I received 2 public and stern rebukes from heaven tonight because of my behavior. The first rebuke: "It's not all about you." The second rebuke: "You are on the receiving end of mercy."
The first rebuke, the spacecraft became very bright very fast, then slowly dimmed. The second rebuke was sharper than the first, and it made me begin to understand the first rebuke. The spacecraft was very bright and lower than typical and flew extremely fast over my home.
This also made me understand the peculiar appearances behind the trees a few months ago: I see what they want me to see; I have what they want me to have.
I am not owed anything, I am not due anything, there is nothing heaven gives me that I have deserved - this includes knowledge and information. No, I don't feel like I am owed anything or due anything, but I expected the outcomes all the same.
Angels were severe. It's not all about me. Heaven did not boast in its ability or its power, but was intent on making me aware that I am a piece of VERY BIG PLAN. I am moved when heaven needs me to be moved, and not when I want it.
I can investigate the things I have been given, but there is no need for me to complain about the things I have not been given - and CERTAINLY not make shit up when I lack information (because then I am no different than religious folk who do the same).
Another spacecraft flew, and I sat with my eyes glued to heaven and my mouth shut (I dared not speak). I will be better off for it.
After the rebukes there was sternness but calmness, and other spacecrafts flew and gave me insight into the rebukes and my behavior.
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