Tweets - October 3rd - Thank you

One of things I don't really care for is when a parent tells their child to say "thank you" to me after I give them something. I know that this place has a trauma-induced incredibly huge ego problem, so people need to hear a "thank you" after they do something for you or say some "nice" thing to you.

Sometimes I am overwhelmed by the deeds of heaven, and I am so deeply grateful, and I thank heaven and I thank God. But I don't thank heaven to glorify heaven, I thank heaven because heaven glorified me. And they have never responded, "You're welcome".

Everything is a gift, and everything will be a gift. Their effort is a gift, and my effort is a gift.

Tweets - August 13th

The hour is coming when not even a single soul will dare utter the words, "Thank you Jesus". They will be so far broken that they will have nothing to boast in, not even their lord.

"What do we do wrong?", they ask. You offer up your brothers for money and your sisters for pride. You continually convince yourself and your neighbors that your destructive evil is good. You walk up to God's altar and present to God books filled with vomit and lies and violence, and you say to God, "this is your word - this is who you are", and then you destroy human nature and you teach your children to do the same, condemning (in your heart or with your mouth) those who don't do the same. I won't have to deal with the current version of "you" for much longer.

Tweets - August 9th - Imitating God

Back in May, I was told plainly that I didn't know myself and that I needed to take a deep look at myself and my past, and remember all that happened to me and remember where I come from. Sound advice.

Such introspection comes with its pain, but it produces honesty and integrity, and it helps me see what I have kept hidden. I'm not just talking about what I keep hidden regarding myself, but also regarding the world and even God.

God has said to me, "Imitate me", and I said to God in my dishonesty and my blindness, "I will imitate you a little, but You are too severe and not so very nice to people. So I will leave all that unpleasantness in Your hands, and I will go on singing, 'Peace, please!'."

For some, a good talking to with some attentive care is all that's needed for them to be decent people, for some, people learn goodness and true justice by reaping the fruit of the harmful seeds they've planted, for some, stern consistent rebukes are what's required for them to be consistently careful with others and themselves. But what is left when all this fails?

Those who couldn't be reasoned with through discourse have slaughtered those who've disagreed with them; those who didn't learn from the consequences of their actions have destroyed entire nations; those who've ignored rebukes have condemned the poor for being poor, beat them, starved them, and destroyed the little they do have. And if they themselves didn't do these things, their children did, for hundreds and thousands of years. God has rejected our ancestors.

What is left for such people but for me to imitate the not-so-niceness of God in the same manner of God?

Someone in heaven told me a few years ago that God will not come like a mother whipping her child. And this is true, God is no authoritarian, nor has God ever gained pleasure by taking away the liberty of any living thing.

Though it may take years, the severity of God's judgment is one and done. If all other means to lead these nations, this race, toward human decency fail, then they will receive the ass-whooping of God.

It is a one-time thing, a one-time severe lesson, a deep and single punishment, and many will not survive. It is not preferred by God which is why it is so long delayed.

Long ago, heaven chose Israel to be the first light of this world, but Israel had this nasty habit of darkening itself with its own arrogance, and so they became failure upon failure.

So heaven sent prophets to Israel to lead Israel back to human decency (justice, kindness, equity, honesty, faithfulness). This was not preferred by heaven, as a prophet's portion was (and will always be) undesirable.

To be moved into such a position with all the deep sadness, and grief, and rejection, and depression, on top of all the verbal and physical assault - it isn't a position God ever desired for anyone. God did not take pleasure in the suffering of any of them, even Christ.

But it was the last straw, the last resolution before God (through heaven) found need to come down and give a one-time, nation destroying, culture wasting, humiliating, absolutely destructive ass-whooping.

Everything you had hope in, everything you clung to for peace, everyone and everything you leaned on for support was taken away from you in an instant. You finally understood that you were helpless, alone, and so very long without God.

With opened eyes and help from above and below, these things are being made clear to me.

Tweets - July 29th - Shared the Gospel

A few weeks ago, I had this dream that I was over an attorney's house and he was having an event - a party. I didn't know the guy.

From what I remember, a door was opened (metaphorically), and I turned away from everyone and asked heaven to help me, and I shared with them the gospel - starting from what happened that night at Six Flags in 1999.

People confronted me and challenged me, yet there was no fight in me, and I spoke to them as if I were speaking to my mother. And when I woke up, something was stirred in me.

Last weekend, I shared the gospel with someone who was more or less a stranger. In hindsight, I do wish I would have included some things in the message and said some things differently.

All in all, the person was partially receptive, not combative at all, and didn't challenge me at all - they even repeated some things I said back to me (according to their understanding/through their own filter - that part was interesting).

To be honest when I first began speaking with them, I gathered that this person wouldn't insult me or be very combative, but I wasn't entirely sure (not that it mattered at that point). In any case, I imagine this experience won't be true for most others.

I've realized that I'm not a fan of doing the whole 1999 Six Flags intro, but I didn't know how else to begin. If possible, I'll need to figure that part out. Unfortunately, I couldn't start with Christ or salvation from death - but I certainly ended up there.

Tweets - July 17th - Arrogance

2 nights ago I mentioned to heaven that there is no room for arrogance. Three spacecrafts became luminous and flew together, all of which had different light intensities. I later mentioned again that there is no room for arrogance, and another spacecraft appeared.

Where we are headed, and this path we are on toward the Garden, there is no room for arrogance. What this really means is that love (active and deeply empathetic love) is going to be key to success.

We overcome arrogance by valuing one another FAR more than our successes, and what we have, and what we make, and what we own, and where we live, and what we do. This is proven easily by watching God, who has and owns and does everything, but boasts in nothing.

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Tweet - July 23rd:

We overcome arrogance by valuing one another as we value ourselves.

Tweets - July 14th - Brilliant

A few nights ago (the last time I was outside prior to tonight) while having dialogue with heaven, a spacecraft appeared and became extremely brilliant and remained that way as it slowly flew across the sky. The same thing happened again tonight.

There has recently been a lot of clarity on faith, and justice, and repentance - all of which are for our benefit, for our glory, for our peace, for the sake of the Garden.

I've previously said that there is no healing without justice, but I've come to understand that this statement is incomplete as it leaves little room for God's mercy and power. In actuality, just the pursuit of justice and repentance is enough for you to be forgiven and healed.

And though it is true that neither repentance nor justice can dictate God's actions, you are safe to lean on God's love (deep mercy, kindness, and power) and can safely wait for God. You are permitted to safely wait for God.

As such, I am expecting some doors to be opening soon so that I might walk through them so that I might tremble and share this strange gospel. Heaven was brilliant tonight.

The apostle Paul said that knowledge leads to boasting, but I say that it also leads to fear.

If knowledge and fear go hand in hand, then it would have been better for us to be born dogs or mice or ants, who have no perception of fear (beside what they perceive to be immediate threats).

If God required fear through knowledge, then God did a piss poor job of bringing about life in this universe and didn't think the whole "intelligent life" thing all the way through.

But this is the LIVING GOD's universe. Here, knowledge and life are permitted to go hand in hand; knowledge and a sound mind are permitted to go hand in hand; knowledge and liberty are permitted to go hand in hand.

All of these things depend, not only on the pursuit of care and justice, but also on us walking by faith and not by terror - (leaning instead on God's nonnegotiable loving care and power rather than the fear of the infinite unknown).

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Updated: 7/15/2022

I should make clear, walk by faith and not by terror. This does not mean we will not know terror. God is glorified first. God is glorified in part through our salvation, but especially the salvation of the whole world.

Sometimes waiting is required, but we never wait alone (I'm speaking to those who'll find themselves walking with God). We can't say when God or even heaven should or will do a thing. There is a plan in place in which we are just a part; but we are indeed part of a whole.

While we wait, sometimes the loud booms will frighten us. Sometimes people and things will be permitted to harm us. But in all this, we will not be destroyed. God is always being glorified - even for the sake of truth and for the salvation of our race from despair and death.

So, I'm saying that you do not have to take up arms, or be anxious, or worry about anything. Seek and do justice (to yourself and others), and walk. God is incomparably faithful, as you have seen and will see again and again.

Tweets - July 1st - Rebukes

I received 2 public and stern rebukes from heaven tonight because of my behavior. The first rebuke: "It's not all about you." The second rebuke: "You are on the receiving end of mercy."

The first rebuke, the spacecraft became very bright very fast, then slowly dimmed. The second rebuke was sharper than the first, and it made me begin to understand the first rebuke. The spacecraft was very bright and lower than typical and flew extremely fast over my home.

This also made me understand the peculiar appearances behind the trees a few months ago: I see what they want me to see; I have what they want me to have.

I am not owed anything, I am not due anything, there is nothing heaven gives me that I have deserved - this includes knowledge and information. No, I don't feel like I am owed anything or due anything, but I expected the outcomes all the same.

Angels were severe. It's not all about me. Heaven did not boast in its ability or its power, but was intent on making me aware that I am a piece of VERY BIG PLAN. I am moved when heaven needs me to be moved, and not when I want it.

I can investigate the things I have been given, but there is no need for me to complain about the things I have not been given - and CERTAINLY not make shit up when I lack information (because then I am no different than religious folk who do the same).

Another spacecraft flew, and I sat with my eyes glued to heaven and my mouth shut (I dared not speak). I will be better off for it.

After the rebukes there was sternness but calmness, and other spacecrafts flew and gave me insight into the rebukes and my behavior.