Tweets - December 17th - Be Honest

Heaven has been helping me see more plainly what is in front of me. Honesty and Liberty go together hand-in-hand. Walking by faith is not just to walk in the faithfulness (trustworthiness, honesty, care) of God, but it is also to walk in the faithfulness of mankind.

Heaven made it clear to me (again) that I don't need to jump to conclusions, especially about people, as I don't know them and I don't know where they are from or why they truly do the things they do. No need to assume because of my own experiences or anecdotal evidence. My job is to just be honest with them, with you, about plain in-your-face things, and to walk by faith in the Power and Love and Kindness and Trustworthiness and Character of God (who has remain unchanged from day one with me).

My job is to just be honest, allowing to flourish whatever God will flourish and allowing to perish whatever God will perish. If I see a light bulb go off over you and in you and around you, then I will be an honest guardrail to you, but I will also walk by faith in the Liberty that is your humanity.

I am so very looking forward to watching you shine in this Earth, being glorified by God as you do whatever things you will do, turning lumps of dirt into beautiful systems that upbuild the Garden of God and encourage our well-being and our liberty.

Tweets - December 8th - Holiness for Dummies

You gotta love God's "Holiness for Dummies" books. Volumes 1, 2 and 3, they're all great. This world is a beacon of light because of them.

In Volume 1, we learn that sometimes it's OK to rape, enslave, slaughter, and be racist - as long as we get the thumbs-up of approval from God.

In Volumes 2 and 3, we learn about the torments of hell, the Gospel of fear. For God has given us the spirit of fear. Volume 3 drives this nail in with a hammer repeatedly, over and over and over and over.

Volume 3 teaches us that if God did not want us to have the Holy Spirit of fear, then God would never have mentioned hell in the first place. For otherwise, knowing about hell would not matter with regards the gospel.

Volume 3 is honest about this, and its adherents are honest about it; Volume 2 and its adherents, not so much.

It's why so many people in the early church, and later Muhammad, rejected Paul. He taught that the law could not save and never talked about hell; to him, condemnation was death, and salvation was eternal life and resurrection from the dead; but we'll continue to disregard this.

For we walk by fear, and not by sight. Our salvation is salvation from God's self-designed place of eternal pain and torment. God saw it and saw that it was good - one of God's greatest creative ideas; the only possible solution to God's problems.

We must conform and change because we are to fear God's loving hatred, God's merciful aggression. We must never be honest with ourselves, we must never investigate ourselves or try to understand why we do the things we do.

We must disregard our pain, disregard our history, disregard our constant abuse, even disregard the complete absence of God when God is so very much needed. None of that matters. We are to worry and we are to conform to the glory of God's gospel of fear.

Sometimes I put penises in my mouth, and now God is enraged with me. Though I didn't exist in this universe prior to 44 years ago, God is burning with an eternal fury because I keep putting penises in my mouth. This is why the gospel of fear is good for me.

Because of this gospel, I can choose to not put penises in my mouth; I can consider these things because I otherwise would think nothing of them (I would be oblivious to any wrongdoing).

Treating people in ways I'd never want them to treat me, I understand is not good, but licking very specific engorged blood-filled body parts, I would have never considered. It makes me envy those dick sucking bonobos.

Why can't I put them in my mouth exactly? It doesn't matter. God gave a thumbs-down on humans sucking dick and now I am at risk of roasting in the flames forever and ever and ever.

But I am saved through God's grace, and my works of not putting penises in my mouth and forcing myself to entertain the ideas of doing things that I very much hate (monogamy, marriage, monogamous relationship with a woman).

Because of God's Gospel, I walk by fear and refrain from putting penises in my mouth and I get angry with myself and condemn myself whenever the thought pops in my head of me planting my face in between some man's thighs... But sometimes I backslide.

Seek ye first the Tyranny of Heaven, and all these fears will be added to you. You will know what to hate about yourself, because God hated them first. And we need this Kingdom on earth, to save this world from the hell which God delighted in creating.

God knows us better than we know ourselves. Is hell the absolute worst imaginable place that one could end up? Well, yes.

And since God knows us better than we know ourselves, then couldn't God move us and change things so that a person who's only existed for 44 years could never possibly do anything that would make them end up in such a place like hell? Well, yes.

But God is Love in feeling only, not so much in action or deed. The gospel given to us is a gospel of fear, and our God has given us the spirit of fear. There is no need to think about these things or reason with them; just do as you're told.

Truth, honesty, and integrity serve no purpose on the road to heaven. As says God, ministers, prophets, parents, armed persons, slave masters, and government officials - do as you're told, don't think, and all will be well.

Tweets - November 15th

You struggle to lean on what you know is true because the truth condemns you. So you tell your awful destructive lies because you are so deeply afraid and alone. Help from God is a wish and a dream. Your unaltered behaviors are your evidence that God is not with you.

Just to be clear, forcing and convincing yourself to be who you are not is not indicative of behavioral changes. All it'll take is for some extreme situation to bring "you" back to the surface. Your actions are only indicative that you judge and condemn yourself.

Tweets - October 13th - What is Needed

A few times over the last few months and years, spacecrafts became luminous in my peripheral. Sometimes it was a rebuke, sometimes it was an affirmation. It would catch my attention and I would turn my head in that direction to look.

A few weeks ago, maybe the last time I saw any spacecrafts until tonight, I mentioned that there was no point in speculating what this meant, I would just have to wait and see.

It turns out I needed a bit of help. I was speaking to heaven about injustice. 22 spacecrafts flew, one after the other. This is the way they flew: The first spacecraft caught my attention in my right eye, causing me to look. It was flying above the trees. Another spacecraft came up from behind the trees - right to left - and flew. The first spacecraft dimmed out of sight, then the next dimmed out in the same location of the first. Then another spacecraft flew and did the same. And another and another spacecraft flew, one after the other, until they reached the same general location where they dimmed out of sight. About halfway or 3/4 of the way through the 22 spacecrafts, they began to dim closer to the trees, until the point that they flew behind the trees and didn't reappear.

I was amazed, but I didn't understand. Remembering justice and what happened to me a few years ago, I mentioned to heaven that if I didn't have that chest pain I would not have known (FOR CERTAIN) I was committing injustice, and a spacecraft became luminous in my right peripheral, then became brilliantly luminous. And then I began to understand.

It is something that heaven needs for me to remember and understand completely: God is faithful. I will always be given what I need when I need it (to the glory of my flesh, the glory of our race, the Garden, and the glory of God). What is needed won't always be prominent, it won't always be right in front of my face, I won't always see it right away, I won't always understand. How beautiful. How beautiful I won't ever have to go searching for it - it will always be given.

I know that there is more to this - something just out of grasp - I even questioned heaven, "What do I do with this information?". I know for certain that because of God's faithfulness, I will have no reason to boast in myself for finding or doing anything.

I thought about posting all this to Twitter/X and a spacecraft became luminous front-and-center and became brilliantly luminous in response.

Hindsight... even when I feel like something is "just out of grasp", I will have what I need as I need it (according to what is good). And when I say "I", I am talking about the entire Garden of God.

My foolishness is being made greater than the wisdom of a thousand elders. I am so thankful that heaven knows me better than I know myself.

Tweets - September 16th - Praise

What is a rebuke other than encouragement to pursue what is honest and good? The more necessary the encouragement, the more severe the rebuke.

Last night I experienced a subtle rebuke, it was noticeably subtle and persistent - I didn't immediately grasp it. I was thinking about the time I complemented someone on how good they made the coffee - and the subtle rebukes began. Also, 2 or 3 of the "watching" angels showed up as well as some angels of affirmation. I was rebuked 2 or 3 more times, and then I understood the message.

The issue I am having is self-praise, and more specifically (after some talks with heaven tonight) the need to be praised. It is something I recognized a little while back - envisioning myself as a fantastic singer or piano player (not receiving rounds of applause, but admiring myself as such). I recognized it but didn't put much thought into it - not until heaven brought it to my attention so that I'd make it an important matter to myself.

I've come to understand that all these things are rooted in the pain and trauma I've experienced. As long as I am being praised, I am not being judged and condemned. It is very interesting to me. As long as I am being praised, I am not being made to feel ashamed. And to heap ointment on these open wounds, I praise myself.

This may seem like a small thing, but it really displays my scabs, my bruises, and my scars. Heaven insists that I be very aware of them.

Heaven rebuked me once tonight when I became concerned about how to deal with this issue of needing to praised. (Thinking deeply, "Now what do I need to do? Or is God taking care of it?")

How quickly I forgot that I only need to recognize these things, understand them as best I can, pursue justice (pursuing what is so very good and gentle and kind and true and joyfully human), and walk by the faith given to me.

Tweets - September 3rd - In Conclusion

When you've been moved forward, you can look back and see how you've been pushed forward.

I now understand that the individual dimly-lit spacecrafts that have been flying above these last few months have been acknowledging that they are watching me, monitoring my actions, and that I still need their attention and guidance in current matters.

2 nights ago I was thinking about the resurrection, and I was concerned about those people walking by faith and understanding the love of God (as faith, for me, has come because of the time spent with God and the wisdom and kindness and honesty of God).

A spacecraft appeared and sparked/flickered - but not brightly (as I was not being sternly rebuked) - but they wanted to alert me that I was getting off track. I then understood that I don't need to be anxious about anything, not even the Garden of God.

For the last few nights, including last night and tonight, I saw none of the "watching" angels, so I suppose this period and lesson has come to its conclusion, as heaven is satisfied in my position, and I have been entrusted to continue to walk on my own

(in this endeavor of being a human being who has regarded their humanity, acknowledging each emotion, all while pursuing what is honest and good; who sees that God is love, always receiving exactly what is needed; who leans on that love, which is God in fullness).

Tweets - August 27th - Pursue Justice

If you don't want your nation burned to the ground or weighed down by the pressure of heaven, then pursue justice. When you watch the waters rise and wash away the homes of those living in coastal regions, remember your deeds as a nation of the unjust cause, and pursue justice.

Depending on the severity and the consequence of the injustice, sometimes justice means you have to give away everything that you have to those who are being destroyed; sometimes justice means that you have to heal others at the cost of your own peace and comfort.

But in pursuing justice, you are on the path of forgiveness, and you might be permitted to live - you and your children. If you are not on the path of forgiveness, then you are on the path of destruction, and all that you cling to will be taken away from you by fire and by force.