will heal me, whether I "look to him as a source" or not. Faith, which is trust, is not established on someone promising you mercy after a sacrifice is made ("look to me as a source and I'll heal you"). Is this why you trust your mother?
Faith (Trust) is established by God FIRST AND FOREMOST through acts of merciful kindness, and not hope. This is why Faith belongs to God, and not you or me. You can only be faithful if God wants you to be faithful. No need to blame victims who have no control over what God does.
I was out earlier talking to God about how things have always been laid out for me. I can go and learn as often as I desire, but whenever God wants me to know and understand things, they are presented to me, laid out bare, like a table of open books, all turned to the right page.
Faith without God's work is dead.
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Funny night. I was out tonight having dialogue. The last spacecraft I saw slowly flew across the sky; it faded in and out of sight - 8 seconds on, 12 seconds off, or so I determined based on my own version of "seconds". (Like a child counting to 10.)
Trying to be precise, I counted over and over until it began to fly overhead and out of view behind my home. As it was about to fly out of view, while I was counting the "on" seconds, it quickly flashed, then flew out of view. It made me smile.
It reminds me of when someone you love dips the tips of their fingers in water and flicks it in your face. It made my smile. They are like children playing, and it made me smile. We can get back to business tomorrow.
I can forgive someone and not trust them (if this is what you mean). For me, forgiveness is an action: you know that I've forgiven you without having to hear me say, "I forgive you" or "I accept your apology". Doesn't mean I openly and blindly trust them.
The only thing I require from anyone is kindness and decency; if I am denied, then I can't trust them. No need to be a doormat for the sake of making others feel better about their poor choices.
If they value your relationship (friendship, family-ship), then what they did wrong needs to be made plain and clear, so they'll think twice - no, 10 times - before letting it happen again.
For instance, I have a friend who if he asked me to help him move furniture into a new place, I'd be right over. He is a friend who is not welcome in my home. A few years ago, on 2 occasions, he became physically violent with other friends - once, neighbors called the police.
The last time was he was over was maybe 5 or 6 years ago. He knows he isn't welcome here, and hasn't been in all these years. If I do decide to invite him over my place again (which won't be anytime soon), then he understands the severity of the matter (if he truly cares).
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God wants to help you. He wants to heal you, to free you, to increase you, to take you places that you’ve never dreamed. He’s longing to be good to you. Look to Him as your Source. ~ Joel Osteen's tweet
Then if God doesn't do these things, then it's all your fault? Why all the victimization? Just going by what we see and experience as humans walking this Earth, we have absolutely no control over what God does. NONE.
If God wants to heal me, then God will heal me, whether I "look to him as a source" or not. Faith, which is trust, is not established on someone promising you mercy after a sacrifice is made ("look to me as a source and I'll heal you"). Is this why you trust your mother?
Faith (Trust) is established by God FIRST AND FOREMOST through acts of merciful kindness, and not hope. This is why Faith belongs to God, and not you or me. You can only be faithful if God wants you to be faithful. No need to blame victims who have no control over what God does.
I was out earlier talking to God about how things have always been laid out for me. I can go and learn as often as I desire, but whenever God wants me to know and understand things, they are presented to me, laid out bare, like a table of open books, all turned to the right page.
Faith without God's work is dead.
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Funny night. I was out tonight having dialogue. The last spacecraft I saw slowly flew across the sky; it faded in and out of sight - 8 seconds on, 12 seconds off, or so I determined based on my own version of "seconds". (Like a child counting to 10.)
Trying to be precise, I counted over and over until it began to fly overhead and out of view behind my home. As it was about to fly out of view, while I was counting the "on" seconds, it quickly flashed, then flew out of view. It made me smile.
It reminds me of when someone you love dips the tips of their fingers in water and flicks it in your face. It made my smile. They are like children playing, and it made me smile. We can get back to business tomorrow.
Sunday, April 28, 2019
Tweets - April 28th - Speaking ahead
Being overcome by emotions and anticipation, I found myself speaking ahead when it was neither desired nor required I do so. Am I a prophet of Kelvin? Who has been saved because of righteous feelings? God is certainly at liberty to lift up and lay waste as often as God desires.
The same message was given to me several times tonight. I needed correction and was informed from above that I shouldn't speak ahead. I was told, "wait for God", "wait for God to speak", "God will speak." And I am more than OK with this. Forward we march.
Patience is invaluable when walking with God. You really have to go at God's speed and not your own.
The same message was given to me several times tonight. I needed correction and was informed from above that I shouldn't speak ahead. I was told, "wait for God", "wait for God to speak", "God will speak." And I am more than OK with this. Forward we march.
Patience is invaluable when walking with God. You really have to go at God's speed and not your own.
Saturday, April 27, 2019
Tweets - April 27th - Gardening
I was out earlier doing a little gardening. I make my own soil blend for my herbs and vegetables. It really is a bit labor intensive - mixing and shoveling soil, filling grow bags, transplanting seedlings - you have to devote time out of your day to get it all done.
The thing about gardening is that no one in their right mind would ever half-ass it. It's never done lazily. Why go through all the manual, tiring, back-aching labor, with a strong chance of producing nothing.
Sure, there's always the risk of failure (as I can't control what my plants do or how they'll react to changes), but if I see my plants leaning toward death, I'm going ALL IN to ensure that what I started will be completed, and that my harvest is plentiful.
I am human, an animal walking this Earth. God is THE Gardener. If I, a human, an animal, will see the work of my labor through until harvest, then it's safe to assume that God THE Gardener, will also see it through, with far more effort than I could ever give.
So, you have to understand that the concept of hell and eternal torment is extremely offensive to God. If God plants you like a seed, then God will put in extensive labor and work to see that you sprout, grow and produce fruit. When God harvests you, it will be to eternal life.
But if God does not plant you like a seed, then you can still grow as the environment allows (as you know), but you'll undergo decay, like every other plant in this place. Eternal fire does not fit the narrative.
Now, if a plant is a weed in an attempt to consume the Garden and choke the plants of Yahweh's favor, the work and effort of God's hands, then God will grab the Round-Up and kill off the weeds once and for all. Their roots will dry up completely. Watch and see.
I'm getting the idea that tonight may be an interesting night in the skies above Laurel, Maryland. I think I need advice on how to move forward, and who better to give it than those who've walked with God much longer than I, even for thousands of years.
The thing about gardening is that no one in their right mind would ever half-ass it. It's never done lazily. Why go through all the manual, tiring, back-aching labor, with a strong chance of producing nothing.
Sure, there's always the risk of failure (as I can't control what my plants do or how they'll react to changes), but if I see my plants leaning toward death, I'm going ALL IN to ensure that what I started will be completed, and that my harvest is plentiful.
I am human, an animal walking this Earth. God is THE Gardener. If I, a human, an animal, will see the work of my labor through until harvest, then it's safe to assume that God THE Gardener, will also see it through, with far more effort than I could ever give.
So, you have to understand that the concept of hell and eternal torment is extremely offensive to God. If God plants you like a seed, then God will put in extensive labor and work to see that you sprout, grow and produce fruit. When God harvests you, it will be to eternal life.
But if God does not plant you like a seed, then you can still grow as the environment allows (as you know), but you'll undergo decay, like every other plant in this place. Eternal fire does not fit the narrative.
Now, if a plant is a weed in an attempt to consume the Garden and choke the plants of Yahweh's favor, the work and effort of God's hands, then God will grab the Round-Up and kill off the weeds once and for all. Their roots will dry up completely. Watch and see.
I'm getting the idea that tonight may be an interesting night in the skies above Laurel, Maryland. I think I need advice on how to move forward, and who better to give it than those who've walked with God much longer than I, even for thousands of years.
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